Shamachan - .Ray Writes!! - Tumblr Blog

Sick rainy morning.

Tamarack × gn! Reader sketch.

it was heavily raining outside, raindrops falling on windows of the room where you are make a dull sound. yesterday was exactly the same stormy day, and you had the misfortune of getting caught in the rain and soaking wet, so this way you got ill.

you were trying to fall sleep, the TV was quietly making some noise in the background while you were lying on the couch. your tired eyes were looking somewhere at the ceiling.

you think that this morning wasn't quite pleasant for you.

already half asleep, you heard a knock on the door. you were groggy, and someone is distracting you from sleeping... expecting that it was most likely your mother, you waited for a couple more minutes.

the rhythmic knock on the door is repeated one more time, and now you have a feeling that you need to get up and open the door. instead of finding your mom on the porch of the house, you see your friendly neighbour shooting a shy wave at you. Tamarack was holding a plastic bag in her hand, and with the other hand adjusting an unruly strand of her pretty hair.

you froze, looking at her in pure shock. you don't know why, but you didn't expect at all that Tama would want to visit you.

Tammy sighed quietly, smiling kindly. "hey." she's now talking in a more gentle tone as she notice your messy appearance. "I heard you were sick, so I thought I'd pop by and get you some stuff to help." She paused for a few seconds, looking away awkwardly. "...if you don't mind me, of course."

you exhaled, smiling weakly. you still felt sick from the weakness that seemed to have consumed your entire body but Tamarack presence definitely made it easier. Tamarack made your life much easier overall. how could you mind her? "It's okay, I'm happy to see you here. come on in." your voice was a little hoarse so you had to cough a little. this, surprisingly, caused a quiet, melodious laugh from Tammy while she was walking in. this giggle of hers made you blush slightly, while panicking a little. "why laughing?" you asked her, feeling slightly confused. "um, sorry, it's nothing, just..." she already take off her top layer of clothing, now slightly nervously fidgeting with the hem of her sweater. "nice to see you so homey for the first time in a long while. i think you look really nice." now you were both chuckling. now you were united but the same, soothing feeling. the feeling of peace between you and her.

now it seems like this rainy sick morning could still be fixed.

——————————

an important message! ! !

I was not sure I can manage social media properly because of my frequent disappearances. I took it too seriously and demandingly, so I think I got burnout because of my writing here.

so i decided, from now on i will most likely mix my writing with off-topic and my other hobbies.

thank you for understanding! ,')

ps I would love to get some piece of an advice on how I can start writing better!

A lot of people are being awfully mean and vile towards Kab and Rose in an extent that is gross regardless of your opinion on the issue as bad as it can be in your eyes.

that a shame doing so to creators who build safe spaces fo queers.

step 3 mc not taking care of themself, what do qiu and tama do?

Tamarack & Qiu x gn!MC not taking care of themself headcanons.

step 3.

Qiu Lin.

— It’s immediately clear that Qiu will be so worried. So worried about you that every day they will ask how you are doing and just smile sadly, looking at all the mess on your head.

— They are unlikely to try to know why are you so uncaring about yourself because they don’t want to violate your personal boundaries.

— But, nevertheless, Qiu came to the conclusion that then they will take care of you as best they can, if you can't do it yourself.

— Depending on why you don't take care of yourself, they may compliment you frequently, support you, or do some things instead of you. Or maybe even all together. They just want you to feel better about it.

— They will carry snacks in their pockets that you might like, just in case you are hungry and offering them when there is a sign that you want to eat. If you refuse a snack then it's alright, but they'll still carry it with them.

— If they ever come over to your place for a sleepover several times, these nights Autumn will try to do something with your hair if you let them. They will comb it carefully, distracting you with conversations.

— They will also make sure you ate well and that you were hydrated, but they do not force you in any way. And despite all the fun you had there, Qiu will also make sure you go sleep first before falling asleep too.

— They'll make extra sure that if anything happens, you know that at any moment you can come to them and ask for help or support. Qiu will always be here, looking out for you.

— In general, they will do everything they can while trying not to cross your comfort in hope that your inattention to yourself will soon end. And not because they will get tired of caring, but because the best care is caring for yourself...

— ...and their dear neighbor deserves only the best.

Tamarack Baumann.

— From my impressions, she won’t be as sad about it as Qiu does, it's just that still you and your trait. But she will be worried too about your attitude towards yourself.

— Tama won't think for long, she will immediately move on to small, but caring actions.

— Tamarack will gently dust your clothes with her hand if you have any, while you are not looking, will also treat you to food, and probably not only snacks (I think she will be an excellent cook, I don't know why).

— And Tammy will simply be a shoulder on which you can fall asleep or which you can confide in.

— If you ever go with her to the forest and maybe even have a picnic there, Tama will definitely take everything that might be useful - more food, drinks, the softest and warmest blanket she has and even possibly small pillows, if any of you want to lie down comfortably. Because... Why not? But be prepared to walk with her a lot at first!

— After such a day with Tamarack you probably will be the most rested from all the hustle and bustle, or at least she will try to make it so! These walks will also repeat often, as she invites you anytime she can.

— Also based on my headcanon that Tamarack cooks greatly, I think that she will often pass ready-made meals to you, and not necessarily when you are at home. She will definitely try to make this food your favourite! So yeah, you'll be the most well-fed person thanks to the chef Tama.

