thememoirofana

Thememoirofana

hw: 60 lw: 46 cw: 54 gw1: 48 gw2: 46 ugw: 45 | I still want to eat and feel alive yall | active July 20+

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Do You Guys Have Foods/drinks That You Dont Count?

Do you guys have foods/drinks that you dont count?

I don't count zero drinks up to 10cals, broth, coffee without milk or sugar, and if I have to taste something while cooking (I do about 75% of the cooking in my family) I don't count that either.

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thememoirofana

2 years ago

12 May - Day 22

My lw last time was 46 (101.4), I gained because I was forced into recovery, and then it got out of hand. This time, I got to 48, and then I allowed myself free days over Christmas, and that got out of hand for a few months.

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thememoirofana

2 years ago

I thought you guys were dramatising those bing3 dreams???

Like I ate something in my dream a few nights ago that I'd never even seen before, it was blue with a hard coating on the outside and a stiff marshmallow inside. And that's not even the first one😭😭

Also, I've had an ed for 5 years, and this has never happened before...

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thememoirofana

2 years ago

18 April - Day 7

My parents don't know that I'm currently trying to lose weight, but if they did, they would be concerned and against it even though I've picked up weight recently.

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thememoirofana

2 years ago

My mom knows!! (Forced recovery)

Hi there! I don't know who you are, but I need your help. My mom just stated that she knows that I'm not eating properly and she's going to start making me breakfast and lunch, that on top of what I eat now, which is dinner.

I'm 155cm with a bmi of 22.2. I try to stick to 500 cal a day, I don't exercise really, I drink 2l of water. I'm going to be upping my daily limit to about 1200 because of my mom.

How do I continue to lose at least 0.5 kgs a week?

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thememoirofana

2 years ago

21 April - Day 9

The first person that I remember making a comment about my weight in a negative way was a girl in grade one. She said I was chubby in a cute way, but mockingly. She was thin and has stayed thin and sporty her whole life. From there, I noticed how my extended family commented negatively on other people's weight, family, friends, and strangers alike. They never directly commented on my weight, but when I lost weight, they started buying me clothing and taking me out.

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