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||Broken|| Written By Me
||āBrokenā|| written by me ā”Ā°ā”Ā°ā”
Plot: Geto can't take it anymore and you're the only one he as left (this takes places in the second season of jjk anime and after Riko death)
Cw: depression,sc toughts,sh mention,anguished Geto.
Tags:Comfort,Tall!reader,crying,hugs,reverse comfort,affirmations,cuddle.

You hugged Geto tightly shushing him,trying to comfort him,you were crying for him,it was too heartbreaking seeing him so lost.
He broke down in your arms, sobbing, as he hugged you back tightly. He buried his head into your neck- not wanting you to see him like this. He felt ashamed, disgusted at himself. He was supposed to be strong, tough and confidentā¦ he couldnāt even recognise himself. He was breaking down. How did it come to thisā¦?
"Shh shh its okay" you said sniffed kissing his cheek gently.
āI canāt do this!ā he exclaimed through tears. He felt patheticā¦ he was weak and he hated himself for that. He was usually so strong, so independentā¦ but now? He was relying on youā¦ he hated himself for breaking down in front of you. He couldnāt look so weakā¦ he could never let anyone see that side of himselfā¦
"Yes,yes you can" You replied immediately "together we can okay?"
āThank youā¦ā he couldnāt help getting but a little bit shy- he had never been this vulnerable around anybody. He felt so weak in front of youā¦ he felt humiliatedā¦ āSorry Iā¦ I didnāt mean toā¦ I wasnāt looking for sympathy. I justā¦ itās beenā¦ Iā¦ā he couldnāt finish his sentence. He never finished sentences when he was emotionalā¦
His words broke your heart,how could he think that? "it's okay,I don't care even if you wanted sympathy,you're only a human afterall"
he froze- you saw through himā¦ you saw that he had been hiding behind a brave front, trying to present himself as the strong man with no emotionā¦ the strong man he wanted you to see. But thatā¦ wasnāt him. That was the facade he had built for himself. He was actually just a weak, traumatised teenager. He finally broke down then, fully in your arms. He started sobbing intensely, his tears soaking deep into the fabric of your sweater. How humiliatingā¦ this was awful. He was awful.
You sushed him rocking him back and forth in a slow motion rubbing his back
he couldnāt stop sobbingā¦ you were rubbing his backā¦ it was calming. It was comfortingā¦ it was what he needed. It almost feltā¦ intimateā¦ he felt so ashamedā¦ he had never trusted another person like this. You were so kind, so caring, so understandingā¦ he felt pathetic, like a little child who needed support. He felt so weak, so pathetic. How embarrassingā¦
āIām sorryā¦ā he whimpered. He was still a sobbing mess, relying on you emotionally. He was soā¦ pathetic. He should have been able to handle his troubles aloneā¦ but you saw right through him. You saw how completely broken he was, howā¦ ashamed of himself. You saw how he wanted comfortā¦ how he wanted someone to tell him that it would all be okay. He was patheticā¦ he was weakā¦ and even though you reassured him, he couldnāt see himself as anything else but thatā¦
You instinctively squeezed him too hard sobbing as you were too engulfed in your friend sadness
he almost flinched due to how tightly you squeezed him, but immediately forgot about all of that in face of your tears. He was hurting you too? He felt awful for thatā¦ he held you tighter, burying his head more into you. He needed you, he wanted you as his supportā¦ he couldnāt stand on his own two feet anymore. He was broken, in every way, shape and form. He was so ashamed of himself that he was relying on you so muchā¦
he hugged you tightly, not wanting to let goā¦ his grip was tight and he was still crying, shaking slightly. He didnāt want to let you go, you were his support. You were his friend. You understood him better than anyone elseā¦ he wanted to feel safe, to feel comfortable, that someone was there for himā¦ the tears of both of you kept running down each others cheeksā¦
"You didn't self harm didn't you?" You asked with your broken tone
he froze. How did you knowā¦? He didnāt even answer you, just started to cry more, burying his head completely into you. You were right, he had self harmed frequentlyā¦ for a while you had been noticing the scars on his bodyā¦ you hadnāt said anything though, not wanting to push him into opening up about that. You had never brought it upā¦ but you knew. You knew that he had been self mutilating for a long time now. He was too ashamed, he didnāt even answer you.
