Not Enough - Tumblr Posts

4 years ago

Its hard to move on from your ex, when all other girl that comes into your life are far more worse than her.


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10 months ago

I feel like no matter what I do it’s always gonna be wrong.


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1 year ago

Ok can we have a moment to appreciate your work girl even your oneshots are amazing Ik I’m annoying with my asks but I just have to, this is an ask to oc in “Not enough”

I wanna know what you are going to do are you going to go back to Seoul with jk or are you going to stay in New York? And are you going to confess to him or?

I swear I love you 😭 thank you so much for all of your compliments and taking a big interest in all of my fics 💜

You're not annoying at all girl I love it! Takes me back to all the old fics I wrote 🥰

In regards to Not Enough

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Oh wow you have a question for me? Well this is kind of embarrassing but I guess I could tell you

Jungkook and I are taking things slow.

He's gone back and forth between Seoul and New York quite a few times ever since he told me and he's taken me out on a date or two every time.

It's been fun and silly and I think I'm really starting to fall for him...

When he confessed to me it took me by surprise since it had been about two years since he had been back to New York and I never knew that he had feelings for me when we were in college.

I truly just thought we were friends and nothing more.

Did I think he was attractive? Of course I did. You would have to be blind to think otherwise and even then from the sound of his voice and the fact that he's such a good person would make him attractive even if you couldn't see him. (Is that weird? Am I talking about him too much? I don't know haha)

I think I'll confess to him soon but I don't know how! Being friends with someone and then realizing after all these years that you're in love with them is kind of weird.

Even though I know he feels the same way I know that once I tell him our relationship is going to change and then we'll have to make some big decisions.

He's been talking about seeing if there's anyway he could transfer to the New York devision of his company so we could potentially move in together but it's been kind of a struggle since they really value him in the Seoul headquarters.

I know it's a big step to do something like that right away but we've known each other for so long that it would just make sense.

I've always wanted to travel and live in another country someday and I don't know, maybe this is the perfect opportunity for me to do so.

I would love to learn more about him and his family and his culture because he always lights up when he talks about it and I can't help but get excited about it too.

(plus his mom has been dying to meet me and I really wanna meet her too!)

I don't know what the future has in store for us but I'm just enjoying falling more and more in love with him each and every day.

Thanks for reaching out and I hope I was able to answer all your questions! x


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1 year ago

i keep on holding to the fact that I could do many helpful things to her but it's feeling like that is not going to be enough to keep me alive if I keep on feeling like this


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4 years ago

I’m not the one for anyone. I’m not even the one for myself...


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2 years ago

When you're texting someone and you're having really good time but suddenly they leave because they found someone better and you're like....ummm okay whatever....

Yeah I love that shit


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Tseng x Reader

Misconduct Spoiler:

'Fuck', you could hear him gasping for air. The heinous actions you performed to the man mutilated in your bathtub left him croaking in pain. Screaming for help, screaming for you.

Sure it was torture for you. Still being able to hear his dying breaths while you were a coward. Burying yourself under the cover, tucking your head beneath the pillows in a poor attempt to hide yourself from your own actions in your bedroom. The walls between the bathroom and your room did nothing to silence the sounds of the man actively dying.

And you had the nerve to cry. How for a single moment could you be so evil? Though, it wasn't for him. Every tear shedding for another selfish reason. No amount of liquor you drank before prying what you needed from the sorry soul in the bathroom would help you through what you've done. Nor would it allow you to see this through till the end.

You could end his life, why be hesitant when you've done this so many times? Kill. Dispose. Clean. You've been here numerous times. Why should who you've been torturing for the past few hours in a desperate attempt to get answers matter?

You've done everything you can to prolong his pain. Leaving him crying for the gods he never believed in.

It was heart wrenching. He was important to you, one you could imagine taking over the world with. A lifetime companion that displayed nothing but loyalty and love. You fought a lot throughout your past, an occurrence destined to happen based off of the sheer amount of time spent around each other. Growing together. No matter the disagreement. One would consider him your right hand man. Until now. Perhaps that's why it hurts so terribly. He's vowed his soul to you at one point. Now here he was, making a feeble attempt to turn you in, he should've known better.

It was pitiful, the way he had to learn that you were as ruthless and disgusting as every rumor detailed. Describing how you would stop at nothing to protect yourself and those that could easily expose you.

That was when Tseng learned too, after calling him over to help him take care of your little problem. The lengths you were willing to go through. It both entranced and repulsed him.


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2 years ago

The Course

Read about Ty, who is waiting for his turn to run: The Course, the definitive athletic event of the school year, and the results of which determine everything after. This one was for the Friday Weekly Picture Prompt on The Writer’s Mess, and is inspired by the picture prompt below, and my own personal loathing of Track and Field day in elementary, where I acquired purple participation ribbons…

The Course

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8 months ago

Your JP blog is making me want to learn Japanese lol. I did it in primary school but haven't touched it much since besides from a few Duolingo lessons.

I'm going to leave some recommendations and useful links for you. Lookout for a new post on @notayamichan (it'll be in English). If anything, I'll DM you a link to the post.

(⁠^⁠.⁠_⁠.⁠^⁠)⁠ノ P.S, I hope you do start again. I need JP friends.

🐈 There's a silly little Insta GC too (another JP learner there) ❤️


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2 years ago

It absolutely won’t Honey😉

“One time will not be enough.”

— Six Sexy Words


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7 years ago

Just need to vent

I hate how I the single guy who is struggling so hard to find someone has to play relationship doctor... I hate that I have to be strong for my friends while being broken into a million pieces... I hate that I have to be happy go lucky when I am drowning in loneliness... I hate that I have to be there might and day for others while knowing nobody has my back... I hate that because of all this I am alone, untrusting and lonely... I wish it would change but I care too much of others and not enough about myself... I am in need of a rescue from myself, from the world... I want to fall in love, do stupid couple things, with a man I am attracted to, not be the last choice for them and the first choice for somebody I ain't attracted to... I just want to be me, to be enough... to be the one thing somebody would love... I just want to be loved for me


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7 years ago

I feel like I'm sinking again. I laugh at boyfriend's jokes and stop midway feeling all hollow and empty. I'm the happiest I have ever been and yet I'm sinking again. Is this what happens to people who stay with toxic people for too long? I feel like I'm shackled to the walls and there's no way out except falling to the depths of this darkness.


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2 years ago

So here's the thing

I am in love with James x lily x severus shop where James and Lily are the forward dominant partners and Severus is just getting love bombed and is not exactly sure what's happening.

But there isn't enough of content for this ship to satisfy me

I'm gonna take charge.

I'm gonna post my ffs and other ships I'm obsessed with. Some including OC's.

Not right now cause I have exams coming up, but if you like this stuff you're welcome to join me


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