Short Story Time Hey-hey!

Short story time hey-hey! <3

One day when I was with my dad's house, R came through. Meanwhile I studied for the exams in the kitchen. (Dad helped me by listening to me when I learned the exam tasks) and when I heard the front door open, I thought it was my dad, so I said out loud to him:

"Dad, will you help me please? I'd like to tell you about this exam assignment!"

Girls.. who would have thought that it was not my dad but R???😵😭 Then I didn't get an answer right away and I kept writing in my notebook bla bla bla and didn't even look up when this omg sentence burned into my brain:

"Of course I'll help you angel!"

I obviously noticed that it wasn't my dad's voice and I immediately raised my head and saw R jokingly smiling at me.😱 I honestly felt like my head was going to be red, not just because he was here, but mainly because he called me angel. Okay, I know he was joking and he was trying to imitate my dad, but damn this situation made my heart skip a beat...😳😳

btw R really wanted to help me study, but then my dad came and pulled him away from me lol *sad*

Dear diary - I love him.

R's birthday was this month. Yes, I didn't write about it, honestly because I didn't know what to do. I didn't buy him anything, I couldn't think of anything. I feel a little guilty for not being able to express my gratitude and love to him somehow. >< I've made it a point to try to approach him carefully this semester so there aren't any problems. Am I doing it right? I don't know. Will this be progress? I don't know. However, I didn't leave him without a word, I went up to him at school and said with a big smile, "Happy Birthday!" And he just looked down at me with a cute smile, then caressed my face and said "Thank you dear". He actually gave me a present that day, not me. He caressed my face and my heart was not beating properly.

I'm sorry that I don't bore you more often with my posts, I'm just a typical girl who dies because of the heat and got sunburned twenty times just so she can see her older man as often as possible, who probably sees her more as her little sister than as an adult woman and sometimes I suffer, but everything is fine girls yeah yeha salalaaa I hope you have a good summer too!

I'm a good student. When can I kneel down in front of you?

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