A Little Update For You Girls About The Gathering!

A little update for you girls about the gathering!

It was really nice of R to take me, I couldn't thank him enough, but he reassured me that it was nothing to him because he was really nearby. We talked a lot on the way, mainly about school events and I was able to discuss the exam period with him again. It was so nice to hear him say he was proud of me. I always get butterflies in my stomach. I thank heaven that he is my father's friend, so sometimes I have the opportunity to get to know him better outside of school. As usual, the gathering was very pleasant, although now there were many more of us than before. I think my dad is more popular than me..lol

Fortunately, I get along well with the older age group, so it was no problem to talk to people. It's different that I could barely not watch R. Since R didn't drink because he was driving, I also tried to drink less, and to be honest, he still had a great conversation with me and we laughed a lot. My fear disappeared a little, I'm not just a student, I'm already his friend. (who is his friend's daughter but whatever) At school, he is much more measured, but I always feel that he is more direct at the gatherings and now he teased me much more than before. He still wears my bracelet and it makes me so happy. <33 It's so strange, when we are at these gatherings, I completely forget that he teaches me at the university and it's like I'm just a friend at this parties. And he also talks to me so casually and approaches me.

What is perhaps worth mentioning in this update is that our eyes met many times when we were talking to others and it was so inexplicable. I felt the situation was so special.

And in the end he was so nice because he offered to take me home after I told him I was tired and should go home. !!!!and when we were going he once touched my waist to help me get out of the house. then I tried not to die. He sooooo kind ahhh😩

and now I'm just sitting here in front of the computer and I feel that I won't be able to forget this man.😣💘

I just want to cry on his shoulders while he caresses my head gently and whispers to me that "everything will be fine, I'm here for you"

Okay girls, I'm a little fed up.

My friend and I went to school to continue working on our joint project in the studio, and I was really happy because I had the opportunity to talk to R. At least that's how I planned it, but SOMEONE fucking intervened. Oh yes, you can figure it out who.

The "lovely" rival girl was with him all day and we couldn't talk to each other at all. OH YES GIRLS... WTF???!!

This girl was dead serious that "R can't be mine". LOL

I'm mad at the girl and I'm also angry with R because he talked to her so nicely and I don't think he has any idea what kind of game this girl is playing. But if he knows why is he so nice and why did that girl seem like such good company to him?! It's like I'm replaceable. The reality hit me a little in the face that I was still just one of his students and that's it.

My whole day was ruined and I felt so insulted that after school, even though R waved in the hallway, I didn't wave back, I just walked away. Sorry maybe i'm childish, but he hasn't paid attention to me all day, so why should I?

Now I know what it's like when you're not the center of attention and I feel like shit.

I just want your constant attention.

Girls, my father knows. HE KNOWS 😱

Yesterday at his gathering he came up to me and said to me without any sign: "I think you should look around your own age group first honey"

He didn't even wait for me to react, he just patted my shoulder with a smile and left. I was honestly completely shocked by the whole thing and now I don't know if it was some kind of warning from him or he just wanted to let me know that he guessed that I like R. (???)

I'M GONNA DIE BYEEE😭

In the morning I had difficulty getting out of bed and just picked up my phone as usual and went to make a coffee. But then I almost hit the wall when I saw R's name in my messages. He wrote this: "Good morning! Call me when you wake up"

Okay sir, just let me call 911 first because I need to be revived. I've been trying to force myself to call him ever since. lol

I wonder what he could want...😳