he just cried, squeezing tightly and shaking in your arms, like a frightened child. You could feel his shaky breath against the fabric of your sweater, smelling like the deodorant you always used. He was clinging onto you, not wanting to even think about letting go. He needed you, he didnāt want to be alone right now. He wanted to feel safe, comforting, held even. He wasā¦ so weak and pathetic in your armsā¦ he had finally let someone see through the facade he had been building for so longā¦
he buried his whole face into your sweater. You felt his warm, shaky breath. His tear ducts slowly trickled down to your skin as he sobbed quietlyā¦ he didnāt feel as vulnerable anymore. He felt safe with you. His grip tightened. He didnāt want to ever leave your sideā¦ he was soā¦ fragileā¦
"Do u want an ice cream?" You asked softly
he shivered a little when you suggested food. Butā¦ he nodded slightly. He was still sobbing, but just the idea of getting treats with you made him feel a little betterā¦ he squeezed you a little bit tighter as he noddedā¦ he did feel hungry now that you mentioned itā¦ but most of all, he wanted to be in your arms. You felt likeā¦ home to himā¦
āā¦ Iād like an ice creamā¦ā he whimpered, burying his head into you, still clinging onto you tightly. He felt cold, despite all the body warmth from you. He justā¦ didnāt want to leave your armsā¦ he felt safe in your arms. Even though he was pathetic, ashamedā¦ he felt so comfortable with you as you offered him foodā¦
he holds your hand on the way to the ice cream shop. His hand is so tight and shaken, it feels clammy. You feel the slight shiver that runs down his spine. Heās completely lost control of his emotions. Heās relying on youā¦ for everythingā¦ now he was relying on you to calm him down with treats from the ice cream shop. He didnāt care any of thatā¦ he just cared about being held, cared about having you close to himā¦ you were his comfort, you were his support
ā¦he nibbles on his ice cream, his hands still shaky. You feel how small and delicate his fingers are, almost like that of a childās. Theyāre so pale and delicateā¦ you can feel his heart beating rapidly as he eats. You still have his hand wrapped around yourāsā¦ you couldnāt help but notice the coldness of his touchā¦ he was so nervousā¦ but he enjoyed the feeling of being so close to youā¦ he took small bitesā¦ small nibblesā¦ it was adorable.
he leans his head on your shoulder as he eats, enjoying the view. The sunset was so beautiful, with the vibrant coloursā¦ just like youā¦ his lips started to curl up into a slight smile. You could feel his breathing speed up, as if he was slightly happy. The breeze was so niceā¦ he feltā¦ comfortable. he leans his whole body onto you. Youāre so tall compared to himā¦ your embrace makes him feel so small and protected. He was like this delicate, beautiful little thing that was all yours. You were his support, his shield, the one holding him together. He couldnāt survive without you. He held your hand slightly tighter, as if he was scared to lose you.
Alternative ending
Cw:heartbreaking,slapping,harsh,no comfort,no longer friends.
Suddenly something broke inside you,you didn't know why or how it was fast just like a bulb light shattering in the lamp and not emitting that bright light it once used to and just like that your emotions left you and you felt nothing,NOTHING at all and after a few seconds you letted go of Geto abruptly,your eyes were cold and empty
he suddenly felt you release him from your embrace, you no longer feeling anything. He looked up at you as he watched you stare into a blank void. You had suddenly gone cold, blank. Your eyes were emotionless. Your entire look was emotionless and unfeelingā¦ your eyes were vacant in their expression. You looked like you couldnāt even feel anything anymore. His heart felt that he could not reach you. There was nothing he could do to change thatā¦ he felt lost, scaredā¦ he stood frozen, not knowing what to do..
