Just So I Don't Leave It At That!

Just so I don't leave it at that!

It's Sunday evening and I wrote to him and he answered very quickly… I'm just saying!!😏 but anyway, I seem very relaxed, but I still giggle like an idiot when he answer me AHHH 😭 <3

I love how everyone is like “we support you!!!” until I show a symptom and then they’re like “well you’re obviously not trying” … like if you think me just knowing about and trying to recover from my illnesses makes them disappear just get the fuck out of my life and stop guilting me for being sick

In the morning I had difficulty getting out of bed and just picked up my phone as usual and went to make a coffee. But then I almost hit the wall when I saw R's name in my messages. He wrote this: "Good morning! Call me when you wake up"

Okay sir, just let me call 911 first because I need to be revived. I've been trying to force myself to call him ever since. lol

I wonder what he could want...😳

my lips + your lips = perfect match

Okay girls, I'm a little fed up.

My friend and I went to school to continue working on our joint project in the studio, and I was really happy because I had the opportunity to talk to R. At least that's how I planned it, but SOMEONE fucking intervened. Oh yes, you can figure it out who.

The "lovely" rival girl was with him all day and we couldn't talk to each other at all. OH YES GIRLS... WTF???!!

This girl was dead serious that "R can't be mine". LOL

I'm mad at the girl and I'm also angry with R because he talked to her so nicely and I don't think he has any idea what kind of game this girl is playing. But if he knows why is he so nice and why did that girl seem like such good company to him?! It's like I'm replaceable. The reality hit me a little in the face that I was still just one of his students and that's it.

My whole day was ruined and I felt so insulted that after school, even though R waved in the hallway, I didn't wave back, I just walked away. Sorry maybe i'm childish, but he hasn't paid attention to me all day, so why should I?

Now I know what it's like when you're not the center of attention and I feel like shit.

Hello my Girls!

I checked off the "rival girl", bc honestly, who wouldn't be curious? She hates me and declared that R is hers and cannot be mine (???) lol

This girl is my complete opposite. I'm not saying she's ugly, in fact I painfully admit to you that she has a downright beautiful face and now that I know who she is, I remembered that maybe sometimes I saw her near R.

So if you want to fight okaay, show me what you can do girl! But I'm not going to run away and I'll still be R's favorite student, whether she wants it or not. (sorry not sorry)😊