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Depending On The Direction Being Taken With Alastor And His Relationship With His Mother (or His Parents

Depending on the direction being taken with Alastor and his relationship with his mother (or his parents in general), this would be an interesting song for him. (Room of Angel from Silent Hill 4)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2cjVgSrTNTRPXJENSQFHDi?si=5pto_IWUTQevCApWkbnOmA%0A

Especially with verses like:

"You lie, silent there before me, your tears, they mean nothing to me.

The wind howling at the window, the love you never gave... I give to you.

Really don't deserve it... But now, there's nothing you can do

So sleep, in your only memory of me... My dearest mother..."

"Here's a lullaby to close your eyes... Goodbye.

It was always you that I despised...

I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh well...

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes... Goodbye."

"If I had died, I would have never felt sad at all...

You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry.'

Where is the light, wonder if it's weeping somewhere?"

Idk I've been seeing more theories about Alastor's mother being a more flawed parent and the like and they all sound super interesting! That and it would be interesting if Alastor's grieving process was a bit more complicated depending on how and why she may have died since it's not really uncommon for one to feel mixed feelings (even resentment) on losing someone you were very close to. Like he seems to hate himself but shifts the anger somewhere else sort of deal.

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4 months ago

Ok I look away for a few minutes and I'm pretty surprised by the responses? I did just stumble upon a fanfic so far and it looks interesting! It's called "Fast Company" by AlastorsToothpick on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55262818/chapters/140181274

But wow! Can I just say the following:

@top-shelf-tender Your tags I am seriously eating all this up your take on it sounds so good! I'm a huge sucker for this kind of scenario and I can see it! ^_^

Alastor in orange tho... Hmm... Maybe!

Ok I Look Away For A Few Minutes And I'm Pretty Surprised By The Responses? I Did Just Stumble Upon A

But yeah I'll consider this AU for a future project b/c it does sound fun! Till then tho, stay tuned!

You know... I ADORE all the HuskerDust AUs where Husk is still an Overlord who won Angel's soul in a game with Valentino, really they're always so cool!

But I'm surprised that there doesn't seem to be any AUs where Alastor LOST that faithful game instead of Husk back then. Basically Husk ends up winning not only Alastor's own soul (how Idk but maybe his own soul is not owned by somebody in this kind of AU), but ALL of the souls in Alastor's possession at the time (he got cocky and bet them all). So now Alastor is bound to Husk and would act as a means to scope out more souls (husband's idea) as well some form of advisor and muscle along with utilizing his radio show. Maybe even more eventually for any shippers? ;)

Idk but this is a kind of AU has loads of potential!

You Know... I ADORE All The HuskerDust AUs Where Husk Is Still An Overlord Who Won Angel's Soul In A
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You know... I ADORE all the HuskerDust AUs where Husk is still an Overlord who won Angel's soul in a game with Valentino, really they're always so cool!

But I'm surprised that there doesn't seem to be any AUs where Alastor LOST that faithful game instead of Husk back then. Basically Husk ends up winning not only Alastor's own soul (how Idk but maybe his own soul is not owned by somebody in this kind of AU), but ALL of the souls in Alastor's possession at the time (he got cocky and bet them all). So now Alastor is bound to Husk and would act as a means to scope out more souls (husband's idea) as well some form of advisor and muscle along with utilizing his radio show. Maybe even more eventually for any shippers? ;)

Idk but this is a kind of AU has loads of potential!

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