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Don't Say I Love You - Amajiki Tamakigenre: Fluff! | Notes: I Miss Amajiki Plss, Mirio-wingman Energy

Don't Say I Love You - Amajiki Tamakigenre: Fluff! | Notes: I Miss Amajiki Plss, Mirio-wingman Energy

don't say i love you - amajiki tamaki genre: fluff! | notes: i miss amajiki plss, Mirio-wingman energy | 1.0k words - Say 'i love you' without saying i love you cause both of you are shy

— extra notes: - forgive me for being inactive, i'm currently working on a series which i'm having a hard time to where i would post it so meh.. - drink your water everyone and this story is just an excuse, i just miss my babie amajiki

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Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath, he keep reminding himself to take a deep breath, whether it’s a way to calm himself down or the calm everyone down: Tamaki Amajiki keeps inhaling and exhaling to calm his pounding chest and to tire down the ringing in his hair but in spite of all the battles he had in his head, there’s this one person that he always thinks of, the one who tells him that he should keep going, the one who keeps cheering on him even if he felt like everyone is watching him, that person was you. He is indeed in love with butterflies but he surely knows that haven’t eaten any type of butterfly and yet, your laughter, your smile, and the way you speak made him feel soft and familiar inside.

He never knew what caused this, he never knew what’s the reason for his sudden excitement when you enter the room, his body would react when he feels your warmth to his fingertips, he would often ramble this to Mirio to which Mirio was happy and pleased: he always wanted to see this sight where Amajiki finally found the missing part and him feeling the warmth in his skin.

“Come on, just one date..”

“I’ll just end up going home..”

Mirio left a chuckle but with a little push, he said that you wouldn’t turn him down or even leave him alone because deep down Mirio knew that Amajiki has the best version of himself and that’s when he’s with you. But to his state he never knew how much big deal this is for Amajiki thinking of all the things that may not fall to the ending he wishes to possess however, he, himself was also indecisive despite being one of the UA’s big three, he had no clue which move he should do next.

The last thing he knew is that he only wanted to be next to you, all of the time.

But the funny about that is that you and Amajiki posses the same attitude, him having anxiety whenever he’s with new people and you being afraid of asking some additional ketchup to a fast food chain worker: due to this fact you two pledge closer together and the two of you voyage the outside world the language you and him only knew and communication became a golden key for the both of you.

So, you noticed how Amajiki mostly feel embarrassed or flustered next to you: you wondered if maybe you did something wrong? Or maybe you did something that actually made him and that is the last thing you wish would happen, without a doubt losing Amajiki would be the greatest travesty you wish you wouldn’t think of, due to the sudden change of his attitude you tried to think of somethings that can actually affect Amajiki from the food you gave him to the way you talked to him but nothing seems to be the problem but still he seems to have that pink shade of powder in his cheeks, and to your conclusion maybe he has a crush….on someone else.

Not that you like him or maybe you do...but maybe he’s being like that because you two seemed to be too close and now it’s affecting his crush, you tried to clear your mind in this kind of thought, but looking back he did mention that there’s this one person that makes him keep going.

You dealt with heartache before but now, you wonder if Amajiki is worth it because truth to be told, seeing Amajiki with someone who isn’t you, doesn’t really make your stomach happy, however if it’s a way to make him smile, you’ll gladly let him go.

You stood in front of Amajiki’s room and with a heart on your hand as an offer for a love that you wish he will return. You informed him ahead of time that you were gonna go inside but then you remind to yourself that both of you are like house of cards, you two take time to build each other and just a short time to make you both fall apart but alas, for now, you or both of you tries to make this house of cards even bigger.

You went inside his room and saw Mirio and Amajiki talking, it seems so intense and still Amajiki’s red blush is still present, as if by magic or most likely quirk Mirio vanishes making himself sink in Amajiki’s room leaving you and Amajiki alone, oh, and also those butterflies in yours and his stomach.

“..I noticed something..are you mad at me?”