— I can say that she will be so caring as the one who truly accepts you. She won't try to change you, because she believes that everything will come in its own time. As well as self-love and care for yourself.

— Tama will live through this with you. You are her favourite neighbor after all, so it's not difficult for her at all.

a/n: as someone who faces kinda the same problem thank u for a request! it was comforting to write.

also I'm sorry that it took such a time :(

hehe hii *eats writing*

can i request a step 1 jealous qiu x gn!mc that has an obvious crush on baxter and just follows him around?

I love your writing please don’t die 😔🙏🏼

Jealous Qiu × gn!MC with crush on Baxter.

step 1. enjoy!

— Qiu was used to people liking him. It's just how it is - he had never really questioned it. Usually all people around him want to become his friends. who wouldn't want to hang out with Qiu Lin? That's right, no one!

— You made him feel a bit more interested in you than in anybody else, so he expected this feeling to be mutual. But you were different, so different that it was able to frustrate Qiu by you being not so interested in him, and imagine his surprise when you expressed even more disinterest in his company after meeting Baxter. it made him think about this.

— At first he was thinking it was temporary due to Baxter being a new acquaintance, then thought you were really just busy to hang out with him. When this continued further, Qiu began to not quite understand.

— He didn't even know why he was so fixated on this, but everytime he saw you forgetting about him when Baxter is around, he bites his inner cheek and looks kind of hurt at you for a couple of seconds. or when you constantly walk with Baxter, seeming to look at him with heart-shaped eyes, Qiu only sighs sadly and frowns, even if recovers quickly. Qiu does not really tolerate this feeling in his chest, which makes him seem to shrink inside that his stomach aches.

— He didn't understand where this feeling came from, and he might even talk to his parents about it. Qiu basically experienced this for the first time, and only with you.

— He won't interfere you much though, he still cares enough about you two, so if you enjoy each other's company then be it! But, nevertheless, from time to time he will offer other options for spending time together, those that include Qiu himself. You refuse? Oh, then he'll be kinda sulky. Qiu wants your attention too.

— He can't help but wonder, why did you like Baxter so much? Was it about his looks? Or the fact that he is rich? Qiu can't boast of the latter, but he thinks he looks good too. Or do you like his mystery behaviour? Oh come on, Qiu can be mysterious even better! Just prefer Qiu's company over Baxter, and he'll be the most mysterious person in the history.

— He will try to get your attention in different ways. He will be the very first in the bike races, he will be the best in your favorite subject, he will be just the coolest kid out here, believe me! And Qiu is so unlikely to give up. Maybe he'll learn a few tricks on his bike or how to jump off his "hideout" even more epically.

— He will also try to talk to you on the advice of his parents. Qiu would be worried, not knowing how you would take it and how to tell you properly. He even prepared the speech in his notepad in advance. After all of this, you will solve this misunderstanding, right?

a post from quite a long period of inactivity, oh yeah... sorry! I felt mentally bad enough to not post anything.

but I'm back, and so are a few requests :)

hii, hope you’re having a good day or night, whatever timezone you’re in^^

can you do tamarack with an mc who’s more like blunt and closed off, sometimes aggressive with others (aside from tamarack)? if you write for step 2 that’d be great, but step 1 is also fine :) have a lovely day ^^

Blunt and closed off with everyone aside for Tamarack gn!MC × Tamarack Baumann ꔛ

step 2.

amount of symbols: 2253± symbols.

A/N below.

enjoy!

— When Tamarack first noticed this detail about you, there was a slight "disconnect" in her head. It was partly even difficult for her to believe. You're usually so gentle and opened up around her, and seeing you treat others poorly... Didn't fit in her head ?

— She understood that this would hardly affect her, but it was all strange. Here you are smiling at her affectionately, but here you are cold as ice with some classmate. She only had time to blink her eyes a couple of times.

— Thinking that these were problems related to socialization, Tamarack tried a couple of times to make you friends with someone she knows.

— Although it was awkward for her, she wanted to try for you. When things didn't work out though, all she could do was a sigh.

— But Tammy didn't blame you, of course! How can she even do this, huh? You were such a great person in her eyes, and not just because you behave good with her, she just sees it and knows.

— Tamma finds you similar to a hedgehog a little sooner. She’s a little flustered and funny about it at the same time, but there’s definitely a certain similarity - prickly with strangers, and soft with her.

— If this kind of behaviour does not change for a long time, she will surely get used to it. In response to your bluntness addressed to others, she will either smile a little as she certainly more used to see it, or defend you if there is strong aggression towards you.

— She may even start to think it's kind of... cute? When it comes to her, not others, of course! Tamarack was even glad you are so open with her. She definitely wouldn’t want to lose your trust, and you too.

— I think 'cause of Tamarack’s some kind of timidity, there were situations where she simply cannot say something for herself. At such moments, she appreciates you especially when you may stand up for her.

— But still, she will try from time to time to offer something to change this attitude of yours towards others, but only with your wish! Though as long as it doesn't bother you, she won't even mention it. Tammy just... Doesn't want to do nothing while something may be bothering you. She's actually kinda scared of it.

— So if anything happens, tell her! She will try to help in any way she can. After all, you are her friend, and she wants to protect and help you too!

