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a poem i wrote !!

also sorry for not posting i’m in a writer’s block again :\

‘Sadness becoming, moonbecoming

your grief feels welcome because it’s lived as your love all these years

you're a good poet :3

what's your favourite poem you've written?

hihi and thanks for the question @thelingering ! i love all my poems but i feel like over time my style has changed a bunch and definitely will keep changing but

some of my favorites right now are: deer in the headlights and anger becoming (and several others as soon as i find the energy to finish them😣)

i know the earth is shared but every once in a while i take a little piece for myself

when you kissed me

for the first time

i think i might’ve saw God

might’ve even believed in him

just a little.

how can i wish to be eternal

when some days

i don’t even want

to be alive long enough

for the summer grapes

to sour

i cling desperately

to preserve

everything i have now

wrapping it in layers of

saran wrap

like my mother taught me

with yesterday’s leftovers

and tomorrow’s ripe avocados

but how can i stop the death

of something that is

ready to let go

i grasp at fate

in the dark

like a child

again.

a lengthy poem i wrote (on a diff blog for longer/stylistic writing) !!

‘anger becoming, moonbecoming

deer in the headlights

i love what hurts me

i can’t help it

it happens in nature too

deers cross roads

knowing the metal

will not be comforting

hoping the crash

will feel like a momentary hug

a touch

of something more

than death.

how do i tell my past i don’t want to live with her anymore

i want to cry into your hands but i also hope the tears seep through because this is only my sadness to hold

promise rings

rings on fingers

a promise to be better for the past the present

the future a budding youth the spring hums under

my skin a window to what will become of us

when you found me in the darkness

we ran

hand in hand,

i thought it was a miracle

that we were escaping together

but you later told me

out of breath

and laughing

that it was your home

we had run from.

the need

boredom gnawing at my brain

hunger a bruise with brown eyes

a cavity in the air

the need

not to fill but to consume

it all.

i never thought this gentleness you taught me could be used for myself

all i have to pay for my sins is my love

⭐️

stare at me until you can’t tell me apart from the stars

a poem

deaths by human

hands tied in relation,

blood and innocence tunneling

down the flow

chart and intertwining at

the unspoken words,

i’m sorry i killed

you, i was

afraid.

i’m mad at you because nothing about me will ever be unknown again

i wish for a love so strong it can turn me into poetry

my soul knows your heart like a bird knows its cage