You asked Amajiki to make him stand up asking you why you would think of that and you looked away. Huh? So he isn’t mad. Maybe he really likes someone, then. Without a word, Amajiki just stared at you as you sigh in deep thought, Mirio’s words had a call in his head, like he is having a telepathy with Mirio.

“...I see..”

You gave off a vibe like you knew but at the same time you didn't. While Amajiki stares at you, adoring you in every way he can.

“I like you.”

Ah, crap. You and him muttered in a low voice, ah, soulmates. What a twist indeed, you two heard a low chuckle and Mirio’s face was on Amajiki’s wall. “See, I told ya!” To Mirio, he told you beforehand that you should just go for it and he cheered Amajiki a while ago to ask you out. He disappeared from the wall as you ran to Amajiki and gave him a hug as he did in return with a shaking hand; no words were heard that time and apparently you need don’t need to say ‘i love you ‘ to say you two love each other, forgot about the blue moon and shooting stars because in this universe you two have each other hearts inside the bigger house of cards.

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3 years ago
"Deja Vu"

"Deja Vu"

Kuroo Tetsurou (Ft. Kozume Kenma) | Haikyuu Imagine

notice: all characters are aged up, angst

part 1 | part 2

playlist: Uptown Girl by Billy Joel, Deja Vu by Olivia Rodrigo

author's note: this fic is heavily inspired by Olivia Rodrigo's deja vu ;)

the playlist dedicated for this story. (< click here)

enjoy your meal!

"Deja Vu"

You knew Kuroo and Kenma since the three of you are still young, you knew about their flaws and golden qualities but more importantly you became too fond of Kuroo and Kenma, on the other hand also knew that. He knew how your eyes linger a little longer when it comes to Kuroo, Kenma watched you feel enamoured while you watched Kuroo. Kenma watched you so much that he knew you loved Kuroo more than just a friend. Kenma, always watched you, trying to figure out if Kuroo feels the same with you.

To his luck, he watched Kuroo’s eyes watch every moment, every scenery whenever the bedhead is with you. Kenma also watched the first time Kuroo looked at you as if you’re the most fragile thing in the room. Kenma watched Kuroo and you fell in love with one another.

Kenma was always there with the both of you. Gosh, he can’t even get over the fact that he stayed up all night hearing Kuroo talk about you and you greeting him in the morning only to tell him about your dreams that you wish to achieve with Kuroo. The blonde already fed up with too much information to the point he just blurted out that you two should date.

Kenma watched his two best friend love each other, he watched the both of you trade jacket’s even your jacket actually doesn’t fit Kuroo, he watched you laugh at every Kuroo’s chemistry joke, he watched the both of you sing the songs in Pitch Perfect and Glee even though sometimes you two are out of tune, and he watched you and Kuroo brag to your friends that you finally found someone to keep and to hold for a lifetime. Kenma always wanted this to see Kuroo with a smile on his face and a joy creeping up your lips.

He also was one of the first persons who knew where the two of you went when you two ran away from town.

From Kuroo's perspective, he got everything in his arms and that was you. He can’t forget how thankful he is that there’s this person he is able to share his strawberry ice cream with. He felt at ease with you, he felt home with you. He also regretted that he never got to tell you that he loves you a lot sooner, but you assured him everything is fine.

At night when he holds you tight, your hair would fall in his arms as you both sway to Billy Joel’s Uptown Girl, and a Cheshire smirk in his face. And when the morning comes, you showed him your hiding spots, you showed him a place where it is peaceful, you showed him your safe place as Kuroo knew how your hands moved when you’re nervous, he watched you lips turn into smiles when you see him, he knew your mannerisms and jokes that always makes him laugh.

A small pond close to yours and his old school, that’s your favorite spot and now, also his. He would hold you close when he’s there with you playing soft songs that you and he knew, as he tells you that he loves you in between the chorus and verse.

He still remembers the night where he slept by your side while you tell him your dreams and hopes for the both of you. He still tastes the time when he heard you bragging to his friend that he is so unique.

