Guys What Am I Supposed To Do.

Guys what am I supposed to do.

The fear of loose skin is terrifying. I can't live with loose skin that ruins everything I'm dreaming of. What do I do, there telling me to loose weight slowly but I can't even properly eat 1000 calories anymore, it's scary I didn't think I was scared of them but I am. People mentioned fasting for more than 3 days but I've seen other people's stories, they don't care about the loose skin but I do. I can't afford a surgery, what do I do, what do I do.

Wow you can find thinspo anywhere 🤪 if she's a "very large woman" then what am I at 293 🥲 I was going to eat dinner but fuck it. My week of being strick on myself with a minimum of 500 calories failed I lost literally zero pounds. I need to try harder.

*Stomach growls*

Me staring at my stomach: just eat yourself why are you bothering me 😠

I can't wait till I get to a weight where I can die in peace.

Goals I want to reach in tandem with my ugw

1. I want to graduate from my community College and move on to a 4 year.

2. I want to be fluent in korean, Japanese and spanish so I can have more job prospects and potentially work overseas.

3. I want to start a business and or have multiple side incomes.

4. I want to live the rich baddie life of my dreams, learn how to be classy and femine, be a people person who charms a room and has many connections.

I may be completely upset with my body but once I reach my goal weight I don't want to be lost and skinny 😂 can't forget to live your life baddies ✨️