A/N: HIII I'M SORRY FOR MY DISAPPEARANCE 😢😢 PRETTY BUSY WITH SUMMER VACATION W MY FAMILY, WE CAME TO THE SEA (and im still there haha.... all crying cause of my failed attempts to improve my writing and english skills)

I’ll write every request now SURELY!!! It will take a few days, of course, but I’m full of strength now yeah! i'll try to write something soon as a fanfic...

thank you so-o much for request! still sorry it took some time 😔 hope you enjoyed this small hc! have a great day/night!

i just received a few asks about how being called “mulatto” is offensive. I just googled it and this came up. I sincerely apologize for this. I had no idea about that, so thanks for the correction! i indeed don't speak English fluently, so thanks for understanding too.

I can certainly change it! I'm very sorry for my lack of knowledge and incorrect word formation.

Besides I said “most likely” about the father because according to the story, MC’s father is originally unknown, not because i don't care. didn't mean anything bad!

from now on I will use the terms referring to race more carefully.

is it alright if i call them bi-racial instead? :) if it's not, please tell me so I could learn this topic to know it better. Thanks!

hiii haiii hi ray im waving at you yet again

im not here to request a hc or anything i just wanna say i really like your art AND writing, ur super talented hope you have a good dayy :3

OH BUTTT I WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT UR MC HE SEEMS SO COOL thank you for the meal

HEYY HII HELLO!!! thank uu so muchhh omg, im so glad u like my works!! that means A LOT TO ME ACTUALLY, have a great day too!!<3

OHH AND IF U DON'T MIND MY TALKING ABOUT MY RAY-RAY...

First of all,I created him completely by accident. but i liked him, and i got him a name because of his hair!! they look like made of gold so he's last name is Golden. and then I just decided to make a play on words - he is literally the Golden Ray, what a sunny kid.

Ray is actually a little bit of a gambling guy! he knows how to play a couple of card games. and it is also easy to force him to do something, saying that he is too weak to do this. Ray will prove otherwise (with one broken leg and finger lol)

so far practically everyone likes Qiu or Tamarack, but Ray really likes Ren already from step 1! his childhood crush will continue as he grows up. but he is so embarrassed in front of Darren in step 1 that his attempts to say something look something like this:

he also loves origami and in his room there is a whole knight's equipment made of paper :3 he's a silly

I’ll say right away that my oc has such hair because he's bi-racial (if u don't mind)

thank you for your interest in my MC!! Someday I’ll definitely write a separate work about him, but I don’t know if I’ll post it...

If you're still reading this, have a nice day!

Doodles of Qiu as a theater kid‼️🗣️

What would Tam and Qiu do if MC became sick?

Sick MC × Qiu Lin / Tamarack Baumann headcanons ꔛ

step 1.

amount of symbols: 2418± symbols.

enjoy!

Qiu Lin:

— Due to the fact that he most often looks for others and usually attentive to details, on one of your walks Qiu realized that you were most likely sick but kept silent about it. He just thought he was probably seeing things.

— So he wasn’t entirely surprised by the news from your mom that you were sick when he wanted to go to school with you.

— Autumn decided that since he couldn’t go there with you, then he’ll visit you after.

— Of course, at first your mother didn’t let him into the house, but he was able to assure her that everything would be okay! He's a tough guy!

— But his self-confident behaviour disappeared as soon as Qiu came into your room. When he saw you in bed and really sick, he couldn't help but feel an overwhelming feeling of caring.

— He would definitely talk to you in a quiet and gentle voice (God forbid you have a headache!), still smirking slightly because you weren't expecting to see him today.

— So on the day when Autumn visits you when you have fallen ill, his gentle and caring side will not go away for a second. Only if he's feeling a little playful. But this will in no way disturb your peace!

— If you ask, he can bring some thing from the street or tell you about today's school day. Qiu will tell you anything you want! He will try to be a great storyteller.

— And this will continue until your mother takes him out of the house.

— ...The next morning Qiu will be sick too. You're friends in misfortune now, huh?

Tamarack Baumann:

— She found out about this later, when for some reason you didn’t go to school together.

— She had to go to school by herself or in Qiu’s company. After all she didn't disturb because you were the one who usually the first approached her house, not her. But Tamarack's thoughts were really busy worrying and questioning about you.

— Tamma, who is usually easy to remember by ear, noticed to herself that due to her worries, some things went past her ears. She didn't like it, but she couldn't do anything about it!

— After school she immediately ran to your house. When she found out that you were sick, she relaxed a little, but really just a little.

— Leaving the porch of your house after that, she ran home to grab a couple of sweets from the bowls in her house and to make a small bouquet of autumn leaves for you! And Tammy ran back to the threshold of your house right away and gave it all to your mother.

— She thought you must be sad that you are sick, so let the leaves temporarily replace the great forest of Golden Grove for you. Tamarack hopes you get better soon!

A/N: they're so silly as kids can't not write about step 1 from time to time

partly because it’s even more convenient, the characters are already shown so well in the demo that I don’t need to think too much about what someone would do, yuppp

thanks for the request!

My yapping about my OLNF OC! Ꮺ

haha, this is my first time posting my sketch, it’s a little awkward but I think I’m making progress on it.

sooo... *drumroll*

there he is! my dear Ray-Ray, or Mr. Ray Golden!

he is a child who simply cannot stand still. everything around him is ablaze with activity, either because he is running here and there, or because he is again curious to do something.

Ray will have fun exploring the entire Golden Grove forest, and the city itself! he has a lot of acquaintances, but not as personal as Qiu has. basically he is known because of all sorts of cases. and actually, these cases are quite... traumatic for him. but he won’t allow others to get even a scratch!

