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i have a vent blog that i could be posting on but i don’t really care. i feel like i’m dying rn. i don’t know what happened. i had a coffee this morning and then next thing i know i’m shaking and frantically scribbling biblical angel designs in my science notes. i had a horrible relapse and tried to make myself bleed for the hell of it. i didn’t end up doing that but still. i don’t have any intent of cutting off my life subscription btw. but when my dad hit the middle thing in the car (dashboard?) i went into a full blown panic because once when i was a kid he broke my lampshade for accidentally hitting it and i didn’t even move i was just yelling in distress his voice was making me upset more
no point of this post. just a frantic life update. i’m gonna take a bath, wash my face, and drink some water
every day is a struggle (vocaloid kinsidering returns)
TODAY IS THE DAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY WIFEY WIFE
wow first actual post and not a reblog for who knows how long!
this is a reminder my blog is an endo UNfriendly space. if i see you i will not hesitate to shit on you and laugh to your face then block you. it’s really fucking funny how dumb you guys can be
hi homos btw i am an aspenfrosten enjoyer and supporter if you donut like thst go uhhhh go away or smth also i will laugh at you so hard if you are endo because uuhhhhh fuck you
sometimes I scroll through Aspen hate accounts to find this HI WE'RE THE FICTIONKIN IN QUESTION
it's just me (the host) who does kin stuff, and I will say after learning about that fucking video it messed me up for a good while. none of us used pk for about a week until we got it out of our system
I've moved on mostly but I also wanna reblog more about this situation since it did heavily impact us as a whole.
and the fact she put "system" in quotes is CRAZY like wow I guess one single alter can't have their own life if they're the host.
so what shit has aspen been saying during her (hopefully forever) break from tumblr?
ok well she thinks fictionkin is fake. not surprised.
oh and of course she uses another ableist slur. i shouldve expected that.
guys shes so accepting of mental disorders /sarc
i know we all hate aspen here. but here's more reason to not support her
i recently just found out my partner, illusion (who went by lemon system), had their account removed. i don't have full proof but i am so fucking sure that aspen sent people to mass report his account into being deleted.
aspen is a vile person. she should not have a platform and she should not have fans. if you still support her, PLEASE reconsider. she has been so awful to me and people that i consider my friends.
please go send illusion some support if you can, his new account is @illusions11
as a final reminder, aspen supporters are not welcome on my blog. and if aspen herself sees this, you can go rot in a pile of maggots and be fed to vultures. you are immature and vile and i can't wait to see your community crumble beneath you.
homesick for a place i've never been. yearning for people i've only met in long lost memories.
i deeply miss people who i have never met in this life. i am homesick for the arms of that person who i yearn within my heart to see again. he would hold me until late into the night. and even though he scolded me for what stupid thing i did that day, he never meant any harm.
i miss him. i want to see him again. but i dont think i ever will.
thinking about the time someone tried to tell us "BUT VORE IS INHERENTLY SEXUAL!" while being a kink blog.
buddy i hate to tell you this. but you are talking to a MINOR! YOU ARE ARGUING IF SOMETHING IS SEXUAL OR NOT WITH A MINOR!!!
also since i have newer followers from aspen drama and other things, yeah occasional vore posting is to be expected dont worry about it theres tag filters here if you need em.
i'd also like to say that wilbur soot supporters aren't welcome on my blog. I did allow some to reblog an aspen post of mine but that was because I prioritized spreading awareness over those views. aside from that post, I will not be tolerating supporters of him interacting with me.
tried to go as close as I could to bodily
(idk who to @ lmao)
who wants to make a chain with this picrew?
I'll start.
more of a headspace vibe
(again, dunno who to @ but feel free to join in)
Chat let’s make a pitcrew chain with this pitcrew i adore sm
(Feel free to join even if you haven’t been @‘d)
@hexscriptor @rotten-heartthrob @rebornnebulasystem (and more who I can’t remember the @‘s for sobbing)
and as the host of a system who is also fictionkin let's not do that! you have your words! just say you're kinshifting like the rest of us
was in a server for two days before we made somebody uncomfortable (somehow? we didn't send a single message in the server) and they were letting singlet fictionkins use system terms ("alters" and "switching" to describe their kishifts..) without correcting them and it was just a massive ick
Yeah get the ick thing, let's not let fictionkins use system terms
dude yeah recently I was deep in a kagehira kinshift and got memories of the human comedy event (involved shu asking me to kill her and having me hold fabric scissors up to her throat) while I was going to renew my driving permit.
shits brutal
The reality of being fictionkin or a fictive is that sometimes you'll be sitting there, staring off into space, reliving the moment of your brutal death, and then you'll get up and go into the kitchen and eat a cookie.
stuck reliving memories of a life I never lived.
gopher wood is a bitch and I hope he dies again forever.
the bride and the ugly ass groom feat. @illusions11 <3