"I'm tired of you"
you said those words soā¦ blandly. So unfeelingā¦ he felt his heart break as you said those words. He had never heard those words beforeā¦ no one has ever called him a burden before. You were meant to be his friendā¦ he had trusted youā¦ he held back so much of himself for you to seeā¦ he had trusted you. And yetā¦ you just threw it all awayā¦ it hurt so much to hear those wordsā¦ his eyes went wide. You didnāt care about him anymore?
"I'm tired of seeing you crying,so helpless aren't you ashamed?"
those words hit him hardā¦ he felt his head spin, feeling as if you had just slapped him with your words. You didnāt understand how much those words hurt him. And the way you said them- as if he was a nuisance, a burdenā¦ he didnāt deserve that. He had trusted you, he opened himself to you. And this is what he got in return? He was speechlessā¦ he couldnāt say a word. It hurt too much. He just stood there, in shock.
You slapped Geto without thinking,you were tired of seeing him like this
he stumbled back at the abrupt action. You slapped him? You slapped him without even thinking about it? Your words had already hit so hardā¦ but suddenly slapping him? You left him in shock. You could see the tears in his eyes, as he stumbled back from the slap. He wanted to cry, but you could tell he was holding his feelings in. He was speechlessā¦ how could you suddenly act like thisā¦? If he had been a nuisance to you, why did you act like you cared at all? He was confused, hurt and betrayed.
āIā¦ I trusted youā¦ā he whimpered, but was cut off by his sudden sob. The slap had hurt, but your cruel words had hit him hard. He felt ashamed, pathetic, weak. Youād had so much trust in youā¦ and yet you suddenly turnedā¦ suddenlyā¦ slapped himā¦? You had never acted like this before, you never would have slapped himā¦ yetā¦ you did. He was left speechless, unsureā¦
āCanāt you see how pathetic you are?ā you added, and he felt his heart snap in two. So this was what you thought of him? You looked down on him, thought he was patheticā¦? He was speechlessā¦ he didnāt know what to sayā¦ how could youā¦ call him that? He wasnāt pathetic, he had just had so manyā¦ so many problems that it was overwhelming him. He felt so ashamed, so embarrassed, so weakā¦ his eyes were wide, unable to say a word.
āAnd thatās why nobody cares about you. Youāre not important enough for anyone to worry about youā¦ā was another thing you said to a still frozen Geto. You were being so coldā¦ you were being so harshā¦ you had never talked to him like this before. He was speechless, he didnāt know what to say. Nobody had ever been this harsh to him before. His only friend was the one who was suddenly being this cruel to himā¦ and he just went silentā¦
he stared at you in utter and complete disbelief. So this was it? Youāre finallyā¦ breaking it off? After what looked like months of being friends, of you being a close friend to himā¦ this is how it ends? He didnāt say anything- it was too late for that- you had decided, and so this was how it was meant to be, he feltā¦ crushedā¦ heartbrokenā¦ he couldnāt believe it ended like thisā¦ you had completely ended your friendship so abruptly.
You just left him, aloneā¦ after all the time you had spent together, the time shared, the memories, the adventures. You chose to suddenlyā¦ end everything there. And like that, he was alone. He was all on his ownā¦ a boy with no friend, no support, no one to ask for help from. After the sudden turn of events, all he was left with was utter solitudeā¦
The days went by, and he felt miserable. Alone, without support. All he can think about was what happenedā¦ the time that he let his guard down, his feelings were betrayed completely. You were his supportā¦ and now he was left with nothing. He couldnāt bring himself to trust anyone after that. Nobody. He couldnāt trust anyone. He stopped being so open and friendly, instead keeping himself hidden from everyone. He avoided you, he avoided his classmatesā¦ he avoided everyone.
