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i know we all hate aspen here. but here's more reason to not support her

i recently just found out my partner, illusion (who went by lemon system), had their account removed. i don't have full proof but i am so fucking sure that aspen sent people to mass report his account into being deleted.

aspen is a vile person. she should not have a platform and she should not have fans. if you still support her, PLEASE reconsider. she has been so awful to me and people that i consider my friends.

please go send illusion some support if you can, his new account is @illusions11

as a final reminder, aspen supporters are not welcome on my blog. and if aspen herself sees this, you can go rot in a pile of maggots and be fed to vultures. you are immature and vile and i can't wait to see your community crumble beneath you.

for the sake of archiving and spreading awareness, below the cut is the video that Aspen made about us, where she fakeclaimed us and made fun of us, admitted to posting our PluralKit publicly, and turned our agony into a teaching moment. it was deleted from her TikTok, yet we still have a copy.

the only reason I am putting this behind a "read more" is so I don't have to deal with seeing her stupid fucking face when scrolling through my blog, and same for others.

I find it just so completely funny how Aspen keeps talking about her abuse and her survival like buddy. buddy you sent US back into our abuse survival mindset. does she fucking hear how she sounds lmao

This is giving such classic anime villain, I'm actually laughing my fucking ass off. You sound like you belong on "incel reddit/4chan"

actual JUMPSCARE. Get their ass though, I dunno them well but what I do know has been against my will and all terrible lmao

- Alex

I'll be honest I can't even be shocked anymore. like I'm so utterly deadpan at her stuff now. like I wouldn't even be that shocked if she kicked dogs for fun or some inhumane shit.

I only really keep up with her shit because why not. it's almost laughable how bad she is.

why am I not shocked at this anymore lmao

They're not gonna apologize for shit because they'll do it again. You heard it here folks, from the horses own mouth.

can't forget how she fakeclaimed us for being a system and having a fictionkin host.

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Aspen made a new video, fakeclaiming and using slurs again, what else is new? Link!

I mean, yeah, people are sometimes shit on massively for being fictionkin, but it's still not the same as being a system and you can also be fictionkin AND a system at the same time, holy shit??? Wow, who would've guessed????

And there's the slur she just loves to use, hmmmm.

I mean, cool, glad you support fictionkinning, but you also made fun of the ones who "take it too far" and call them "schizo"???? So like..???? I'm not seeing the actual support here.

No, I don't think every single person on TikTok and Tumblr who claims to have DID really does, but that's none of my fucking business and that's between them and their therapist. I am not their therapist, I am not a professional, and even professionals cannot accurately declare whether or not someone is a system from a fucking tumblr post or tiktok video. I'm still going to show them support instead of fakeclaiming them like a little bitch.

You're still being ableist and just sounds like you don't support systems who have a lot of fictives. You are chronically online, girlie pop.

while I do agree I'm seeing improvement, and she did (kind of) apologize for what she's done to us specifically, I'm not holding out much hope that it'll last. I mean, good for her that she's starting to be better, and maybe I'm just in too deep with the grudge against her. it's hard to say honestly, I just wouldn't be surprised if she reverted.

Well, this is one hell of a turn over, talked to Aspen some and she actually seems like she's doing super well. Shes on meds and honestly she seems so much better then before, I'm happy to see she's gotten so much better

so. the people who were banned in aspencord have all been unbanned.

we rejoined for a little while, and for a bit it was as if nothing changed.

yet a lot has changed.

we don't forgive Aspen even despite her acknowledgement that it was shitty. yes she's never acknowledged her actions were bad before so that is a step in the right direction, but even then our forgiveness isn't so easily earned. even if she was unmedicated during that time, I won't believe she's so easily changed. I mean, yeah, I do shitty things while unmedicated too, but it's not like I'm proud of it and I own up and do better.

she hurt us. and when we were back in the server we were anxious constantly. not because of the usual "worrying we'll miss out on the fun", but because of what happened before. I could feel us slipping into the conforming mindset that we had during our initial time there and it was agony.

so we couldn't stay. we couldn't stay despite the fact we mostly just wanted to collect screenshots of shitty behavior. we couldn't even do that much.

we feared so much for possible dogpiling that conversations were almost agonizing. knowing what's happened in the past, and seeing people who participated in dogpiling us now being in the mod team, we were fearful.

we're never going back. we never intend to go back. even if Aspen herself apologized with all her heart and soul and personally invited us back, we will never go back.

our forgiveness isn't earned that easily and never will be.

dude this exactly. when I was back in the server for a short period of time I saw this come up in regards to another system who I honestly think is pretty cool. they kept like harassing them "change your pfp we don't allow faceclaims of real people" and it was shit like this that made us snap and leave before more shit hit the fan.

I get the no roleplay thing in some cases, but for us at least, a lot of our fictives joke about source related events and in some cases have a high level of attachment to their source and memories. I know for a fact malachite in particular makes jokes about his source memories all the time, because that's just what he does. he's relatively source separated, yeah, but he still feels a decent amount of attachment.

and the faceclaim thing mentioning celebrities just feels like fucking bullshit to me. I get it when it's people you personally know like don't do that but celebrities???? people who AREN'T systems do that shit all the time why aren't we allowed to do it?

I'm convinced Aspen hates introjects which is fucking rich coming from her of all people.

The rule I had to change my pfp and everyone was aggressive sounding used no tone tags until they realised

????

I get that the whole no roleplaying thing, but she calls other systems with a lot of introjects "LARPers" anyway, soooo.

Also "expected to have some level of source separation", how about you just don't try to force another system into doing what you want them to do? I do support source separation 100% and alters are not their source, but forcing an alter from a system that isn't yours into changing their name or PFP (unless it's offensive) is just... weird? Though when it comes to PFP's, I'd personally be super uncomfortable if someone used a faceclaim of my body for their alter, but I'm just an average joe out in the wild.

I know this is likely a risky thing to post that alters themselves should choose whether or not to change their name, but that is my honest opinion about it.

each passing day i get angrier at aspen existing and i think thats beautiful.