If you are with Ray-Ray, then I am afraid that things will not happen without some adventures. he will take you on certainly interesting, but slightly troublesome adventures! he will pull anyone out of boredom and apathy. but therefore, he simply needs someone who will moderate his heroic ardor.

but don't worry! even though the adventures may be a little dangerous for kids, he will definitely take care of you the best he can. even if he may seem untrustworthy or silly, it's not true. just trust him and your time with him will be (mostly) positively unforgettable!

literally Ray after really accidentally setting his lawn on fire (he stopped the fire after 3 seconds but everyone saw that):

LOLOLOLOL I LOVE MA CHILD SO MUCHHH UGHH i can talk about him LITERALLY FOR HOURS and wouldn't get bored!!! btw sorry that mini-art has a bad quality.....

buuut yeah thanks for reading this!!! if you're still reading this, i suppose ;p

I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS I THOUGHT TO DO THIS IN THE MORNING ......

your writing is so good.. *falls to my knees* please can u write tamarack with transmasc mc who suffers from gender dysphoria and insecurity headcanons 🙏

Transmasc mc with gender dysphoria and insecurity × Tamarack Baumann headcanonsꔛ

step 2

amount of symbols: 2400± symbols .

enjoy!

— I am sure that Tamarack would accept you for who you are without any labels. You are you, and the choice of who you are is yours alone. Not anyone else's.

— if someone misgenders you, despite all her slight self-doubt, she will stand up for you and will constantly correct this person about their rude mistakes. Even if you tell her to stop! She cannot allow someone so close to her to feel uncomfortable.

— She will always address you correctly. Like really always! As I said earlier - she doesn't want you to be uncomfortable! Especially with all the problems you have to deal with right now.

— But sometimes it’s still difficult for her to understand you. Tamarack doesn't feel about her body the same way you do about your body. This may make it hard for her to know what to do when you're experiencing gender dysphoria. But she really tries to do something.

— The best help when there are no words is to simply be there for person, and Tamarack follows this principle with you. When you feel especially bad, and she is around you at this moment she will most likely just hug you and tell you "Everything is okay. There is nothing wrong with you, no matter how you think..."

— If you are not a fan of physical contact, she will respect this and will not hug in this option. Then she will just sit or stand next to you. Actually, Tamma will do everything she can without hurting your personal boundaries.

— She will also often compliment you basically on everything! If you wear a new accessory, she will say that that's the best accessory she has ever seen, or if you feel less or more insecure today, she will directly say that you look especially handsome. Tamarack just loves to compliment you! And she simply will not give a single reason for you to doubt yourself.

— if someone says something bad about you, she will immediately “take a defensive position” and stand by you. She wonders if these people even taught the thing called manners?

— Tamarack is your close friend, and she literally goes everywhere with you when she can! So you don't have to deal with this kind of things alone and she immediately gets into helping, even if you may instinctively push her away. However she will understand this and will still be here for you.

— All in all, she will always support you and will not let others offend you! And if anyone dares, they will face the pure wrath of Ms. Tamarack.

A/N: the more i write about tamma the more i get to love her

sorry if it's kinda short ngl i don't know well this whole thing about being transmasc but i totally support it!!

if there's something wrong pls tell me 😔😔

Hiiii! Could you possibly write some headcanons for Ren with an MC that's really into spooky things? (Step 1 - Step 2)

MC that's into spooky things × Renee Murray headcanons ꔛ

step 1.

if you meant me to write about both the 1 step and the 2 step - let me know! I'll write headcanons for the second step too.

amount of symbols: 2253± symbols.

enjoy!

— For starters, Ren didn’t care about it at all. Like, well, you into those creepy things, and so what?

— But when, due to the fact that he was your friend, he began to get involved in all sorts of "scary" things for children with you, he managed to privately regret it a little bit. Not because it's may be silly! But still...

— Do you want to summon some kind of spirit using a piece of paper and nettle?... Are you sure?... Nope, Ren is not afraid! Absolutely! He may move away a little, but he is not afraid!

— He won’t be afraid of any rustling in the room, or a draft - that’s for sure. He's just... A little tense, you know!

— When you most likely are not making much progress in this, Ren will relax only then. He'll say something like "I knew that!", but if it offends you, Ren will hesitantly apologize. After all you tried, right? That's the main thing!

— If you decide to watch scary movies with him, he won’t mind it. To some extent he is even interested.

— And then it depends on what you watch. If there is blood in this film, then after watching it Ren will say something like “ugh, that’s nasty!" and will tell you not to watch this with him again.

— If this movie is based more on spirits and evil, then he will be a little scared, but also quite excited about it. I guess he would even like it. However, after watching it, he will be a little nervous.

— if you suddenly sneak up behind him, or suddenly turn off the light in the room where he was, you will scare him. But Ren will pretend that this did not frighten him even one bit! And then he will be angry with you, although not really seriously.

— Oh, and well, if you want to go to some “scary” place, believe me, you may not be allowed. It's too dangerous! Who would have told you this if not adults? However, if it is not somewhere far in the forest or far from home, he will still go there with you. And maybe even further if you convince him, just shh...

— Despite the fact that Ren may look like he is displeased with your hobby, in fact he wants to support you in this. Though he is really scared sometimes!

— So where you go, he goes too. What is important to you is also important to him. If anything happens, Ren will even try to protect you. He's your friend, after all!

