Guys What Am I Supposed To Do.

Guys what am I supposed to do.

The fear of loose skin is terrifying. I can't live with loose skin that ruins everything I'm dreaming of. What do I do, there telling me to loose weight slowly but I can't even properly eat 1000 calories anymore, it's scary I didn't think I was scared of them but I am. People mentioned fasting for more than 3 days but I've seen other people's stories, they don't care about the loose skin but I do. I can't afford a surgery, what do I do, what do I do.

I can't wait till I get to a weight where I can die in peace.

home stereo

I didn't drink water today your right 😌

Just popping in to say,

Make sure you stay hydrated!!

Hydrate or die straight 😌

But nah really, drink some water homie ily <3

*Stomach growls*

Me staring at my stomach: just eat yourself why are you bothering me 😠

20/06/22

I weighed myself this morning. Shouldn't have done that.

I weighed in at 59.4 kg.

I can't believe it. How did I not notice? Do you know what's even funnier? I fucking thought I had lost a little. How did I not notice that I got fatter? I'm so ashamed of myself.

Obviously, I cannot control my weight without a scale so I'll just have to weigh myself every day again.