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can someone pls be my ana coach ?
proud of my self. I've barely eaten anything for 4 days
recovery just made me gain weight. I just want to go back to how I used to be
A lot of people on here talk abt losing weight so people will like them more and I get it but honestly that’s not me. Ik that my boyfriend alr finds me attractive, I rly do believe that, and the people Ik want curvy bodies, not skinny ones.
And I wish I was but I’ll never be curvy, that’s just not how I’m built. I wanna be skinny for me, I wanna look in the mirror and feel happy for once, whether or not other people like me more.
I’m a little afraid that my boyfriend will like me less actually, like what if I lose my boobs or any (basically none) ass I have? Still tho, it’s worth it if I get to love myself finally, my body exists for me, no one else.
I FUCKING ATE THE FREE FOOD I GET FROM WORK IT WAS SO MANY CALORIES and then cuz I was trying to feel better I talked to my boyfriend and then ended up eating a fucking cinnamon roll as well
I feel like absolute shit, hoping for my weigh in tmrw morning to not be horrible
If I keep doing this shit nothing is ever gonna change, I either need to fix this or just go back to being normal
SUCCESSFULLY FASTED ALL OF YESTERDAY 💪✨💖
only at 33 hours so far, but im someone who has historically been a terrible faster, so I'm proud that I made it this far.
feeling alr for now, we'll see how I feel at five right before my shift
also my weigh in this morning was pretty good, 103.9, when i was 105 a few days ago :)
feeling skinty 💖