A/N: I hope it doesn't soo ooc coded swhwhhejeid (they suffer from some insecurities they're really sorry)

alright and that was really funny to write!!!

I was a child who often participated in things like this, and I felt so nostalgic while writing 😭😭😭

and also it's FUN to look for the last one header, I try to search for maybe something on the topic, and sometimes I just want to insert some meme here...

I MESSED UP WITH PRONOUNS I'M SOSOSOSO SORRY I'VE CORRECTED THIS BUT STILL.... if something wrong with the pronouns please let me know!!! I'll change them immediately !!!

HII HELLO <33

may I request an mc who’s an artist/likes to doodle x qiu and tammy!! any step is fine !!

MC that likes to doodle × Qiu Lin / Tamarack Baumann headcanons ꔛ

step 1.

amount of symbols: 2190± symbols.

A/N below.

enjoy!

Qiu Lin:

— When you first showed Qiu your doodles, he was so fascinated!

— And he immediately told you that he likes them and you have a such a great talent.

— In school he'll probably doodle you something and then pass it as fast and careful as he can to you during the classes (just knowing Mrs. Murray wouldn't like it if she finds it out), so that way you could check out his quick doodles of anything.

— Would like to watch you doodle if there is a chance! Autumn will continuously look at the piece of paper you are drawing on until someone distracts him.

— If someday you'll doodle him, he'll go like "boom" and he will be so excited! Is this really him? How cool he is!

— And he would later boast of this doodle to his parents or friends, talking about it as if Leonardo Da Vinci had drawn it.

— Perhaps because of this, some children will come up to you and ask you to draw them too... But it’s up to you to decide what to do with them!

— Qiu will constantly support you in your doodles, constantly giving you some ideas for them.

— And he would be so happy if you doodle them again. Albeit next time Autumn will totally gift you his own full doodle of yourself!

Tamarack Baumann:

— When Tamarack finds out you're into doodling, she'll probably tell you right away how cool it is!

— And when you show her your sketches, she will carefully examine them all from your hands, slightly narrowing her eyes and then nodding cheerfully.

— She really liked them! So after looking at all the sketches you wanted to show Tamarack, she will give them a compliment or two.

— At school, especially during breaks when there is nothing to do, Tammy might suggest you playing a drawing game! And then, with your permission, she will take these sheets with your and her drawings.

— At home, Tamma will definitely put these drawings in some secluded corner with some things that are important to her, often taking them out and looking through these doodles!

— If you draw her, she will accept this drawing with all joy and will also keep it in her room. You made her look just all pretty!

— Just like Qiu, she will support you in this all the ways she can! Tammy will be your biggest fan, believe me!

A/N: sorry if this is kinda small ahh?? (used to write much more)

AS KIDS THEY'RE JUST SOSSOOSS PRECIOUS I CAN'T TAKE IT...

i'll mention again that I don't have a lot of free time right now since I'm busy, so writing headcanons may take some time^^ hope you don't mind it tho!

offtop but WHY IS THERE NO OLNF MERCH IN MY COUNTRY.... ONLY ONE BADGE W TAMARACK IN THE ONLINE STORE!!!

WHY IS THERE SO FEW MERCH FOR LESS-KNOWN FANDOMS? THAT'S NOT FAIR

that's me crying all day and night long cus of this↓↓↓

have to order that one majestic stand from one very cool person here (this is not an ad really) i hope it'll get to my country 🙏🙏

Can you do romantic mcxqiu?

Qiu Lin x gn!MC romantic headcanonsꔛ

step 2.

amount of symbols: 3275± symbols

A/N below.

enjoy!

— Actually, it was obvious - their favouritism for you even when they were younger wasn't without any specific reason. You were their childhood crush and it's still present.

— They know that they closed themselves from the others, expect for some of their friends, oh yes they know they're still very well-known. But honestly? It doesn't seem to matter to them now.

— Autumn liked you so much. You'd never know how much they are thinking of you.

— Like, hey, you've been there for them as someone very close for 4 years, not giving any reason to untrust you or doubt you. But that wasn't the main thing.

— You looked out for them! C'mon, you visit their backyard just to talk to them practically everyday! You truly cared and thought about them, they know for sure. And they did it in return in their own way.

— And all of that made Qiu's heart flatter with emotions. They could barely contain them. Their mind was full of all kinds of things - even his notepad didn't help them out. But part of their thoughts become quieter whenever you're with them.

— I think relationship with Qiu is at the same time light, like summer evening breeze, as they definitely know what to do in practically any situation with you and how to communicate properly.

— But it can be as tough as winter cold nights too, when they again go into heavy thoughts about their “I am” and do not want to communicate with anyone at all. They are just become closed to everyone for this period of time, but they'll try and talk to you anyway.

— If someone else will try to get on your way when they're with you, Qiu will act the coldest with this poor person. They don't want this stranger just to be around now. Though if this person is someone who is at least a tiny bit close to Autumn, then they'll spare them.

— So it can be a little hard to be with them, but you know that it worth it and they don't do that on purpose.

— Sometimes they still come to the porch of your house, knock at the door and invite you to walk with them or ride a bike. They want to spend time with you.

— "...Wanna bet that I'd reach the end of the Golden Grove park faster than you?" Autumn would say in the park, already on their bike, smirking confidently at you.

— ...And this way they won't let you go home until the very late evening. But, of course, they won't do it too often.

