21 April - Day 9

21 April - Day 9

The first person that I remember making a comment about my weight in a negative way was a girl in grade one. She said I was chubby in a cute way, but mockingly. She was thin and has stayed thin and sporty her whole life. From there, I noticed how my extended family commented negatively on other people's weight, family, friends, and strangers alike. They never directly commented on my weight, but when I lost weight, they started buying me clothing and taking me out.

13 May - Day 23

Oh yeah, one hundred percent. I feel like if I hadn't known Barbie or Daphne or the portrayal of bullying of fat people on TV, I wouldn't want to be smaller. I'd see the main characters who looked like me, and I wouldn't question it. Instead, the side characters are larger than the MCs, and I know it's because the producers and directors are forced to be inclusive. People are forced to include people like me. I don't want people to feel like they're forced to like me because they pity my size.

This doesn't make as much sense to me now, but I can't think of a better way to word it..

01 May - Day 14

My ugw is 45kgs. I hope to reach it by the time I move overseas.

Ps. Once again, I answered these almost a month ago. So this is an update: losing the weight that I gained is taking a lot longer than I thought it would, I will not reach my ugw by mid-June. Also, my mom is making me eat about 700 cals more, so I won't lose much more. Nevertheless, I won't give up that easy and will keep you all updated✨️

06 May - Day 17

Yes. I think it's been going on for enough years now for me to feel like I have an 3d. Although, maybe it's just disordered eating but not quite a disorder.

25 April - Day 10

It's only been about a week this time, so so far, there hasn't been anything that has been really hard to give up.

Ps. If you haven't seen before, I answered these about a month ago, there's definitely things that have been hard to give up by now✨️

My mom knows!! (Forced recovery)

Hi there! I don't know who you are, but I need your help. My mom just stated that she knows that I'm not eating properly and she's going to start making me breakfast and lunch, that on top of what I eat now, which is dinner.

I'm 155cm with a bmi of 22.2. I try to stick to 500 cal a day, I don't exercise really, I drink 2l of water. I'm going to be upping my daily limit to about 1200 because of my mom.

How do I continue to lose at least 0.5 kgs a week?