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We All Should Know How To Help Others. It Really Should Be Taught In School. Never Just Stand By When
We all should know how to help others. It really should be taught in school. Never just stand by when someone needs help.
Anyone can help!







(Real pen the last picture)
It is important for EVERYONE to know how to help ANYONE. Not everyone can give them selves their medicine under every circumstance. Be educated, help out.
In the last year, i have gotten about five new violent allergies from foods i used to be able to eat. Next time i eat a fruit, my throat could close. I may not be able to inject myself. My boyfriend and i played with my trainer pen for like 30 minutes. He knows how to inject it. I know how. This is important.
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You took a deep breath in then you were pushed on the stage. There were nobles many nobles starring at you. Their eyes were scaring you. Their greedy and disgusted eyes..they look at you like you were trash not even with the worth of an animal. Insecure you tried to pull your way too short clothes down, with were doing a poorly job in hiding your body. No wonder they were worn out so much and thin. "Hey you look up, stupid slave!" the man who was trying to sell you screamed at you, but that made you even more scared, you were terrified and did not dare to look up. Suddenly a wipe hit your body but you keep quiet even through the pain of more hits. You would not do him the favour of screaming, yes you were scared, but the only thing you got left was your pride. You had lost everything else ...even you freedom. You felt blood run down your arms, when suddenly the whipping stopped. What was going on? "You really must be an idiot, why do you suppose it would make your chances of someone buying her get higher when you hurt her?" the voice speaking was ice cold and maybe a little bit high, but definitely annoyed. " Maybe I should use this wipe to get some intelligence in your head? That would be fun, what do you say?" "My, pr-prince...I ..am sorry ..I was not thinking.." "Yes, you were clearly not." Did he just say prince?! "How much?" heh? What was going on. "Prince Kouha? You...you would like to b-buy her?" He wanted to buy you?! Now you were more than confused, you were the last slave on the stage..all the others were already sold, because they were prettier or stronger then you or maybe because they seemed to be more fun because they looked up, but you, you were never sold, not that you wanted anyway...you wanted to be free, but there was no chance to that, so you were just hoping to be bought by someone who would not treat you horribly. "Yes, I want to buy her, so stop wasting my time, how much do you want for her?" "My prince, just take her as yours, she is a gift." " Well than thank-you" you gulped still not daring to get up or look up " The show is over, they are all sold. Go back to your work, so we can be proud of our strong kingdom." You heard the people leave, some mumbling about how strange it was to see a prince outside of the palace. Suddenly there was a hand on your chin and you flinched afraid to be hurt again, but the hand just gently took hold of your chin again another hand carefully stroking your cheek. "Calm down, I will not hurt you." He made you look up and you were met with two somehow pink eyes gazing at you. The pink eyes fitted to the pink long hair but that was not what was making it hard for you to breath, it was the smile he was giving you and the way he looked at you. His eyes were warm and caring. It seemed like ages that anyone had look at you like this, smiled at you. You knew you had to say something, but you were just so confused. "You are not one for much words, heh? Do not worry, I will take care of that. I am Kouha Ren the third prince of Kou and from today on you will work for me. May you give me your name? Or should I rather choose one for you?" "(y-y/n)....my name is (y/n), my prince" "So you can talk!" he laughed and you blushed, his laugh was beautiful. "Well then, (y/n) let us go." He took hold of your arm, but not in a way that would hurt you and made you stand up with him. Just now you realised that he had kneeled for you! A prince kneeling to talk to a mere slave.... You left the stage and a few people joined you, he told you their names and you tried to remember them. "Oh, she looks cute!" you heard one of the women with him whisper and blushed professionally. "Still she looks so sad...Master Kouha will she become one of us?" "yes she will" he answered enthusiastically and to your surprise gently squeezed the arm he was holding you at lightly, as if he wanted to assure you. You were so confused...You head heard that the prince would be a maniac and you had expected that a prince would slaves not even spare a gaze, but he saved you from the man and was really nice to you and everyone seemed to like him more then like, they were looking up to him, was this the way a king should be seen? You took a deep breath, catching Kouhas attention:" I....I" he looked at you and somehow you were drowning in this eyes and losing your words, you had always been shy, and even more afraid because of what you experienced as a slave, but this young man and his eyes were too much for you. He crooked his head a bit smiling at you: " Keep going, you can do that, I know you can" He was encouraging you? " I..thank-you for making this men stop, my prince." You talk so fast, you were sure it sounded weirdly but he just chuckled lightly " See, you can do it, you just need to practice and (y/n)" he patted your head making you blush even more" You are really welcome"