— Rarely, but still Qiu would let you try to ride on their bike or use their notepad. It matters to them a lot, but you matter so much more.

— It doesn't seem like this, but they really are a soft kid. If you're up for some affection, they're up for it too. They aren't a fan of PDA, but they wouldn't mind if you like it. But if you're affectionate when you're alone with them, Autumn will melt more.

— They wouldn't show physical affection a lot, but they'll certainly support it. You want a hug? Oh, you may hug them all, they're all yours. You want to hold hands? Alright, here you are!

—They won't say many love you's. Qiu totally won't always express their feelings like this! But they would absolutely let you know that you're a "significant other" for them. 100% sure they wouldn't slip it.

— For example, they'll always have your back in any situation, caring and trying to help you, give you some wild flowers from the nearby forest or hand you his special notes.

— Believe me or not, but despite them being popular they have their eyes stay only on you. And that would never change.

— After all, Qiu does loves you. They'll never let you doubt this! Autumn will be there for you. Always.

A/N: Qiu Lin is one of my comfort characters and while writing this i felt how my love for them grows ahhh

BTW SORRY THAT TOOK A LIL LONG.. I'm a little busy these days so yeah!

but I'll definitely write other requests that i have^^

Self-introduction!✰

Good morning/day/night to everyone!

My name's Ray and I'm 16.

I write amateur headcanons. Sometimes I can write something like fanfiction!

I write for fandoms such as:

× Our life: Now & Forever

× Our life: Beginnings & Always

× Mushroom oasis

× The kid at the back (maybe!)

× 14 days with you (maybe!)

Don't feel like writing such things as:

× NSFW

× Too much violence

× Too narrow topics that are difficult to understand.

—————๋࣭⭑ֶֶֶָָָ֢֢֢𖹭༘

I go by he/she/<they pronouns ! (Mostly i prefer to be referred by them. But you can use he/she too.)

—————๋࣭⭑ֶֶֶָָָ֢֢֢𖹭༘˚

And I really like to write. That's my hobby after all, expect for drawing! Also I LOVE yapping about anything I'm interested in! SO MANY thoughts, and SO FEW listeners, too bad.

So besides headcanons, I'd like to post:

× My chatter about the games,

× Random thoughts (i just need to leave them somewhere...),

× Info dump about my OC/MC! (ohoho, I've got a few)

—————๋࣭⭑ֶֶֶָָָ֢֢֢𖹭༘˚

If you'd like to contact me (not only in Tumblr), my Discord is #saintcheruh_27477

Maybe I am looking for moots!

Thank you for attention!

—————

So i just wanted to make a piece of self-introduction i guess, since I'm going to not only write headcanons here lololol.

Saw this kind of a thing sometimes...

To be honest, I would like to become friends w several people here but just got too shy, uh-uh ( I give them verbal signs to get to know each other but they seem to not get it), so maybe if you want to chat with me feel free to write me✍️

If you read that, thank you so much!

woahh.. can u make step 2 tamaren (tamarack/ren) headcannons :]

Tamarack Baumann × Renee Murray headcanonsꔛ

step 2.

amount of symbols: 4280± symbols.

i hope you don't mind that i did it like a little story. if you do mind, please tell! then i will write another one.

enjoy!

— It all was so strange.

— Literally, "Hey, I'm that kid from the boys' club who treated you badly but i want to be friends with you now!", but Renee really felt sorry that she behaved like that. Especially for Tamarack, for some reason.

— Renee initially became interested in Tamarack because of her behavior change as she grew older. Of course, Ren herself had changed a lot too, but... Something was bothering her about Tamma. It seemed to her like Tamarack was like a dying star. She scolded herself a little for being so curious.

— In the first months, Ren’s attitude towards Tamarack was only friendly-neutral. She just wanted to know the reason for her being so closed to herself. But over time spent with Tamarack, she began to be sincerely interested in her.

— She herself didn’t notice how her gaze lingered on Tamma longer than it should, and how she came to Qiu’s class even when they were not there just to see her. She tried not to attach much importance to it at the time.

— At the same time, Tamarack slightly did not understand why Renee began to show interest in her doing and well-being. Aren't they were just acquaintances?

— She still accepted Renee's company with a slight smile and after some time began to consider her a new potential friend. But she didn't trust her.

— She especially didn’t trust what was going on in her head. She was friends and fully trusted only MC nowadays, apart from her occasional run-ins with Qiu, but they were not her friend at all. So why was she pleased with such interest from Renee? Why did she wait for Renee to come to her and, looking away, ask how her day was?

— They sometimes walked together, but not often. Mainly in the MC company, but... It was already progress, wasn't it?

— Ren hoped to get to know Tammy better, but Tamma was a little... Not sure what to think about her.

— They both needed time to figure everything out - about themselves and each other.

— Over time, they began to spend more time together, at first at Ren's initiative, because Tamarack didn't want to do it first. Just... Didn't want to. It was still her trait.

— Renee felt how she felt more nervous when she was around Tamarack than before. Is this was some kind of spell of hers? She didn't even know that herself. But, strangely, she liked it, even if sometimes this feeling in the chest was so annoying!

— Speaking of Tamma, she was kind of slowburn with Ren. Of course she started to trust and consider her a true friend with a passing time, but she was... Too insecure to think of this girl as something more? Even though she liked her back but surely just a little, you know!

