I Was Trying To Look For Student Looks Or College Looks Yesterday. And EVERYTHNING Is Just AND .

I was trying to look for student looks or college looks yesterday. And EVERYTHNING is just <insert picture of a tall, pretty white girl> AND <insert picture of something you can only wear in peak winter cause higher edu is equivalent to Dark Academia which is equivalent to coats and mufflers and sweaters>. 

Like I am sorry?? I am dark and these colors that look good on fair people will not suit me. And I know I am an adult but I am short. And I go to college in a place where the climate is like the long winter in Narnia, but exchange that with summer. 

Maybe I am just looking at the wrong places, but I felt VERY disappointed. 

the only thing i have in common with Henry Winter... is his migraine.

When you put in more effort in the 1 credit subsidiary course rather than the 3 credit core course.

Sometimes my brain be like....

Anybody’s noticed those discordant piano notes in Olivia Rodrigo’s ‘Jealousy, Jealousy’...? I am like, genuinely impressed how they level up the crazy-with-jealousy, wild vibe of the song.

Things that made me study science and maths (mostly good books)

·       A picture in yuval noah harari’s book, ‘Homo Deus’

·       A picture in the ‘Brief History of Time’

·       The word ‘epoch’

·       The book, ‘A Brief History of Everything’

·       A superb book called Number devil

·       A college level physics textbook called, ‘Conceptual physics’

·       A book called ‘We have no idea’

·       My school maths textbook(s)

·       The software Desmos

·       My poetic disposition

 Things that still dissuade me from studying science and maths (in no particular order)

·       The essay ‘A mathematician’s apology’

·       The competition

·       The hype about this place <insert name of popular institution/college>

·       My physics and maths TEACHERS

·       My school physics textbook

·       Guys who pretend they know everything

·       Guys who know everything

·       Biographies of genius mathematicians and physicists

·       Imposter syndrome

·       My inability to crunch big numbers