Like from the beginning Kenma watched you two fall, he also the first one watched the both of you break.

Kenma watched Kuroo’s eyes leave yours whenever his new friend enters the room, Kenma watched Kuroo’s hand leaving yours and guiding the other person in the room. He watched Kuroo’s jacket on his friend too. Kenma watched the sweetness of strawberry ice cream start to get bitter. Kenma watched Kuroo leave you.

He watched Kuroo break you.

Who would’ve thought he would be here, watching Kuroo kneeling in front of someone he never really knew asking their hand in marriage, there Kenma sees your image in the pond next to your old school and his, there he watched Kuroo making another person that’s not you to be his. He watched Kuroo once again fall with someone, look at someone as if they are the most fragile thing in the world, he watched Kuroo trade jackets with someone, he watched Kuroo telling the jokes you used to tell him, he watched Kuroo fall in love with someone and fell out of love with you.

But among other things, one thing that Kenma cannot seem to unsee is whenever he sees Kuroo with that someone, he sees you, Kenma sees your mirroring image, doing the things you used to do with Kuroo.

Here he is now, staring at Kuroo, in a room where people are waiting for the groom to enter the room. Kenma watched his friend preparing for a marriage.

“Kuroo, when you enter the place where you will say ‘I do’, please be honest with me..” Kenma uttered a simple glimpse from Kuroo while Kuroo fixed his hair. “When you call her, do you almost say [Name]’s name?”

Cause they actually sound the same. “With everything you did with [Name], was [Name] just your type?”

Kenma argued and his voice got a little louder making Kuroo stand up and look at him firmly. “I bet you danced her with Uptown Girl, like you once did with [Name]!”

By now, Kuroo and Kenma had their first hardfist argument. At Kuroo’s wedding day.

“When are you gonna tell her that you and [Name] did that too?” He asked, making Kuroo bite his inner lip, Kenma walked closer to Kuroo and looked at his eyes. “..She might think it’s special but Kuroo, it’s all reused!”

Kenma watched tears coming out of Kuroo’s eyes as he looked away from Kuroo and stared at the empty wall behind Kuroo.

“I’ve watched you for a long time, Kuroo. And don’t act like you didn’t do things with [Name], like trading jackets? Singing along with Glee? Give me a break, Kuroo.” He sighed, while letting his hand ball into a fist meeting Kuroo’s face.

“Do you get Deja vu, when she’s with you?”

That was the last thing Kuroo ever heard from Kenma’s voice, as he left the room and entered his own wedding ceremony, there he saw your eyes when he walked on the aisle, he saw your eyes in the crowd and visioned himself next to you. He met your eyes in the crowd and he now realized, someone took your spot that should be yours.

A spot that was yours--supposed to be yours. He met your eyes, wishing he can turn back time. His eyes left you for a moment and you were gone. Kenma watched you leave the ceremony and when Kuroo reached the end of the aisle he met Kenma’s gaze and whispered.

“I do get Deja Vu of [Name], Kenma.”

At last Kenma watched Kuroo again as he breaks from the inside and as Kuroo wishing this was only a dream--a nightmare that he can wake up anytime.

Fin

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3 years ago
Gojo - Event Anniversary

Gojo - Event Anniversary

notice: established relationship, one curse word, Gojo being rich, fluff, fluff

this is for you, who ever you are, xoxo

enjoy ur meal! stream paper rings by taylor swift

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With the prompt: “I like giving you all the shiny things in the world but I would marry you in paper rings..”

If there’s one thing that Gojo loves to do whenever he’s on a away business that will be him buying a souvenir just for you and by it all means Gojo buying you souvenirs is actually quite special for him from buying the most delicious snacks from the places he went to the most expensive gem or clothes he can find, he’ll buy it just for you.

Gojo has always been a great example when it comes to impulsive buying and you quite argue about it most of the time but he was able to handle his money whenever he is around you, so, he became much more comfortable in handling his money. But he most likely spent all his money just to see you smile with his gift and souvenirs.

“How much is the ring, Gojo-sensei?”

