I Don't Wanna Sleep

I don't wanna sleep

I don't want to sleep,

Stay awake for All eternity.

Sleep isn't for the weak,

And I'm in my minds captivity.

I don't feel sleepy anymore,

My brain is slowly rotting.

There's one person im fighting for,

And my will to die im blocking.

Sleepy, sleepy, I don't feel it,

Till tomorrow I stay awake.

Sleepy, sleepy, suddenly I feel it,

And I fall asleep that isn't fake.

~Radúz Fleck

Im not okay rn. I just realised when I get back to school in 2 months I'll have to see my rapist again. We're in the same class and friend group...I'll just find a new friend group somehow

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Thinking about ending it all

Thinking about ending it all,

Cutting open my throat,

Like a sacrificial goat,

Maybe I'll do it in fall.

I'm losing hope,

I want to starve,

I want to carve,

Into my skin like Soap.

I wish to leave,

Living is not for me,

Here I'll never be free,

Here awaits only grief.

But I never go,

I stay because of a glimmer of hope,

And no motivation to tie the rope,

Or myself into the river throw.

I always feel so empty when I'm in my room, I hate it.