— It all became a little easier, when Ren decided to invite her to her house. Her parents were so surprised, but didn't show it straight away. Ren was again as nervous as hell.

— First fifteen minutes they were just sitting there in silence, looking everywhere but not at each other. The only sound was a clock ticking. They couldn't take it long, they were certain about this, so they wanted to interrupt this silence...

— "Um...", "Hey...", they said at the same time, now staring at each other and getting that it was even more nerve-wracking.

— "So, ah.. What did you want to say, Renee?" Tamarack asked, smiling with corner of her lips bashfully. A slight blush can be seen on her cheeks and nose, and her hands were fidgeting with her sweater. Renee just looked at her with slightly opened mouth.

— "I wanted to say..." She closed her mouth, averting her gaze and blushing. Tammy looked so wonderful right now. "You look... You're pretty!"

— Oh uh. Now it felt like that scene with Baxter behind her back, making a compliment to Tamma. It was twice as awkward for Ren.

— Tamarack was stunned for a few seconds, her eyes went so wide. She blushed even more, not knowing what to say. "Well, I think you look pretty too... Even prettier than me, to be honest", she chuckled slightly, feeling like her cheeks were on fire. Now they were simply blushing messes, sitting next to each other. But it was... Nice.

— As it was time to leave for Tamarack, they just waved a goodbye to each other with smiles on their lips and slightly reddish cheeks. Even apart, they continue to think about their today.

— it was a strange, but no less important day for both of them.

A/N: HONESTLY THEY'RE MY NEW RIM EMPIRE

THEY'RE JUST SOSOSOSO CUTE I CAN'T AHHH!! MY NEW FAVOURITE SHIP SPOTTED

sorry if there are some grammar(??) mistakes!

do u do canon x canon pairings? have a wonderful day!

yep, i do!

as long as it's not problematic, feel free to request anything! it'll be only my pleasure.

have a great day too!

HAIIIII HELLO HII IM WAVING AT YOU , I LOVE YOUR WRITING AND IM EATING IT RIGHT NOW

ahem

would you mayhaps consider making a (romantic) Renee hc with a (gn) mc that gets hurt a lot?

THANK YOUU 🫶🏼

ROMANTIC RENEE MURRAY x GN! MC THAT GETS HURT A LOT HEADCANONS ꔛ

"Careless and fragile".

step: any step will suit

amount of symbols: ±2610 symbols

A/N below!

enjoy!

— Renee will be concerned all the time you get hurt.

— She'll also didn't get how do you do it... Like, hey, is that true that you got your big toe broken because you crashed into the nightstand once?

— Ren will sigh, but her demeanor immediately softens when she looks at your face. How could she even stand against your face covered in pain?

— Renee would be so caring for you, even if she can partly deny it.

— When you tell her that you often get hurt for whatever reason, she'll definitely start keeping a few first aid items somewhere nearby. So if you got injured, then she'll make sure to treat your every wound.

— She will quietly reproach you, but at the same time she will gently blow on where it hurts and maybe even dare to stroke a place around your injury ever so slightly.

— If your hand is injured, then Ren will definitely do everything instead of you during this time!

— Are you going to carry something? She will do it, not you. If you still don't get it, someone has a sore arm!

— Something wrong with your leg? Renee will make sure there's enough space for you to move, and move safely.

— And yet, her constant "dissatisfaction" with this comes from pure concern and care for you. She still smiles at you softly and listens when you're telling her about your adventures with other funny-or-not injures.

— But if you got seriously injured, she will be beside herself with worry and panic. Of course, she will immediately call an ambulance. She hopes and prays that everything will be okay with you.

— When Ren visits you in the hospital, i can imagine how she just can’t hold back and hugs you tightly! And she won’t leave your side at all. Do you even know how she was all worried about this whole situation with you? Oh she definitely will let you know about that.

— I bet she would visit you as often as she can, the hospital will become her second home this time. She just can not worry a lot about you now.

— Reassure her that 'it'll be okay' and make a promise that you'll be be more careful next time! And she will slightly calm down.

— In any case, probably she will be more attentive to you than before, trying to protect you from further injuries.

— You took a significant part of her heart and mind, so why can't you take care about your own wellbeing?

— “...You're too important for this happening to you, you know that?” she would say sitting beside your bed. Renee wouldn't look at you, but you already know for sure. Her words were sincere.

— I can say only one thing - take more care of yourself, please. Otherwise one particular girl will take proper care of you!

A/N: heyyy! thank u for the request! i had so much fun writing it<3

i hope that will be to your liking too!

tho I wrote it pretty quickly, hehehe. this may be the fastest yet enjoyable one

if i got something wrong or there are some advises for me, feel free to write it!

RENEE MURRAY х GN! READER DATING HEADCANONS ꔛ

"Step by step".

step: step 2 will be nice.

amount of symbols: ±3015 symbols.

comfort, i think!

requested by @goldengroovy

enjoy!

— When you two both started dating, it was kinda awkward... but it was nicely awkward.

— Renee just didn't know what to do now with her overwhelming feelings!

— I can imagine her confessing her feelings to you randomly in some place with no people around. Ren wanted to make it special, but got too nervous.

— It felt like her tongue was tied-up while her confessing, so she spilled it all without any script. You can't blame her, can you? She just got distracted by you.

— Having received reciprocation of her feelings, she will freeze in surprise and simply look at you in pure shock for a couple of seconds, blushing with her hands shaking.