He became isolated, he felt so aloneā¦ he felt like he was back to square one. Back to before he got to know youā¦ he was back to being alone, but all he could think about was what had happened between you two. All the wordsā¦ the betrayalā¦ the slapā¦ he felt like it was his fault. He had let his emotions overwhelm him to the point where you couldnāt take it anymoreā¦ he had been the problem. He was the one to blame. Everything felt like his fault, he had ruined everything.

well that was something *hands you a tissue*anyway hope you liked as much i did writing it
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||MINI ME|| written by me ā~ā”~ā
Plot: Gojo being an affectionate father as he meets his baby for the first time.
Tags-Breast feeding mention,lots of cuddles,fluff,fatherly love,heartwarming,cute overload.
@muzansslxt @candy69gurl @kiwicopia

āYouāre cuterā Gojo teases, but he is pleased. He likes watching you nurse Hotaru. Itās a special moment, for the both of you and your child. āHeās adorableā Satoru continues, his voice dripping with affection ābut his motherā¦ hm, far more gorgeous" Satoru laughs softly and pulls the baby in for a tight squeeze. Then, he lifts his head and stares at him once more, holding him at arm's length. The babyās eyes are wide and bright, like stars in the sky "You have my eyes, little one. You have my eyes...and that adorable chuckle" He adds, before grinning to himself. It feels good looking at his baby. Good and strange. The whole situation was a bit surreal, in a good way, but... "I think I'm starting to understand what being a dad means"
Hatoru yawned as he wobbled scooting near his father chest and laying his head on his shoulder.
Satoru grins as he feels the weight of his sonās head resting on his shoulder. He gently caress Hotaruās head as the baby falls asleep, and Satoruās hand comes down to rub soft circles on his sonās back.
Hatoru yawned and he whimpered softly as he couldn't sleep continuously sifting in his dad embrace.
Satoru looks down at his son, noticing the babyās tired, watery eyes. Immediately, he feels guilt again, realizing that his son is still adjusting to his new surroundings and hasnāt gotten used to falling asleep by himself yet. With a gentle sigh, he pulls Hotaru close to himself again, his grip tightening around the baby as a way to offer more comfort. āShhā Satoru whispers quietly as he rocks his son āItās okayā¦ Iām here. Iām hereā¦.ā
But that didn't help much as Hotaru whimper continued, his tiny fists clutching to his chest as he whimpers, more maybe he needed his pacifier.
Satoruās heart twists when he hears the cries continue. He couldnāt stand seeing his son like this, with his tiny fists clutching his cheeks and his big, blue eyes so watery. Without a second thought, he pulls out a pacifier from his pocket and pops it into Hotaruās mouth. The baby chews on the pacifier with an adorable expression, sucking on it as he does. āBetter?ā Satoru smiles, letting out a breath of relief.
Satoru stares at his son for a long moment, his breath caught in his throat over how *tiny* the baby is. His tiny fists on Satoruās chest, his chubby cheeks as they wobble with his yawns, a small smear of drool as he sucks on the pacifierāeverything about the little one makes Satoruās heart swell. The baby looks incredibly adorable right now, and Satoru canāt help but feel a little happy to see the little one so calm.
"Boop" Gojo said soflty as he booped softly Hatoru little bitty nose with the tip of his finger and the baby made a cooing noise curling up his nose.
You sighed looking at the two of them and how cute they were before you let a yawn of your own "Let's go to bed sweetie" you said tiredly at Gojo.
āIn a few minutesā Satoru pouted whispering, his gaze still on his son. āJustā¦ā The babyās sleepy eyes are adorable, and he canāt help but feel affectionate seeing them in this state. āJust let me cherish this moment, please?ā
"Oh my god you're so adorable, you're not having a baby fever now are you?" You asked smirking looking at him.