You came to the palace and you were awestricken, it was so huge and beautiful. " I see you like it, that is good. This is you new home, (y/n)." you were surprised that he was calling you by your name. All you had been called since you became a slave had been slave, woman and names. "Prince..Kouha.." you mumbled confused. The prince was still holding you by your arm. " It had been a long day everyone, get some rest oh and be so kind and tell my maids that they can take this evening of, I do not need their assistance today, have a good night everyone." "You too Master" they all answered. To your surprise Kouha still held your arm. You had expected that one of the servants would take you to a place to sleep or something like this, but he made you stay. "Come with me, oh and before you get scared or anything I am not planning on doing anything to you, at least nothing you do not want me to do" he smirked and you blushed again. "They are right, you are cute" he chuckled and took you with him. "This is my room, here sit down." He made you sit on his bed then went into a room next door and came back with a bowl of water and a cloth. "We need to get that nasty wounds of your clean. He gently began to wash your arms "My..my prince..there is no need for you to do this... I ..can do ..this ..I do not want to be a burden ..I" "Hush, now. You are not a burden, I want to take care of you. You know, they cast us out because we are different, I am lucky I have my brothers to look after me and care for me and my sisters, since you have no ne to take care of you, I will do this from now on. Keep your head up, train and practice and show everyone what you are. I take care of the people working for me got that (y/n)" you nodded and a single tear found its way down your cheek. "Now, now, do not cry." He was finished with taking care of your arms and was now slowly lifting the close at your back still you felt not bad or afraid, you somehow knew it was okay, okay since it was him. " I wish I had been a bit early at the stage to see and stop him, I am impressed you kept quiet. Your back....that must hurt quiet a lot... wait a moment I get some bandages and some medizing" With out waiting for you response he jumped up and was gone, only to be back a few minutes later. "Sorry, but you have to take your shirt of, so that I can clean and bandage your back in the right way..I will just look at your back, I promise" Was the prince blushing?! You nodded insecure and took of your shirt, keeping your arms shyly in front of your breasts. Kouha continued his work and you felt much better with every minute. " So, all finished. Wait! You cannot put on that dirty clothes again!" but you had nothing else....suddenly there were clothes, really soft and beautiful, and expensive looking clothes in your arms " Here, take these. I know they are for men and probably a bit too big, but I will get you fitting clothes by tomorrow, still keep this, they are warm and soft, keep them for nights when you get could or something, okay~" "My, prince..that is too much ...I " "It is fine, go next door and wash the rest of your body, I did not take care of and change then. " You nodded and stood up, you were really tired by now. Still you managed to bow" Thank-you so much, Master Kouha" you did as you were told and came back. " Come here" he had changed in more comfy clothes too and you realised they were like the ones you were wearing. He had giving you his clothes, that explained way they smelled so much like him . "Come, here, we both need rest, especially you. " " Master Kouha..?" Did he mean you slept in his room..? "For tonight you stay here, tomorrow I show you your chamber, but for now you stay with me. The palace is huge and must be scary for you with all the people and everything being new. People would talk if I stayed at your chamber, but you staying here is perfectly fine, so come lay down and get some rest. Tomorrow you will start your work as my personal maid. The last one is becoming quiet old, still I like the old lady, but she should not be working so much anymore she will help you learn and help out, but I do not want to overwork her, also she is always so strict with me!" He whined making you chuckle " You laughed !" he beamed and to your great surprise hugged you. You were so confused " Now, now, d not cry...you look much more beautiful when you laugh" He laid down with you still in his arms, pulling the covers over you two. You were a bit insecure because he was so close, but you felt so safe in his arms that you fell asleep to him stroking your hair. The next morning you woke up and saw that Kouha, was gazing down at you:" Good, morning (y/n), have you slept well?" "G-good morning my pri-ince, yes I..I" it was just two much, his gaze, the fact that he was this close and that you had slept in his arms. You did not know how to form a complete sentence anymore and embarrassed hid your face behind your hands. You heard Kouha chuckle lightly: " This will be sooo much fun!" He laughed and seemed really happy about it. He kind of reminded you of a young child, but you really liked that. "Come we both have to go now, before my other maids come and get jealous of you" He made you stand up "je-jelous?" He laughed than sigh over dramatic "You will learn soon enough" He took you by your hand and you two began wondering around the palace yet you met no one just a few guards walking around in the far, it was still really early. "This is your room. See there are clothes for you and all. I make sure that one of the others gets you and takes you to breakfast and gives you a tour, after that I want you to come to my room and assist me if needed, okay ?" You nodded and he again patted your head making you blush "Oh, so you like that" he stroke over your head again "You are like a cat! I like that! Does that mean I can punish you with water? But wait...water is boring. Well as long as you do not mess up there is no need for that" and with that he was off.
