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the night i wished to forget - bakugou katsuki genre: angst | notes: angst bakugo is my best bakugou | 0.7k words - if love was throughly understood by both of you everything would be different..

one step forward, three steps back - bakugou katsuki genre: angst | notes: song fic, interactive-ish !toxic relationship! | 0.6k words - loving bakugou is like moving forward but also three steps back,,

don’t say i love you - amajiki tamaki genre: fluff! | notes: i miss amajiki plss, Mirio-wingman energy | 1.0k words - Say ‘i love you’ without saying i love you cause both of you are shy

years from now - itadori yuuji

genre: fluff and comfort | notes: self indulge fic, an old prompt I saw in my notes. |

- in which yuuji itadori promises to love you million years from now.

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Itadori Yuuji has seen a lot of things in his life, despite the fact that never ending fights against curses, he never knew that the greatest thing or mystery he would unfold was you. Here you are now, staring at him, while the moon was also complimenting him in glee: it must be fate or maybe something else, but Yuuji always thanked the gods that he met you.

You wandered alone through those empty halls of the building but right now, here you are watching him as he tries to reclaim his old strength that once was lost. “Yuuji, why don’t you try to rest, first?” He was indeed tired but the moon seemed to show his admiration for the boy, his endless pretty details feeding the lack of shine of the stars. “I need to get stronger..” He muttered as he stared at your eyes with a glimpse of hope and home. He listened to you, and thank you for staying in with him

“What movie should we watch tomorrow?” You asked him, as he sat next to you, “It depends, Gojo-sensei is picking what movie I should watch next..” He sighed, “Wel, if you say so...” Then it was silence, not that kind you would like to run away with but a kind of silence that is comforting and full of warmth.

The starry night took away Itadori’s tiredness, and he leaned his head on your shoulder. “What did I do to deserve you?” You had to admit it was such a common line to use by such but it meant everything to Itadori. “It doesn’t matter what you did, all I know is that we both deserve each other..” Truth to be told, you also thought of things that maybe Itadori deserved better but here you are now, him next to you under the same room with the same night sky. “The moon is indeed pretty...” You said with a smile on your face, earning a chuckle from Itadori.

“Yep, It is indeed pretty.” He then lifted his head and looked up. “I wonder how pretty the sun is..” You whispered but Itadori smiled and replied. “I bet the sun is also really pretty, maybe the sun shines like that because when you look at the sun you’ll be blinded by its beauty.” He joked, which you gave in. “What?” You noticed him staring again.

“You look pretty, when you laugh..”

He told and as if it was a magical spell you immediately got flustered with his words. You smiled at him and pinched the bridge of his nose, as the night started to get deeper Yuuji vowed to you that.

“(Name). Years from now, million years from now. I would still choose to love you.”

And the goddess of moon always knew that in every timeline it would always end with him next to you.

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extra notes: i made this fic as a surprise for @lethargicyashi, because they need *cough* brain juice *cough* love you bro, be safe and take a rest too love uu xoxo

deja vu - kuroo tetsurou ft. Kenma genre: angst | notice: song fic | --- - where kuroo fell in love with someone to get deja vu of you. [ part 1 | part 2 ] other notes: this fic is heavily inspired by Olivia Rodrigo's deja vu ;) the playlist dedicated for this story. (< click here)

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You knew Kuroo and Kenma since the three of you are still young, you knew about their flaws and golden qualities but more importantly you became too fond of Kuroo and Kenma, on the other hand also knew that. He knew how your eyes linger a little longer when it comes to Kuroo, Kenma watched you feel enamoured while you watched Kuroo. Kenma watched you so much that he knew you loved Kuroo more than just a friend. Kenma, always watched you, trying to figure out if Kuroo feels the same with you.

To his luck, he watched Kuroo’s eyes watch every moment, every scenery whenever the bedhead is with you. Kenma also watched the first time Kuroo looked at you as if you’re the most fragile thing in the room. Kenma watched Kuroo and you fell in love with one another.