āMaybe a little...ā Satoru smiles, not denying it. The entire situation with them becoming parents was a bit overwhelming, but... it was so worth it. He loves it here, with his son in his arms, smiling at him just as he is. āYouāre not jealous are you? And āIf you mean āis seeing my baby like this making me feel all kinds of feelsā? Yesā he answers, feeling a bit sheepish āAnd if itās not baby fever, thenā¦ I donāt even know what to call it. Just watching him sleep makes me smile for some reasonā
He paused before adding
āIs that weird?ā He asks, still admiring Hotaruās sleeping form. āI just feelā¦ā A strange feeling of warmth erupted throughout his body. Love, maybe? āI feel contentā
"No,not at all,it just means that you love your son and I feel the same" you said caressing softly the baby cheek as he sleeps
The warm sensation spreads through Gojoās chest as he stares down at his son. Hatoru is so small and innocent that he makes Gojo want to cover him in kisses and hugs. He never imagined being a father would make him feel like this. Love and affection, sure, but thisā¦ this is a whole new world of emotions that heās never experienced before. āItās a nice feelingā he murmurs. āA very nice feelingā
āWe should get to bed now, right?ā He asks, still watching his sonās sleeping face, then looking over to you. He doesnāt want to miss this moment, but he also doesnāt want you to exhaust yourself.
"You can bring the baby in our bed so that we can sleep together"
Satoru looks down at Hotaru at your suggestion and his heart flutters. Yes. He wants that. He wants that very, *very* much. The two of you could sleep in bed with the baby together. Hold him close as he sleeps. It would be the most content moment of his life. Satoru swallows, trying to keep himself from smiling like an idiot. āThatās a great ideaā
Satoru nods and gets up, taking his son in his arms once more. The baby is *so* light. So delicate. So cute. He chuckles as he follows you up the stairs, and walks into the bedroom. Your bed is large enough for a king, and it doesnāt take you long to climb into bed and pull Hotaru with each of you at either side. āWeāre a familyā Satoru whispers, his voice nearly breaking. āWeāre a family nowā
"Are you crying?" You asked giggling softly at your husband antics.
Satoru gives you a sheepish smile. Itās true, he has tears in his eyes. Not tears of sadness, but tears of pure joy. āAm I crying?ā he chuckles softly, wiping his eyes. āMaybe just a little. Thisāā he gestures to their family in bed āāitās just so beautifulā¦ so preciousā¦ā āWe created thisā¦ā He continues. āMe and you, together, we created this perfect thingā Satoru smiles again, his voice cracking with emotion as he stares down at his son. āThereās nothing better in the world than thisā
āYouāre a sentimental idiotā you giggled and rolled your eyes amusedly, but you didn't object when Satoru sweeps you up in a warm embrace and pulls you close to hug you. Youāre a family now. Hotaru is yours, and together, you are more than youāve ever been.
Bonus:
Satoru laughs softly, pressing his face against you āIām a sentimental idiotā He agrees, smiling against your cheek. āBut my God, I donāt think thereās anything in the world that can make me so happy right now. You and our babyā¦ā He trails off as he continues to embrace you contented and completely at ease as you both slowly drift off to sleep.
ā¤ā”āā§āā¤ā”āā§āā¤ā”āā§āā¤ā”āā§āā¤
Me thinking about this:

āHappy,happy,happy~ā
thinking of building a snowman with gojo and him blushing and all because heās so full of love and he want to give it to reader āļøā¤ļøāš„
was just thinking of romantic gojo nowadays š
āāŗāā ā holiday headcanons event !!


day 5.4: building a snowman with gojo āļø



š° genre: fluff !! āļø word count: 683 š summary: building a snowman with gojoāļø š£ thanks for requesting anon! if you'd like to request any other prompt for any other character, please refer to my holiday headcanons event and send me an ask!