After breakfast and a long tour with an really nice maid, you hoped you would become friends you were on your way to Kouhas room but you were stopped because a guard stepped in your way: "Hello there~" He slurred. Was he drunk?! You were quite sure guards were not supposed to be drunk while on duty. "Excuse me please, I have attend to my masters wishes" you tried to get past him but he grabbed you wrist and in the next moment you were pinned against a wall "Hey little lady, not so fast, I am not done talking to you." You tried to get free but that ended just with him slapping you. Should you try to scream? But what if soldiers here were allowed to do these things..." Please... let me go..." "Oh no doll, we will have some fun." He began to let his arms wander around your body, but suddenly he was junked away from you and the next thing you saw, was how he was cut into two halfs by a Kouha who smiled like a maniac. His eyes, was that blood lust? "Haha, that fit you right for daring to touch my dear (y/n) with your filthy hands and also for coming close with that dam priests, haha!" Your knees gave up, you were in a state of shock, because of the man, because of his actions, because of his sudden death and because of Kouha still having this blood lust in his eyes...would he hurt you too because you had caused trouble. Kouha turned to look at you and to your surprise, the second he saw your state his whole behaviour changed. His smile got gently and caring, his eyes warm and soft and he put the sword away after getting rid of the blood, then he whistled and two man came and took the body away, while he took careful slow steps in your direction: "(y/n)-chan? Hey, there" he cooed softly like he was speaking to a child "Are you hurt? Did that man hurt you?" he kneeled down to your level and stroke your cheek "It is okay, he will not hurt you anymore, calm down." He hugged you and pulled you close and you realized you started to cry. You had been so scared. "Shh...hush now.."he suddenly stood up, holding you bride style and carried you to your room. He sat you down on your bed and waited for you to calm down. "your okay now?" he gently asked and as you nodded he out of nowhere slept you, not so hard that it would cause serious damage but enough to hurt: "why the hell did you not even try to scream for help?! In the palace are a lot people someone who would be able to help would have heard you! Seriously do you even realise what could have happened when I had not decided to check up on you and were searching for you!" His look was strict and reprehensive. Then he sighed:" You are quite troublesome, heh?" "I..I am sor-ry my prince" a tear rolled down your cheek, was he still angry at you? You did not want to be a burden and you were a bit scared of him, because he enjoyed killing that man. You did not realised you trembled badly until you found yourself in two strong arms. Kouhas head placed on yours and him gently stroking your hair, not saying a word just doing that. "Listen now, (y/n). You do not need to be afraid. Might I punish you with reasons, yes I might do that, but I have no intention of hurting you badly or killing you, even less cutting you in half, okay? Yes, I do enjoy fighting and yes also killing, but I only kill the people attacking me or being a danger to my people or people I like, or people who earned it because of what they have done. If it makes you feel any better, definitely earned it. We just found proof that he was working with an organisation which wants to damage Kou in great ways and he was using his power as a soldier to hurt many women even children and even killed some of them. We would have him sentence to death by the evening anyway. We just had planned to ask him a few questions now that I think about it....oh Kouen-nii will be angry at me, well I will survive, I hope " He was laughing now and you were looking at him, less scared, somehow you felt quirt save in his arms:" Thank-you, master Kouha for everything" he just patted your head then chuckled "I must say the last time you were this close to me, you were more flustered about it" just then you realised your situation and blushed madly " I...I...I am..." you tried to back away but he was not having that: " Nope, my reward for saving you yet again is that I get to cuddle with you !" he exclaimed and just hugged you tighter pulling you to his chest " You know you are really cute, I look forward to see you every day" Suddenly he kissed you forehead then began to stroke your hair "Do not worry I take care of you."
