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8 years ago

“I sank to the bottom

of the shower and down

the drain, put my mouth

around the copper pipes,

and held my breath. I twisted

the volume dial to the point

of bleeding ears and drove

and drove and

dove

into my disassociating mind (again)

while my chest vibrated in time

with the bass and I wished

to be warped around the base

of a tree.

I shuffle pages of textbooks

until my eyes go numb,

until the skin on my hands

are paper thin, until

my veins become fountain pens.”

   -EL


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