Yuuji’s voice woke the white haired sorcerer up with his question making Gojo look at Yuuji who’s looking at him while Gojo didn’t even bother to sit up on his couch.

“Ah? Why?”

As if by signal, Megumi and Kugisaki entered Gojo’s office with a frown on their faces, Gojo seemed to be bothered of this fact: for he remembered that he told Yuuji to look out for the ring while he rest and now all he sees was Megumi uttering with a tired look on his face, Nobara counting, and Yuuji looking at him like a lost puppy.

They lost it, didn’t they?

Gojo rose up and immediately concluded the situation, telling his student that it was fine but believe me deep inside he was losing his shit: not only because that ring was his gift to you but also he plans to propose that ring to you as a symbol of his love to you.

He told the first years to look for it the entire day, so much for saying it was fine, but now he is slowly trying to decide whether he should just buy another--no, you’ll get even mad if he did, so he just stuck to looking for the ring with his students.

“You’re earlier than usual.”

Your voice immediately made Gojo go to Kitchen with the biggest smile on his face.

“Well, I miss my baby!”

He cheered, you looked at Gojo and you continued to make some food in the kitchen.

“What’s bothering you,Toru?”

The tall man gulped, he seemed to have forgotten that you both knew each other since he was still a kid, he seemed to have forgotten that you became classmates ever since you started to train as Jujutsu Sorcerers, boy, he is on the spot now.

“Wha--uh--nothing..”

“Liar.”

You chuckled.

“Ilostthering.”

You just looked at him as you raised your eyebrows.

“You lost the what now?”

He sighed as he went to his office, as you continued to cook until he came back and tap your shoulder as you turned around.

“Look, shorty--I mean [Name], you know I love you, right?”

You glared at him as you nodded as an answer to his question.

“And you love me, right?”

“Depends.”

He just stared at you for a moment as you chuckled.

“I’m the one who ate your mochi.”

You followed, earning a shock to Satoru’s face.

“But yeah, I love you without a doubt--”

“We’ll talk about the mochi later--but will you marry me?”

He just pulled a ring made out of paper, a simple origami that you taught him when you two are still young, a little smug and a little proud was written in his face.

“Look, I know why paper? I’m rich as Kambe but that’s not my point--my point is I know you love my souvenirs I gave to you from jewelry to clothes, and I know you love me, but my mochi---anyway, my point here [Name] is that I like giving you all the shiny things in the world but I would marry you in paper rings.”

You smiled at his thought, as you hugged him.

“Aren’t you supposed to kneel when you’re gonna ask your lover that question?”

“So, that you’ll feel taller than me? Nah ah.”

You chuckled and gave him a kiss while whispering a sweet yes to his ears, sending Gojo to feel euphoria to his huge moment: like he owns cloud-nine. As you both pulled away, he saw you were tip-toeing to reach his lips, so he carried you and he just ignored the fact that you were cooking something and set you down on the table.

“You actually lost the real ring, didn’t you?”

You took the paper ring from his hand as he nodded still at him, resting his head on your shoulder.

“Whatever, I’d marry you even you don’t give----”

“SENSEIIIIII!!!!”

Yuuji’s voice echoed in your entire apartment, making you shook but it seems Gojo already felt his student--students presence: yep, including Nobara and Megumi, as the trio announced that they found the ring.

Megumi pulled out the box as Gojo pulled his embrace away from you: as Gojo was receiving some tease from Nobara and Yuuji, and Megumi greets you. When Gojo took the ring from Megumi, he opened it in front of you.

“Please tell me you did not just spend eight million on that..”

“I didn’t…….”

Silence was loud in the apartment as Gojo followed with.

“Or maybe I did…”

The End -

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3 years ago
The Night I Wished To Forget - Bakugou Katsukigenre: Fluff Angst | Notes: Angst Bakugo Is My Best Bakugou

the night i wished to forget - bakugou katsuki genre: fluff angst | notes: angst bakugo is my best bakugou | 0.7k words - if love was throughly understood by both of you everything would be different..