Toshiro Hitsugaya x sad and lost reader
Hello there dear reader I hope you have a wondeful day. if not I hope this helps at least to make you feel a bit better and smile~ As always I do not own Bleach or its characters. This is just fanmade and I do not make or intend to earn any money with it. If you like this story please support the manga and the anime of this great work called Bleach. This story is only written to make people smile. Trigger warnings: Mentions of death and bullying as well as fire and getting lost A part from that honestly a lot of fluff. Have fun ^-^ Oh and I would be so happy about comments and votes. Also english is not my first language please tell me were I made mistakes! Thanks beforehand^^ Now really have fun ^~^
It was cold horribly cold, and you were scared so, so scared. It was in the mid of the night and you were wandering around in the soul society. You were still an inductee in the academy and honestly you were not supposed to wander around. You would get in quiet some trouble if someone should catch you, but you needed to get out of there. Away, just away from it all. Away from the memories, the pictures, the nightmares. You thought a walk would calm your nerves, but you were still so in thoughts that you did not notice that your environment became foreign for you until you realized you were utterly and completely lost. Standing in a huge forest with not the slightest direction. You were wandering since the late afternoon in this forest without finding your way. The lessons ended near to noon today because of some reason you have long forgotten. You had fallen asleep from exhaustion, since you had trouble to sleep ever since...since then. You had woken up from a horrible nightmare and went for the walk. Now it was probably near midnight maybe even later and it was snowing since hours. You were freezing. Your clothes were not meant for this kind of weather. There had been sunshine but now it was snowing and storming since hours. Your hands were beginning to get blue and you were not even sure if you did feel your toes anymore the way you should. Your teeth were shattering, and you were beginning to wonder if you would find your way back or if you would freeze out here. How was this forest so huge and how did you manage to get this lost? You began to see black dots but tried to walk on, you knew you could not stop walking, you would be dead when you stopped, but your body was slowly given up. “Some please help me...” You whispered already too weak to scream anymore. Suddenly you heart a voice. That was not possible was your mind playing tricks on you? There again “Hey, you! Hey are you alright? Hey what the hell are you doing here?!” Without a warning your body was swanked around, and two turquoise eyes were looking straight at your soul. “Geez, you are freezing. What the hell are you doing out here!? Do you have a death wish or something!” “Please…” was the only thing you managed to say, before stumbling a bit. Before you stand a young man with spiky white hair and turquoise eyes. “You are an inductee?” Your clothes were the proof for that. “Honestly, you are not even aloud to be here” He was clearly annoyed with you, but you could not care less you were so thankful he was there. You now probably won't have to die out here. You wanted to say something to apologize, but your vision was getting more blurry and you lost your balance again. You were sure to fall to the hard ground, but the impact never came. The stranger had caught you in his arms and to your great shock pulled you in his chest” You are way to cold” he sounded concerned. Suddenly there was a scarf around your neck. It was warm and you were thankful for it. Normally you would have blushed because of the action but you were too cold for that. Now that you were close to his chest you realized you were a bit shorter then him, but even more important you finally noticed what he was wearing, making clear to you that you were in huge and you meant really huge trouble. He was not only wearing the black cloth of a Shinigami but also white and there is only one rank who was allowed to wear that. A captain.... The young man before you was a captain. You were too exhausted to ask yourself what a captain was doing here, but you still worried about being punished. But what should you do, everything was so blurry... “I-”you started but he interrupted you. “Stop talking idiot you are wasting your energy and you need every bit of it. You are more than lucky you are not already dead. You are cold as ice and your lips and hands are blue. I bet you do not even feel your fingers or toes anymore.” At first, he sounded annoyed and angry but to the end his voice became softer warmer. “I guess it can't be helped. I need to get you out of here.” He sighed and simply picked you up. You were too weak to protest in anyway. You felt your eyes closing but he shook you “Listen, you need to stay awake. This is no good, in your state we never make it back. Neither to the academy or to the quarters.” You began to become scared, would you die after all. You tried so hard to stay awake, but it was so hard. A small whimper escapes your lips “I... want...I want to live...” His eyes became determined at this “and you will. Just stay awake and keep looking and me. Do not give up, just don’t give up” He was already running with you in his arms. Everything was a mess for you, the only thing you could clearly see was his face. His eyes looked in front of you and his lips were pressed together. A few times you nearly lost your consciousness “Stay, with