gojo, ever the little shit that he was, laughed aloud when the head of the snowman you two were working on fell on your head after you skidded off the slippery ground and fell on your butt. he captured numerous photos of you, filming him laughing aloud as you scooped bits of snow off your face, your eyebrows furrowed at him. "aww... is shorty angry?" he asked you in a mocking tone as you threw a snow ball at him.
every snow ball you threw at gojo never hit him, his damned limitless technique was a pain in your neck for this very reason. he stuck his tongue out at you playfully, from underneath his dark shades, he pulled on his lower eyelid, taunting you. you huffed and tried to roll up another head for the snowman you two were working on in defeat.
gojo hated it whenever you'd go silent when he teases you, he misses the fiery side of you that'd snap back at him and give him a taste of his own bullshit. he decided to tone things down a bit and help you, such a little thing like you in his eyes wouldn't be able to do this all alone, right?
"hey," he murmured, pressing his forehead against yours, smiling like a doofus. his cyan blue eyes gazing at you from underneath his sunglasses, they didn't carry an ounce of apology or guilt, they did carry in them, however, a load of admiration. "lemme help you rebuild frosty over here, he's ours," he insists as he helps you roll up a sizeable head for the snowman.
after the head was of a decent size, he helped you carry it up on its body and stabilize it. you still weren't forgiving him, though, so you gave him the silent treatment. gojo noticed this and yawned loudly, grabbing your attention, even for a split second. "geez, you're boring like this..." he muttered, picking up the small pebbles and the carrot nose that was on the snowman's old head.
he placed the pebbles where its eyes should be, and with such force, he thrusted the carrot right in between its eyes, chuckling. "it looks funny like this, right?" he asked you with a childish grin, pointing at it and looking at you with expectant eyes. though, you weren't looking at him, you were busy playing with the snow next to the snowman, ticking gojo off a bit.
he slowly placed a hand on your shoulder, shaking you a little, trying to get your attention once more. "hey... hey, you can't seriously still be mad at me for earlier, are ya?" he asked you, looking a bit incredulous at you. yet again, you said nothing, making gojo sigh dramatically; he only ever did this for you, nobody elseāhe clasped his hands together while kneeling before you, and with a grand bow, he exclaimed, "oh, my dear, please forgive me! i am but a bumbling fool! forgive me for my stupidity, even though it was the funniest thing to ever happen today, please, be merciful on me, my sweet!"
your response was nothing like he imagined, but wholly welcomed; you responded with... a successful hit to his face with a snowball. gojo's sunglasses were now coated in some snow, which he smirked at, seeing you smile slightly before turning away from him. he chuckled as he took his sunglasses off, wiping the bits of snow from his face. "oh, we're gonna start playing like that now, huh?" he asked you in a challenging voice, picking up some snow and shaping it into a crude sphere, chucking it at you, making you giggle.
you fired back and threw a snowball of your own at him again, while gojo did the same, not backing down and throwing snowballs at you in retaliation. you could never be mad at gojo for that long, not with him being your snow child's father, of course you could never be mad; but you could always give him a taste of his own bullshit to make it even with him.
GHAAAA MY BB BOY AFSAFADSHJHNKAXDKJNBHAXKJHNBDFSXAHNKJSADF


Some teenager Gojo redraw from season 2. I can't wait for the next episode!
Bonus :


the fic ahead is only SFW 16+ š
Featuring Choso and Gojo with different reaction at reader in neck biting.
Cw: a bit of moaning,sfw,couple stuff,neck biting/sucking,sexy movementsš,suggestive dialogues,inexperienced reader.
Also in advance sorry for mistakes I'm writing this at 6:35 am

āYouāre so smallā Choso murmurs. His voice is so soft youāre not even entirely sure heās talking to you. But the way his eyes are zeroed in on you tells you that youāre the source of his intrigue. He seems like heās going to add something but instead he just continues studying you.
"I'm not small..." You grunted a bit blushing and when you eyes fell on Choso neck you felt the urge to bite it but looked away resisting.
Choso doesn't correct you this time because he's a bit preoccupied with the way you keep avoiding eye contact. When he notices you glance at his neck, he tilts his head to the side, slightly exposing more of its flesh. It's pretty smooth skin, aside from a slight crease running down the center of his neck. If you tried hard to resist that urge to bury your teeth into him, you could probably use your lips to leave kisses allover him. He's just begging for it.