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Meeting him was a sweet serendipity, a morning with a sweet cup of tea, a drizzle of caramel and a homemade coffee, that was him, that was meeting Katsuki. A daydream perhaps, a soft kiss with the sun, Katsuki knew that how he became a sole piece in your life, how he became your hope in life. You were Katsuki’s greatest home and best longing stares, on how you became his stay, everytime he says it’s better if he is alone. But, not all tales of love ended in such relief and the two of you belonged in that gamble.

Love is not an easy game when only one person is holding on, that’s what happened. Love is a curse when only one person still wants to go on and the other one wants to give everything up.

“Where did we go wrong, Katsuki?”

Your voice echoed inside the closed closet, who knew, that the two former lovers will be first one to experience the stupid game which is the seven minutes in heaven despite the name Katsuki considered this as hell, he wasn’t supposed to join in the first place but considering on how he trust his former classmates now, he actually gave in, the moment your and his name was mentioned, his hands starts to sweat even more cursing Kirishima and Kaminari in the back of his mind.

He told himself to wake up, it’s been one month since you two fell apart, give it a break, he had thought that you already moved on, two years, he yearned for you for two years, he had you for three years. And now, tonight, everything is coming back to him.

“I was the one---”

“Cut the crap, Bakugou.”

And that, that was his breaking point. All of your memories run in his head, your sweetest mornings with him, his darkest and calm nights he experienced it with you, your sweet voice that is wrapped around his head, and his calming hand caressing you when the night is colder than expected.

“I need to get stronger. I need to be number one..You keep repeating that thing, Bakugou.”

He couldn’t speak, he doesn’t know if it’s the cabinet’s fault or it's from the tension that you and him both have. He knew that couldn’t just face this with much force because he knew he would hurt you more if he did that. He knew he had a missing piece and that was you but then he lost you.

“Have you gotten stronger, Katsuki?”

“Are you happy now? Bakugou Katsuki?”

If he would he could go back into your arms uttering apologies on how he should not have let you go, muttering some explanations before betraying your love, on how he wishes he said those three words more often, on how he hoped you heard him when he wishes you to stay, on how he cried when you went away but no, he can’t. All he has is him, all he has is the strength and courage to face the dangers from society. The seven minutes became longer if he thought but before it could even end he uttered something and broke the hope for the both of you.

“Indeed, I am stronger than ever before.”

“I see.”

You sighed and the light started to enter as they opened the cabinet, you exited the cabinet and went back to your seat at least now, you knew he was strong, at least now you knew he could protect himself. To him, he left the cabinet while carrying the betrayal and comforting pain in his chest, he said he was indeed strong but he never responded to the question if he was happy.

Ain’t it funny? He repeated on how he hoped you would call out his name and him wishing you should go back to him, how funny it is, how he hoped everything would be okay, on the other hand, you thought the same but you thought he already gave his word and all hopes should be gone by now. But nothing will change the fact that he is your sweetest serendipity and you were his soft morning but now, and tonight you were the person he always remembered.

As he was the night you wish to forget.

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3 years ago

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left to run - kuroo tetsurou genre: angst | notes: ft. you | 1.7k words - nothing held kuroo back when he first saw you but now everything is holding him back to go back to your arms,

deja vu - kuroo tetsurou . ( part I ) genre: fluff to angst | notes: song fic and ft. kenma | 1.0k words - kuroo fell in love with someone only to get deja vu of you.

mr. perfectly fine - kuroo tetsurou . ( part ii ) genre: angst to relief(?) | notes: song fic | 2.5k words - part two of kuroo’s deja vu: where he came back to you

among us - kuroo tetsurou genre: fluff | notes: among us with nekoma, event fic | 0.9k words - prompt: “Let’s pretend you didn’t say that because I want confess first.”

old fashioned lovers - kuroo tetsurou genre: angst | notes: mention of cheating, hbd kuroo, twilight reference | 0.7k words - where you and kuroo fell out of love.


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