me! Just a bit longer” he pulled you even closer to his chest. Suddenly the storm got weaker and eventually seemed to just stop and it got darker. A cave? He set you down. “stay awake. Don't you dare and die on me.” He vanished out of your few for a moment and then you heard him say something and there was a fire. A small campfire. He put more wood on it to make it bigger than he came back to you and brought you closer to the fire. It got warmer but you were still cold. So cold. He kneeled before you and made you look at him “I apologize in advance, but when you want to live you need to get your wet clothes of and both of us know, you can hardly move on your own.” He blushed while saying that. You just nodded weakly. You knew he was right. Even when you did not like the idea, you knew it would be stupid to protest. “Thank-you for not making me force you out of them” he sounded relieved. He helped you out of your clothes except for your underwear, what was to your luck at least somewhat dry. You were so embarrassed and thankful you were too cold to blush. To your relieve but also great surprise he took of his white haori and wrapped you in it. Then without a word he brought you both even closer to the fire and pulled you against his chest wrapping his arms around your torso and tangled his legs with yours. Your head fell from exhaustion against his chest, but he shook you awake “I am sorry, but you cannot sleep just yet. You just must fight a bit longer, until you are warmer. I kept the storm out of here, but you need to stay awake.” “I... I ...can’t „you muttered weakly. “You have to” you heard whisper him whisper something and warmth was taking over your body. Was that a healing kido? Slowly you began to feel your toes and fingers again and it the beginning it hurt, badly. You tried your best not to whimper or anything not wanting to seem weak in front of him or annoy him any further with that. “I am sorry. Just endure it for a bit longer. It will stop soon and then I will let you sleep.” He promised putting his chin on your head. The gesture made you feel save. After a few more minutes the pain faded, and you tried to move your fingers and toes. Relieve washed over you as you were able to. “See you are going to be okay.” He gently spoke to you, a bit like he was speaking to a child, but you could not care less. Actually, it made you feel better. Because you had felt like a lost child. Lost, alone and near to death just like your younger version before she found you, but know she was gone. She was gone and you had not been able to save her. No at the end it had been her who saved you, even when everything happened because of you and now you nearly wasted your life. The life she gave hers for. A broken sob escaped your lips. “Oi, do not cry. You'll be okay. You are alright. Everything will be alright so please stop crying.” He sounded a bit helpless and you really felt sorry for him, but you just could not stop crying. Suddenly he turned you around and pulled you again against his chest, wrapping his arms around you. “You need to stop crying. You are way too weak right now, you should not waste so much energy.” He made you look up and put his forehead against yours so that you had to look at him, while he strokes your tears away. His arresting eyes seemed to see through you, it felt like he could read your mind if he wanted to. His eyes were determined, yet warm and full of protectiveness. You felt like you were drowning in his eyes and after some time you calmed down. “Now, this is better.” He wrapped you again in his arms. “What is your name?” “(f/n), Sir” “And your last name?” You shook your head “I do not have one, never had, taicho.” “A strange young woman, you are” To your surprise he began to stroke your head” Now, the more important question. What were you doing out there?” You kept silent. Not knowing what to say. Now that you were still alive you knew you were in some other kind of trouble. You tried to turn away from him not being able to stand up to his gaze. “(f/n)” he slightly growled making you flinch. He then sighed and turned you around “Listen, you do not make anything better for yourself when you do not talk to me. Also, I have a feeling that this is about more than you just deciding to walk around in a snow storm in a place you are not allowed to go.” “I did not mean to... I got lost...and, and it was not snowing, well at least than...” he did not say a word, he just looked at you with somewhat reassuring eyes and nodded from time to time, to make clear you should continue. You did not know, why but you told him, told him everything. Even what you had not told your senseis about the Incident that took the life of your dear friend. You even told him of your past. Explained how she saved you when you were still children. How you came to the academy and how she was a real genius in honestly everything, while you kept messing up. How she always told you that you were just failing because you were scared of it and of the people around you, you had not the best experiences of people when you were a child, and that you two would become great Shinigami one day and how you would be at each other’s side. You also told him about some guys and girls from the academy who were above you. How they decided to pick on you and make your life a living hell. How your friend stood up for you and tried to protect you. How the guys and girls got into trouble and nearly got dispelled from the academy, because of it and how they threaded you. You told him of the fire, how you both somehow woke up far