I Know I Just Posted About Tma Ocs, Buuuuuut I'm Posting Again >:)

I know I just posted about tma ocs, buuuuuut I'm posting again >:)

I want to make an Avatar based on a Fear I haven't thought of yet soo

Not to make this into a vent account...

But I don't think anyone in my class likes me that much. They never ask me to help them with their shootings (we go to film school), but then they complain about not having enough people, they barely ever include me in their plans or conversations, sometimes they even put their backs to me when we talk in a group :/

What have I done wrong? I get I'm not very good at shootings (I get overwhelmed easily, I have autism and anxiety which doesn't help), but that can't be the whole reason none of them seem to like me.

I find it hard enough to make connections, but if this keeps going on like this, I may as well give up on making friends.

Tried to draw them using Dungeon Meshi reference images? They're supposed to be were-rat, cause I love rats :P

Also I wanna make a dungeon meshi oc but I'm still on volume one :(

Should I make an oc for this manga??

Hello!! Sooo I drew a character a few weeks ago, a mannequin sorta punk person. And now that I'm having fun making TMA ocs, I think they could work as an Avatar of the Stranger?

The problem is the most known Avatar of the Stranger, Nikola Orsinov is ALSO a mannequin and I don't my unnamed oc to just be a Nikola clone :/ any ideas?

Alsooo I've convinced a classmate to make a TMA oc too :) he chose an avatar of the Spiral!!

Also my psychologist and psychiatrist will test me to see if I have bpd at some point in the next months, so I have that to look forward to. Maybe by then everything will be fine and I won't remember anything bad, meaning the diagnosis that means the most me will never happen.

Not to make this into a vent account...

But I don't think anyone in my class likes me that much. They never ask me to help them with their shootings (we go to film school), but then they complain about not having enough people, they barely ever include me in their plans or conversations, sometimes they even put their backs to me when we talk in a group :/

What have I done wrong? I get I'm not very good at shootings (I get overwhelmed easily, I have autism and anxiety which doesn't help), but that can't be the whole reason none of them seem to like me.

I find it hard enough to make connections, but if this keeps going on like this, I may as well give up on making friends.

GUYS I TOLD MY MUM ABOUT MY TMA OCS!! I'm not entirely sure she understands the fact I'm making characters for an already existing show, but she did give me ideas!!!

A Buried Avatar who's a cinema/theatre usher, but whenever you arrive you're too late and the film/play has already started, so you're trapped in a waiting room that seems to get smaller and smaller with an usher that won't let you in until the movie/play is over.

An End Avatar who leads a small religion (NOT A CULT!!) that's obsessed with Doomsday and the Death of humanity.

The second one is less developed but that's alright!!

>:)