Two: Mention Of Harming Ones Self (not Major Tho I'm Fine)

Two: mention of harming ones self (not major tho I'm fine)

So went to my therapist. Well more like medicine provider but I forgot the technical term for that. And I was talking about sleep meds cuz I've had to be on sleep meds and melatonin because I have really bad sensory issues. Like meltdown and sometimes even hurting myself kind of bad. So I talked to my therapist this time and she said that I might have OCD, but I'm kind of confused cuz I also had doctors labeled me with ADHD and autism. I honestly don't know what the problem is but I just got on OCD medicine see if that helps. I would love to get a psych eval, but the closest center that does a psychopath is two cities away. It'd be an 8-hour drive going there and back and it's a major city so hotel cost and stuff like that would probably bankrupt me. My mom says that she's going to try and take me as soon as possible but we just got a new car and she's afraid that I might break down during the trip. I honestly don't know what to do I love to have some kind of diagnosis so I know what to do. I want to be able to just live like a neurotypical person. I want to be able to do things like sit on my bed or wear leggings without literally wanting to rip off my skin. I've talked to my brother about this and he said that he could believe if I was autistic because of how I acted as a kid. Again I honestly don't know what I am I just want to know I want to find it out so I can fix it as soon as possible. Cuz not only is it exhausting but it is breaking me I need help bad. Oh the joy of being poor in a capitalist society so I can't fix my own fucking problems.

Help, I've been inside for days and I can't leave the house. I'm slowly going insane.

Never done one of these. Don't know if I'm doing it right.

My favorite colour is green.

My initials are BC, and my history teacher once yelled at me because she thought I was writing down the time period and not my initials.

My stepsister once tricked me into eating bubble bath stuff. She told me it was pop rocks, and I thought it was because it bubbled in my mouth.

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I was born with an extra set of ribs :D

Green is my favourite colour

And

I have a very unhealthy obsession with dragons (which somehow didn’t bleed into this blog )

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Doll patterns

A playlist for those who also want to make the sans doll. The jacket had no pattern, It was something I made. So, eventually, I'll figure out how to write an instructional pattern for it and put it up here.

I made an in-universe blog of my ARG.

Sneak peek at episode 1!!

Here are some of the main characters for the series, not all but some.