too late and how she pushed you outside before everything broke down on her. How you tried to free her but were not strong enough. How no kido seemed to work out and how you heard her scream from pain until she had lost the fight. You did not stop to try to get her out until you were pulled away from the flames. You had spent days in bed to recover from injuries but never really slept because her screams and the fire were haunting you. How you came back to the lessons and the people made fun of the death of your friend and how you realized that they had something to do with it but were too scared of them to tell anyone, since they were much stronger and older, and the teachers believed them because of their family status. How you were scared that they might one day kill you too. How it was your fault your friend died and how days became weeks and how you decided to go for a walk just around the academy to get away from it all. That you got lost and everything until he found you. At the end you realized you began to cry again. “Geez, you are troublesome. I cannot even be mad at you. Still it was naive from you to just wander around like this and to not ask anyone for help. I understand why you did not, but honestly what were you planning to do in the end? Just hoping they might leave you alone one day?” He sighed “I guess it can't be helped. I will bring you back and we will find out who was responsible for that fire. Also, I will put an end to this people picking on you. Such cowards hurting someone younger and weaker than themselves. Also, for your punishment from now on you will be doing extra training. We will meet once a week to train, if you still want to become a Shinigami and for fill the dream you both had for the both of you. By the way I will tell not a single soul where I have found you. Be thankful for that, normally you would get dispelled from the academy or worse. We will make something up in the morning.” “Huh?” Was your only brilliant answer but who could blame you. He seemed to really believe you. Also, a captain going so far out of his way to help a mere inductee? That was seriously something unheard of. More importantly how was getting the possibility to train with a captain a punishment?! Of course, that would mean more training but only the thought that he was willing to give some of his time, and you knew captains are really, busy, even so he just heard from your very own mouth that you were a complete failure. You just could not make any sense out of it. A shiver ran through your body, you were still quiet cold. You were pulled closer to his chest as he had noticed that shiver too and he began to rub your arms in an attempt to get you a bit warmer. “Did I not make myself clear?” he asked you in a teasing tone. “B-but why...I do not understand…” You stuttered a bit overwhelmed with everything. “Firstly, it is the duty of the strong to protected those who are in need of protection, secondly as a captain I cannot let an inductee and promising new Shinigami making herself go through the suffer and pain you are feeling, watching you giving up on yourself. We would lose a good Shinigami, I cannot let that happen. You may think of yourself to be a failure, but you are wrong. I see the same potential in you, your friends must have seen. You are a fighter; most people would had already given up out there, but you did not. Also, when you cried you lost control over your spiritual pressure and even though you are quite weak right now because of what you went to it was strong enough to put someone who is not a Shinigami out of his balance, which is already quite impressive for an inductee of the first year. I wonder how none of your teachers noticed that and helped you out it is quite clear you do not know how to control it yet.” He sounded annoyed and you really hoped his annoyance was directed at your sensei’s and not at you. “So, do we have a deal?” He asked you shortly after. You nodded, only an idiot would decline that. “Good, it is Toshiro Hitsugaya by the way. I am the captain of the 10th division. Call me Captain Hitsugaya, Taicho what you like more. Oh, and when we are alone you are allowed to call me Toshiro.” You looked up stunned. You have heard of THE captain Hitsugaya, the young genius, the really, really strong young genius. Also, you were quite sure you heard mummers that there were really, and you meant really few people who were allowed or more precisely tolerated to call him by his first name. “Thank-you, Tai-Toshiro…” You blushed lightly. “It is quite alright. You seem to really need a friend and I would be glad to become one for you.” At this you began to cry, yet again. “Now, now, no more crying.” He hushed you. “Thank-you, thank-you so much…” You sniffed. “It is alright, everything is alright now. Oh and (f/n) do not dare to blame you for her death for a second longer, it was not your fault.” You cried even harder at that and were thankful for his strong arms wrapping themselves around you, bringing you in a close warm hug. “Common stop crying, how do you want to come in my squad when you cry all day.” He lightly joked and let go of you a bit to strike your tears away. You gasped as he let himself fall with you to the ground “Sleep now. Your body is warm enough now and you really need it.” As if his words were a command you felt your eyes close and you drifted off to sleep. “Who have thought a simple training trip would end up like this. I am just glad I collected some firewood in advance.” You heard Toshiro mutter before your world became silent and sleep took over.