Kenma was always there with the both of you. Gosh, he can’t even get over the fact that he stayed up all night hearing Kuroo talk about you and you greeting him in the morning only to tell him about your dreams that you wish to achieve with Kuroo. The blonde already fed up with too much information to the point he just blurted out that you two should date.

Kenma watched his two best friend love each other, he watched the both of you trade jacket’s even your jacket actually doesn’t fit Kuroo, he watched you laugh at every Kuroo’s chemistry joke, he watched the both of you sing the songs in Pitch Perfect and Glee even though sometimes you two are out of tune, and he watched you and Kuroo brag to your friends that you finally found someone to keep and to hold for a lifetime. Kenma always wanted this to see Kuroo with a smile on his face and a joy creeping up your lips.

He also was one of the first persons who knew where the two of you went when you two ran away from town.

From Kuroo's perspective, he got everything in his arms and that was you. He can’t forget how thankful he is that there’s this person he is able to share his strawberry ice cream with. He felt at ease with you, he felt home with you. He also regretted that he never got to tell you that he loves you a lot sooner, but you assured him everything is fine.

At night when he holds you tight, your hair would fall in his arms as you both sway to Billy Joel’s Uptown Girl, and a Cheshire smirk in his face. And when the morning comes, you showed him your hiding spots, you showed him a place where it is peaceful, you showed him your safe place as Kuroo knew how your hands moved when you’re nervous, he watched you lips turn into smiles when you see him, he knew your mannerisms and jokes that always makes him laugh.

A small pond close to yours and his old school, that’s your favorite spot and now, also his. He would hold you close when he’s there with you playing soft songs that you and he knew, as he tells you that he loves you in between the chorus and verse.

He still remembers the night where he slept by your side while you tell him your dreams and hopes for the both of you. He still tastes the time when he heard you bragging to his friend that he is so unique.

Like from the beginning Kenma watched you two fall, he also the first one watched the both of you break.

Kenma watched Kuroo’s eyes leave yours whenever his new friend enters the room, Kenma watched Kuroo’s hand leaving yours and guiding the other person in the room. He watched Kuroo’s jacket on his friend too. Kenma watched the sweetness of strawberry ice cream start to get bitter. Kenma watched Kuroo leave you.

He watched Kuroo break you.

Who would’ve thought he would be here, watching Kuroo kneeling in front of someone he never really knew asking their hand in marriage, there Kenma sees your image in the pond next to your old school and his, there he watched Kuroo making another person that’s not you to be his. He watched Kuroo once again fall with someone, look at someone as if they are the most fragile thing in the world, he watched Kuroo trade jackets with someone, he watched Kuroo telling the jokes you used to tell him, he watched Kuroo fall in love with someone and fell out of love with you.

But among other things, one thing that Kenma cannot seem to unsee is whenever he sees Kuroo with that someone, he sees you, Kenma sees your mirroring image, doing the things you used to do with Kuroo.

Here he is now, staring at Kuroo, in a room where people are waiting for the groom to enter the room. Kenma watched his friend preparing for a marriage.

“Kuroo, when you enter the place where you will say ‘I do’, please be honest with me..” Kenma uttered a simple glimpse from Kuroo while Kuroo fixed his hair. “When you call her, do you almost say [Name]’s name?”

Cause they actually sound the same. “With everything you did with [Name], was [Name] just your type?”

Kenma argued and his voice got a little louder making Kuroo stand up and look at him firmly. “I bet you danced her with Uptown Girl, like you once did with [Name]!”

By now, Kuroo and Kenma had their first hardfist argument. At Kuroo’s wedding day.

“When are you gonna tell her that you and [Name] did that too?” He asked, making Kuroo bite his inner lip, Kenma walked closer to Kuroo and looked at his eyes. “..She might think it’s special but Kuroo, it’s all reused!”

Kenma watched tears coming out of Kuroo’s eyes as he looked away from Kuroo and stared at the empty wall behind Kuroo.

“I’ve watched you for a long time, Kuroo. And don’t act like you didn’t do things with [Name], like trading jackets? Singing along with Glee? Give me a break, Kuroo.” He sighed, while letting his hand ball into a fist meeting Kuroo’s face.

“Do you get Deja vu, when she’s with you?”

