Just So That I Don't Always Write You Girls Nice And Cute Things.

Just so that I don't always write you girls nice and cute things.

I didn't post anything yesterday because I was sulking.🙄 We had a bit of a fight (or something) Basically, he was pretty grumpy all day, so it looked like he wasn't in a good mood and to be honest, I must have made a mistake bc I wasn't respectful enough in his class. (??? idk)

Actually, I always listen and take notes in his class, but yesterday my bestie and I were so immersed in our nonsense that we often giggled softly and sometimes even wrote to each other under the bench. (now I won't go into detail about what we talked about bc it's irrelevant) R never spoke to us or warned us, I didn't think at all that we would disturb us because we were really very quiet and anyway I clearly paid attention to him and took some notes. and everyting seems good until the class ended and he called me by my full name. (Jesus *goosebumb*) I might add that he just gave my friend a nasty look, but didn't tell her to come over there, only just me.… ._.

"Next time, are you going to listen to me or have fun in my class?" I definitely remember his words, he asked so coolly that I was really embarrassed, but then I immediately responded that I'm sorry, my friend and I just wandered off a bit. Then his face still didn't soften, he stood up very sternly and leaned very close to me and said: "I really don't like being ignored in my class, especially if it's one of my best students. It's my class and your attention is mine, do you understand?"

After that, he didn't even allow me to answer because he just walked past me but pushed my shoulder a little with his arm. ( ???HAH???) What can I say, I was quite confused as to why he only screwed me when this happened to me for the first time!!!, but when other people do it several times, then they don't get scolded like that...

I don't think this is fair. I really always try to live up to him and yes, I didn't listen 120%, but I don't think he should have been so cold and condescending. Anyway, that was yesterday and then I didn't even talk to him all day and we didn't send any messages to each other.

Today he was like always, he seemed normal, but I'm an offended little girl, you know, so when he greeted me in the corridor, I just greeted back neutrally and he just smiled at me. (okay???)

I dont understand my man ummm but it was good to write this now.

I spent the day with one of my bestie and we had so much fun. At the end of the day, we sat on the sofa at my place and finally I couldn't bear not to confess my feelings for R to her. (Yes, I didn't dare to tell her until now) So since I didn't know how to tell her, this conversation took place between us:

Umm listen, I think I like R...

Ohh, I knew it!

HUH????? 🤨😦

Why are you looking at me like that? Ofc I know girl, I'm your best friend!! I'm surprised you haven't gotten him pregnant with your eyes yet. *rolls her eyes*

(i think she knows me lol)

It feels good when he praises me, but it would be even better to hear in bedroom while he's on top of me.

uhh why are guys our age such little boys?

Went on a date with a guy my age and he asked to split the bill lol. ended up paying myself. fucking boys man, HE would have never done that.

me because hes old and knows how to touch me💒

Sir, may I bite that beautiful neck of yours…just a little, please?