When I First Get Into A Ship Or Fandom, I Get Really Invested For The First Couple Of Days (or Sometimes

When I first get into a ship or fandom, I get really invested for the first couple of days (or sometimes weeks). Like, the only think I can think about is that ship or fandom. I’ll be up at 1:38am trying to find a 500k fic to tickle my traumatized brain. Then, suddenly, I’ll randomly lose most if my interest in it like Thanos was resurrected and did his whole “I am inevitable” snap thingy but only with me and my ships. Then, a couple of weeks (and sometimes moths or even years) later, I’ll just have the sudden urge to read a 100k Royalty AU of whatever it was I was originally interested in and the cycle will start again.

It’s like I was in a QPR (or Straight-PR I guess in some cases) with all the other people interested in the same thing but then we went through a gut-wrenching, tear-jerking, betrayal-filled divorce and now we have joint custody over our child. The child, of course, being the think that I’m enamored with when it randomly strikes my “Aww, look at this cute little thing. How can I traumatize it?” nerve that I still love when gone but it’s no longer my priority.

Bro.I think that we as a society should make a term for pansexual aroace’s - people who have little to no sexual and romantic to other people but think everyone, regardless of gender, looks aesthetically pretty.

I don’t know, man. I just feel like a lot of aroace’s thought they were pan at first because they thought everyone was equally aesthetic. At least in my case, I thought everybody was pretty, but I didn’t feel any romantic or sexual attraction to others. I just feel like having a term for it would be a little bit helpful. Or maybe we should just spread the information that this is a normal experience. I don’t really know. 🤷🫠

I’m just about to come out to my parents. I said (posted) earlier that I already told them I was Ace, but I feel like they kinda forgot about it. Plus, this time, I’m going to come out as AroAce and genderfluid. (I know I said I was demifluid, but I realizes otherwise.) Hope and pray for me. I’m pretty sure they’ll accept me (at least the AroAce part), but I don’t know about the Gender-fluid part. They’ve made some transphobic remarks before, so I’m super effin’ nervous. I’ll update later on, after I come out.

I still like Luke from PJO; I don’t think he’s a villain. Imagine you spend your childhood not knowing who your dad is and being left with a crazy woman who’s also your mother and can’t even recognize you, not to mention the psychotic episodes. Then you decide to run away with a GOLF CLUB for defense and find 2 other lonely kids on the street that you practically adopt and THEN you finally make it to a spot you were suppposed to be safe at only to be ambushed my a monster that kills your best friend who gets turned into a tree. Then you get shoved into a cabin with 50 other kids and never get sent on a quest even though you’ve been there the longest and was a permanent member and newbies are getting sent out despite your experience. And THEN your dead beat father finally sends you on a quest only for you to gain a scar across your eye and to almost die and then come back to camp realizing you still have to sleep in the same place with 50 other random kids. Bro that be traumatizing enough for anyone. Not to mention he’s only 19 and was 14 when he adopted two other kids. Bro just felt angsty for a second and then some dude comes along like “I’ll make everything better, I swear. I’m powerful enough”. ANYONE would take that offer. Then, his is (practically) little sister betrays him and the “good guy” from earlier ends up controlling his mind and possessing his body, making him betray everyone he’s ever loved.

Mild Spoilers For Full Moon!

Was it just me, or did Moxxie seem a little bit different in this episode? He seemed more crude and violent than in previous episodes. Maybe he grew a backbone after the whole “Striker” incident, or maybe I’m just crazy.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!

To all the lesbians, gays, trans, bi’s, the aros, the aces, and to all those who are still figuring it out, (and anything I didn’t include) I hope that you take advantage of this month where we grow 90% stronger (99% if with other members or allies) and live your best pride life and reject the homophobes. Remember that if you think no one else loves you, that I do (platonically) and I’m sure that there are many other individuals who do.

Be safe and remember that no one can tell you who you are and what you like. Now go on and live your best Pride Life!