That was the last thing Kuroo ever heard from Kenma’s voice, as he left the room and entered his own wedding ceremony, there he saw your eyes when he walked on the aisle, he saw your eyes in the crowd and visioned himself next to you. He met your eyes in the crowd and he now realized, someone took your spot that should be yours.

A spot that was yours--supposed to be yours. He met your eyes, wishing he can turn back time. His eyes left you for a moment and you were gone. Kenma watched you leave the ceremony and when Kuroo reached the end of the aisle he met Kenma’s gaze and whispered.

“I do get Deja Vu of [Name], Kenma.”

At last Kenma watched Kuroo again as he breaks from the inside and as Kuroo wishing this was only a dream--a nightmare that he can wake up anytime.

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the night i wished to forget - bakugou katsuki genre: fluff angst | notes: angst bakugo is my best bakugou | 0.7k words - if love was throughly understood by both of you everything would be different..

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Meeting him was a sweet serendipity, a morning with a sweet cup of tea, a drizzle of caramel and a homemade coffee, that was him, that was meeting Katsuki. A daydream perhaps, a soft kiss with the sun, Katsuki knew that how he became a sole piece in your life, how he became your hope in life. You were Katsuki’s greatest home and best longing stares, on how you became his stay, everytime he says it’s better if he is alone. But, not all tales of love ended in such relief and the two of you belonged in that gamble.

Love is not an easy game when only one person is holding on, that’s what happened. Love is a curse when only one person still wants to go on and the other one wants to give everything up.

“Where did we go wrong, Katsuki?”

Your voice echoed inside the closed closet, who knew, that the two former lovers will be first one to experience the stupid game which is the seven minutes in heaven despite the name Katsuki considered this as hell, he wasn’t supposed to join in the first place but considering on how he trust his former classmates now, he actually gave in, the moment your and his name was mentioned, his hands starts to sweat even more cursing Kirishima and Kaminari in the back of his mind.

He told himself to wake up, it’s been one month since you two fell apart, give it a break, he had thought that you already moved on, two years, he yearned for you for two years, he had you for three years. And now, tonight, everything is coming back to him.

“I was the one---”

“Cut the crap, Bakugou.”

And that, that was his breaking point. All of your memories run in his head, your sweetest mornings with him, his darkest and calm nights he experienced it with you, your sweet voice that is wrapped around his head, and his calming hand caressing you when the night is colder than expected.

“I need to get stronger. I need to be number one..You keep repeating that thing, Bakugou.”

He couldn’t speak, he doesn’t know if it’s the cabinet’s fault or it's from the tension that you and him both have. He knew that couldn’t just face this with much force because he knew he would hurt you more if he did that. He knew he had a missing piece and that was you but then he lost you.

“Have you gotten stronger, Katsuki?”

“Are you happy now? Bakugou Katsuki?”

If he would he could go back into your arms uttering apologies on how he should not have let you go, muttering some explanations before betraying your love, on how he wishes he said those three words more often, on how he hoped you heard him when he wishes you to stay, on how he cried when you went away but no, he can’t. All he has is him, all he has is the strength and courage to face the dangers from society. The seven minutes became longer if he thought but before it could even end he uttered something and broke the hope for the both of you.

“Indeed, I am stronger than ever before.”

“I see.”

You sighed and the light started to enter as they opened the cabinet, you exited the cabinet and went back to your seat at least now, you knew he was strong, at least now you knew he could protect himself. To him, he left the cabinet while carrying the betrayal and comforting pain in his chest, he said he was indeed strong but he never responded to the question if he was happy.

Ain’t it funny? He repeated on how he hoped you would call out his name and him wishing you should go back to him, how funny it is, how he hoped everything would be okay, on the other hand, you thought the same but you thought he already gave his word and all hopes should be gone by now. But nothing will change the fact that he is your sweetest serendipity and you were his soft morning but now, and tonight you were the person he always remembered.

As he was the night you wish to forget.

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for: @magpiemissy

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Eclipse

I made this for my AP art portfolio so it’s a little different from my usual stuff (and took a lot longer to finish!)

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