You covered your mouth making a distressed sound looking away as you felt your need to bite his neck increasing and your heart started beating faster.
Choso's breath hitches when you cover your mouth, although it's a bit difficult to tell if it's from excitement or surprise. When you look away, he feels the urge to gently bring your chin back up and make you look him in the eyes. He notices the way you're breathing and how your heart rate has picked up, and it's enough to make him consider leaning over to finally have that bite on the neck he's been hoping for.
Choso shifts position, resting his hands across his legs, and the movement pulls the hem of his shirt down just enough that the neckline is now revealed. When you glance at his neck again, the urge to nibble on it increases tenfold. Choso's gaze is heavy, but he's doing his best to hide the way his pupils are already widening. When you stare too long, you see his breath quicken and his chest begin to rise and fall slightly faster.
Then finally you couldn't resist anymore and lunged towards him biting his neck and sucking licking were you bited.
Choso's eyes widen and his breath catches, but he doesn't dare move, hoping you'll actually keep biting him. He can feel the pressure of your teeth biting into his flesh, and his breathing is becoming shallow while his other senses fill with the tang of your breath. He tries to stop himself from reacting and ruining it, but when he feels your tongue licking the spot you bit him on, his breath hitches again, and he shivers.
"Sorry I can't help myself ,your neck is so inviting" you muffled out as you kept going.
āNo need to apologizeā Choso mumbles, the way youāre biting down is causing him to groan softly in pleasure. He leans back on the bed to give you more space to do.. whatever it is you want to do with your mouth on him. Heās finding it difficult to stay still, especially with the way youāre using your tongue on the spot you bit him on.
āPlease.. continueā he lets out a breathy laugh while his eyes are closed. He relaxes even further and lets his head fall back with a moan, feeling your tongue swirl and tease his skin. This feels too damn good.
āIs it.. just my neck you want?ā Choso asks as his breath catches in his throat, almost sounding like a choked gasp. He reaches up and tugs slightly at the back of your shirt, wanting to bring you closer so he can feel your breath and tongue on other places of his body.
Now that you think about it you never tought of going...over than neck biting so it catches you by surprise.
As much as Choso has enjoyed having you nibble on his neck, the soft skin of his collarbone and shoulders calls to you even more. He pulls gently at your shirt again, wanting to feel your mouth and tongue on other places as well. "Please.. I want.." He starts to say, then trails off, not entirely sure what he wants. All he knows is that your tongue feels too good, and he'd be an idiot if he didn't do everything in his power to keep you using it like that.
"I don't I never did something like that other than kissing..." Your voice was strained and feeble as your body was shaking with excitement and fear.
"Please.." he manages again, his voice is more of a husky whisper now. "Just.. do whatever you want.." His fingers are still curled loosely around the fabric of your shirt, waiting for your decision. When he senses your hesitation, he pulls more firmly at the shirt, trying to encourage you to move closer to him. He can't help itāall he wants to do is feel your tongue on more than just his neck.
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That's all for now sorry guys I need to sleep I will post part 2 of Gojo reaction goodnight (its 7:18 am)
Literally me while writing all this:

Friend: " I heard that you write jujutsu kaizen fanfic? I bet they're so good and happy,what do you write?"
*me looks at the paper that I wrote*
"I don't care about picnics right now" He shouts "Don't you dare close your eyes. Do you hear me?! Stay with me!"
His hands shake, and he looks through the doorway, where Hotaru is playing in the next room, completely oblivious to the tragedy unfolding right in front of him. "I need you to stay alive"
A small moan escapes Satoru's lips as his lover dies in his arms, unable to do anything to stop it from happening. "No" His hands clutch onto your body as he buries his face into your shoulder. "No no no no no..."
His breathing grows shaky and erratic, and his crying turns into full-blown sobs. For the first time in all his life, he feels helpless and powerless. He's useless.
Me:"Angst I wrote angst"
Them:


