Still Learning To Play With Templates!

Still learning to play with templates!

“can you tell me your opinion on this” -ghostreaper

There’s a nice stellium of planets over your 9th and 10th house, occupied by the sign of self-enlightenment. Sagittarius’ natural ruler Jupiter is included in that mix. That’s the planet of self-expansion within the house of your public image and career. He works to receive fulfillment and grow your attraction through the wisdom that you bring into whatever work you do. But his lessons will frustrate you if you have issues in the 4th house.

Have you ever been so attracted to something like a new hobby, but felt creatively blocked?

It’s like your desires are too strong to ignore so you spend time articulating your attraction, just to feel paralyzed by your own standards... Venus and Mars are conjunct in this house which can speak for your desire to shed limitations around what your career can look like. Because a lot of the time what holds us back are the ideas and perceptions of the people around us.

The 10th house is naturally ruled by Saturn, the planet of soul accountability. She sits on your ascendant, lording over your identity. I think she’s the key to actualization your potential. Otherwise your dreams will stay dreams unless you prove to yourself that you deserve them. You can do shadow work to release your blocks and connect with the divine. You would make yourself available to receive miracles.

The doodle I drew appears like a rooster. It feels like you have a heart chakra block, because maybe you were tired of your relationships or they don’t really inspire you. This could have to do with peers and co-workers specifically who you are in competition with.

Those type of connections should motivate you to be better than yourself, otherwise they are as good as mutual ego-trips that lead nowhere fast.

Saturn and Pluto both represent the divine feminine on a collective level, so they are heavily misunderstood as you can imagine. Our patriarchal society needs to heal the relationship we have with the divine in general, in order to act from our highest potential and create miracles.

~Good luck

If you want it, it is MEANT for you. Your feelings of guilt didn’t come from out of nowhere. That’s your programming... We’ve been taught that it’s wrong to want even our own destiny.

--- My dream of an Elephant ---

I was on a night drive with my mom, though we didn’t know where we were going. I knew that we were to meet someone who had previously delivered something to us. But we recognized them as family that didn’t like us... so we decided against going in case that the situation would turn hostile.

We ended up going to the next house, which was the same situation, where the person also didn’t like us. Yet my mother approached the house anyway, because it was trickling with water; we saw a giant fountain in the shape of an elephant. My mom was met with an angry woman that I didn’t recognize, and I left after she followed her inside the house.

There was a beach nearby, but I had to cross this apartment complex that looked like a jungle gym... It was full of characters that reminded me of middle school. I tried to ignore them as they taunted me, but some of them flirted with me too. If I looked them in the eyes too long they would draw me in close-- like energetically. 

Each person seemed to dissipate as an abstract shape, while I climbed a scaffolding from the side of the apartment onto the beach... it wasn’t until I reached the top of the complex that I met someone on the beach who gave me the sweetest kiss ever.

---  July begins my personal month XVI ---

The Tower; with Neptune’s influence over the High-Heart. This arcana represents an event that miraculously shifts your reality... Which can be as subtle as lighting, or as harrowing as a puffy cloud. Neptune is a divine masculine sphere working to descend divine energy into the material plane. We can work with his powers of metaphysical emergence through the Soul Star. This is what allows us to have an immersive spiritual experience while we are on Earth.

Neptune’s influence over the High-Heart is meant to manifest a miracle in disguise. Most people are not open to receive miracles from the divine, because society has brainwashed them to sink into the 3rd dimension. Our higher-self works through the Soul Star, which is never blocked. Except our higher-self will act to support us through whatever level of consciousness that we can be reached. The beliefs that you are attached to can be a way for your guides to shield or protect you. However, people with very strong attachments will manifest huge bouts of struggle as the divine reclaims its presence in their life.

That’s why this card is pretty notorious for it’s symbolism. Neptune in your chart defines your highest potential, but you don’t get to experience it unless you’re doing the work to allow the divine some sacred space in your heart. The High-Heart chakra is even more-so distorted by people’s limited understanding because humanity is still going undergoing a Heart chakra awakening. You can’t expect to ascend into 5D overnight... there’s real 3D work to practice and only by turning to your innate divinity can you begin to witness real miracles on Earth.

--- The planet of my highest potential in my 5th house ---

This is the house of pleasure, where the expression of your soul desires attracts more of what you need. It’s where you grow into your power as a magnetic, creative force, or become engulfed in your own insatiable impulses. 

My 5th house is largely ruled by the sign of Self-actualization, which reinstates my sense of character. I’m someone who learned to be proud of myself, and see my own progress when others treated me like I’m disposable. Neptune has taught me that envy is a self-imposed illusion. It’s a perfect pill for escapists who need to deny that they set their own standards... I’ve struggled with my personality for so long because I kept expecting for people to make space for me to fit into their world. It wasn’t until I realized that I could make my own world-- that I belonged to my own lane and category, did I actually start to respect myself. 

A huge marker of my adolescent period was about my self-expression as a culturally displaced, visibly queer kid.

------------------------The Witcher + The Tarot-------------------------

The Major Arcana of Death represents Uranus’ influence over the Solar Plexus. The planet of cataclysmic growth affecting the chakra of ego drive and personal vitality.

Geralt claims responsibility of Cirilla through law of surprise, without knowledge of what it would entail after.

The Major Arcana of The Chariot represents Neptune’s influence over the Solar Plexus. The planet of soul immersion affecting the chakra of ego drive and personal vitality.

The Major Arcana of The Lovers represents Venus’ influence over the Throat. The planet of our heart’s desires affecting the chakra of conscious needs and communication.

Geralt chose to fall in love with Yennefer despite his realization of her physical transformation.

The Major Arcana of The Devil represents Venus’ influence over the Root. The planet of our heart’s desires affecting the chakra of emotional security and sexual autonomy.

Yennefer’s desire for power drives her to betray Geralt again and again despite the intense attraction they share through the Djinn’s spell.

Let me know if I could help clarify anything!

      The 3rd house deals heavily with how we’re socialized, how we internalize behaviors and perpetuate the unspoken policies of our tribe. It can be as tangible to you as your native language, or as illusive as an inherited illness.