. [08.11] Whispers

𓆩 . 𓆪  [08.11] whispers ˚｡⋆ 𓍊𓋼𓍊

I love to see hijab fairygrunge fashion, y'all are so creative and have such cool outfits that are such good inspirations (: It's awesome to see someone openly expressing their religion while also expressing their sense of style. I just find that so fun and cool.

Eid is soon and I need to prepare!

I thrifted this dress, as per usual the hijab happened to match lol, and the bow is from TJ maxx :)

Pouty again :)

TW: ED

I triggered myself back into my eating disorder. It's been gnawing at me for weeks and I finally decided to bite the bullet and do the trigger. I hate it, I hate myself, and I hate how easy it is to slip back into old habits. Yet it's so addictive. The hunger, the numbers dropping, even the triggering material itself. Please never do what I did, please avoid this life. It's like a drug, you always want more. It's nearly impossible to fully recover, at least for me. I've been clean for months and now I'm back, I feel like such a failure, yet it feels strangely good. I hate it. I hate it here. Everyone is gonna be disappointed and upset with me.

the gods love you btw. forgot to pray today or perform an offering you do regularly? well they still love you. too depressed to clean up their altar? too bad! they’re still proud of you! too busy or having too much fun to stop and do devotional things? they’re glad your happy, they want you to focus on what’s most important. avoiding worship because you feel unworthy? what a waste! they still adore you and watch over you!! the gods are inescapable. their love, their offerings, their watchful gaze are all inescapable. embrace it! they’d rather see you happy or focusing on what’s important or simply just living your life over watching you stress about devotion

DNI !PLS READ!

If you're bigoted in any way

If yk me irl (a few exceptions)

if you're against neopronouns

if you s3xualize age regression

if you're a p3do

I can't think of anything else but I may update

Oh yeah I don't like art thieves