So Today I Made Cookies

So today I made cookies

And I brought them to my class (because I don't have a life and want people to like me) and my crush keeps telling me she loves me (cuz I brought her food duh) and I'm blushing like hell and feel all warm and happy but also low key dying inside because I don't think she would say that if she was gay so... There's that...

Oh My God I love hugs

Like literally LOVE them

They are so pure and nice and warm

Hugging a friend? Nice!

Hugging a parent? So good!

Hugging a crush? So warm and lovely!

Hugging your SO? My God wouldn't that be perfect?

I could just hug people for hours, nothing more, just hugging. Hanging out and hugging, chillin' and hugging, hugging for Hellos and goodbyes. And my god CUDDLING?? like OMG yes please!!

just

hugging

Y'know?

Some cishets are complaining we took rainbows, but I think we should be complaining they took rainbows.

How the heck am I supposed to recognize fellow gays when every other person thinks it's ok for them to wear a rainbow shirt or bag or I don't even know.

Give us back our rainbows unless you want me to march up to you and kiss the heck out of your beautiful rainbow wearing ass you little straight girl™.

Today my crush asked me

Do you love me? And I'm like yeah and she's like do you love me the best..?? And I'm like of course (well duh she's so incredible and cute!!!<3) and she's like awww and I smile for one second until I realize wait that ain't something she'd say if she was gay and then I got sad

I don't wanna be gay

I still wanna love girls

And I still wanna be a girl

I just don't wanna be

GAY

What's with all the labeling??

I don't like it

I wish love was really just love

And that's it...

What the heck anxiety

Even when I send something to my friends which some I know for almost 12(!) years I get all anxious and freaked out till they answer like what if I did something wrong maybe I sent it to the whole class (even tho I can clearly see which chat I'm in urghhh) wtf why do this to meee