We're Going To Talk About A Particular Area Of Our Headspace That We View As Really Important For Us.

we're going to talk about a particular area of our headspace that we view as really important for us.

the greenhouse.

the greenhouse is a massive building that functions as a place where we can work with persecutors on their behaviour while also giving them an outlet for those behaviours.

for example: an alter who held our internalized homophobia and transphobia, who refused to call the body by anything but our birth name and she/her, has been a frequent visitor/someone who lives there to work on the behaviour at the behest of our gatekeepers. she was given a space to be angry, to be hurt, to be whatever she felt at the time. she had a space where she could regulate, be alone or with others, whatever she chose. now, she accepts that our body is transitioning, that our host is transgender, and that we use another name. she still stays there, because she knows she has more to learn, and because she wants to keep that comfortable space she has there.

our greenhouse may contain plants and things to take care of, but it's a space where we provide care for alters who need it.

it's structured in a specific way, which we separate by calling them "rings."

the outer ring contains things like therapy offices, a clinic, and recovery rooms for those who need medical attention.

the inner ring has rooms for the alters who stay there, as well as the rooms of the people who 'work' there, and a sort of common area.

then there's what we call the oculus or atrium, which is the true 'greenhouse' area. it's full of plant life, soil, fields, things of that nature.

there's a specific area that has privacy barriers that sort of belongs to Argosa. it exists on a separate plane, but is still part of the greenhouse, as you can only access it from there or via invitation by Argosa.

the entirety of the greenhouse is a place for recuperation, recovery, whatever you need it to be. it's a space that we all appreciate greatly in headspace.

thanks for reading. we know it's long, but we hope this gives an idea of how we function together and work towards being healthy with and for each other as a system so we can live together.

we're sick, oh joy (/s)

so, if anyone wants to ask us anything, our inbox is open, and we're chill with whatever.

@penguintriumphant

here you go- a panda

we need to get on T asap

our lth is damn near sobbing because he found a website that will hopefully be able to help us get it, and our system is collectively ready for it.

could also be partially because we're on the dreaded shark week, but goddammit we are going to get on T someday

we are currently struggling on what we should do in terms of our relationship with our partner system/fiancé.

long story short, someone in their system abused us for 5 months of our relationship, and they (collectively) are still continuing with behaviors that are invalidating the new boundaries we had to set because of that abuse. they act as though we are abusive/neglectful for this- granted, yes, we are prone to emotional moments that cause lapses in judgement and to panic (which often causes us to not articulate things well), but they have refused consistently to make the changes we need to see to know that they are actively trying to make this relationship safer for us.

they continuously try to ask us for things that invalidate our new boundaries, and make statements that we feel are almost guilt-tripping. we are constantly dreading their next message(s) and all we want is one day without turmoil or fighting..

everyone is telling us to leave, and i know it would be best, but we are afraid of what they might do to themselves if we do.

we're sorry for how much we've rambled here- we just need a place to get all of this out before we lose our minds trying to process it all.

Very Long Ask Game Bc We're Bored

🌫️- How many people are in your system

🌊- What's everyone's favorite colors?

☂️- Most common fronters?

☔- Collective pronouns?

💦- Everyone's pronouns?

💧- Most common age group?

💨- Do you have any fictives?

❄️- Are there any romantic relationships in your system?

🌧️- Does anyone have a favorite number?

☁️- Are any of your alters neurodivergent?

🌤️- How many people are LGBTQIA+

☀️- Do you have any non-human alters (including hybrids)?

🌈- What are some common hobbies?

🌪️- What is the most liked food between everyone?

🔥- Current hyperfixations?

☄️- Do you guys have any collective interests?

⚡- What is your headspace like? (If you have one)

✨- Does anyone have a pet?

⭐- Does your system have a name?

💫- Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

🪐- Most chaotic group?

🌎- Any demon/angel/god alters?

🌙- Who is the oldest?

🌓- What type of system are you?

🌗- (For traumagenic systems only) Are you diagnosed? If yes, was getting one difficult? If not, do you want one & why or why not?

🌕- What is your system dynamic (ex, family, friends, complete strangers, etc)

🌻- What's a normal day for you as a system?

🌸- How do you keep track of your system? (Members, switches, etc)

🥀- Any childhood things that should've tipped you off to being a system?

💐- Do you like being a system?

🐚- Do you know any systems IRL?

🍄- Do you prefer in-system dating or out-of-system dating?

🍁- What's the most annoying thing about being a system?

🎍- How bad is your amnesia?

🌿- Best quote from an alter?

🌳- Do alters have separate accounts for games or do you all share an account?

0: Height

1: Age

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if…

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What my last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who I wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything