What You Want, Wants You Too. Trust.

What you want, wants you too. Trust.

21 -

I have to believe in myself. I can’t keep holding on to my anger and resentment, because it’s poisoning me. Acceptance is what moves me forward. I can’t keep berating myself for the past. I’m allowed to fuck up. I can’t change the past. Feel, process, release.

I may never receive an apology. I may never receive forgiveness.

I’m realizing that my life isn’t defined by the mistakes I’ve made. To be human, is to make mistakes.

Be accountable for them and acknowledge their consequences. Don’t let them control the narrative.

But it’s how I rebound, how I rise from the ashes — that what counts. What I learn. How I stay humble & evolve. That is what determines my character. My self-worth. Through the fire, I discover who I really am.

I trust in my greater She to guide me.

I’m hopeful for the future.

Each day, a little better and brighter.

20 -

I have a friend who is having love life problems. She’s hurting and she feels insecure about it all.

Because I’m sober - I’ve been able to be there for her. To hug her and tell her that she is resilient. That she is stronger than she gives herself credit for. To distract her & make her laugh. To let her know she is cared for. To remind her of all of the amazing things she’s done on her own. To help her carry her pain and give her comfort when it’s too heavy. To be the friend she has been to me.

Because I’m sober. I can be present for her and I’m so grateful to be.

reminder:

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. October will bring blessings.

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