— If you mention it out loud, she'll just probably mutter something dissatisfied under her breath. But, believe me, it all will become much easier for her.

— When you officially started dating, firstly Ren told her mom about this. She was totally not surprised, it was a look on her face that told something like "i knew it". But still, her mom supports you both.

— Honestly she rarely allows herself to show much affection, it's hard for her. Not to mention that at first she rejected it from time to time before your relationship began.

— But she is trying to learn this for you.

— Probably Renee will show her love through thoughtful actions and quality time! If you want to show your affection in return, then don’t be afraid - she won’t lean away from it. Definitely not now.

— Are your hands cold? She will definitely put them in her jacket pockets while holding them. Is something bothering you? She will try to help you out. Do you have a new hairstyle? Ren will say that it suits you well.

— Renee also invites you to her place really often (not that she didn't do it before, just more often!), and tries to spend as much time as she can in your pleasant company.

— Sometimes she asks you out on a date somewhere else, like visiting some good-looking places in the forest or anywhere you'd like to visit.

— You play her console whenever possible! Ren is really good at this. When she wins, she looks as pleased with herself as possible.

— However, if you get upset at this, the next time you play she will give in to you. This time she will also be enjoying your victory with you.

— Sometimes, especially at first time, you could just stand there in silence watching at eachother. She'll get flustered and turn away really quickly tho.

— I feel like Renee may sometimes suffer from gender dysphoria. At these moments, Ren quite withdraws into herself, she doesn't talk properly even to you. So just be there for her.

— If you help her through this, the level of trust between you will only increase. Her appreciation of you will you and your presence will be much bigger, and she will definitely warm up to you even more than before.

— Even though she is stingy with obvious expressions of feelings, she will still try for you. Ren is willing to try new things with you, trusting you fully. Just be with her and show that you love her, and then she will definitely do it in return.

— For her you are the whole world, and this will not change!

— She trully loves you.

A/N: SHE FEELS SO ANGSTY ARGHHH

i wanted to make some angst first but my girl deserves so much better!!!

feel free to write any advices or anything you want to!

ngl i enjoyed writing this too much

HEADCANONS FOR POLYAMOROUS TAMARACK x READER x QIU ꔛ

"Unexpected stability".

step: step 3 will suit, i guess!

amount of symbols: ±3728 symbols.

enjoy!

— At this age both Tamarack and Autumn are stable and pretty happy with themselves, so...

— your relationship will be such a green flag!

— Speaking of Qiu, they took it well. It didn’t make much difference to them that you wouldn’t only be in a relationship with them. For Autumn, the main thing was you. Their eyes always look only at you, and this is unchangeable. Even if they continue to be popular, they always find time for you. You are their trully favorite neighbour now, after all.

— Speaking of Tamarack, she was a little worried. Don't think of her bad, she was incredibly happy and excited about her relationship with you! But because of Qiu, she felt a little insecure. Of course, over time she will understand that despite them, you still give her so much love that she has enough of it for days to come. And she is willing to give you the same amount of love, if not more! Just give her lots of affectionate hugs.

— At first, it was a little difficult because they didn’t want to share you with each other. But seeing that it was too painful for you to handle, they immediately decided to try to get along well. And, fortunately, they actually made it!

— Basically, they have nothing in common with each other, but they have you. You are the only reason of them interacting well again to be honest, but they don't regret it. How could they when you are so happy with this?

— Finally it's the perfect combination of calm yet direct Tamarack and chaotic and slightly cunning Qiu and you. You are their golden mean.

— If you decide to spend time with both Qiu and Tamarack (which must happen really often), It's going to be... a little chaotic.

— In most cases, you have some kind of mini overnight stay, or a trip to the forest for a couple of days in tents, or many other ideas!

— But of course, if you want to have a quiet time, they are totally fine with watching a movie with you, having a tea party, or whatever you or they would like! They care a lot about you and each other in general anyway. The shared together time will always be memorable for you all.

— Speaking of them separately, Qiu would constantly take you with them somewhere, be it a hike to the Golden Grove Park, go somewhere in the forest or stargazing. Sometimes they even allowed themselves to treat you to Diner. I guess Autumn will get a little irritated if someone is trying to interfere their quality time with you, like who they think they are to interrupt?

— They also love to doodle you in their notebook and take some notes about you to this day. If they feel bad and you are not around, they always look at them, as some kind of therapy, and it's actually gets better. Will definitely be blushing if you find out about this.

— I guess if you want to braid their hair, Qiu will most likely allow it! And you will be the only one to whom he let to do this. Btw, you can also try to invite them to dance, they'll be ecstatic about it.

— Tamarack is quite shy to the point of inability to express affection first, but don't think less of her! She always stands up for you and always goes with you when she has time, like you know, practically everywhere. She also always takes food and sometimes a first aid kit with her. Tamarack doesn't want you to feel bad in any way, and Qiu do too. Sometimes she has enough food even to have a picnic!

— I think Tamarack would be fond of herbariums! This is part of the forest at her house, isn’t it wonderful? She gives almost all the beautiful ones to you, and if you accept them, then she walks all day happy.

— At the end of the day, Tamarack and Qiu are so in love with you that they cherish every moment you are with them. And they definitely let you know about this in any way they can!

A/N: ahhh i desperately hope it's not too ooc help😭😭😭

if you have any advices for me or anything else feel free to write it!!

(BTW ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO....... yeah....)