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7 years ago

“My bones flushed pink

and charred red wherever

you touched. Our bodies

became welded together,

a mangled pile of marrow,

and I became a skeleton:

red and dancing, hung

by the strings in your closet.

My war drum of a heart

wasn’t enough. You

sawed away

as bone dust remained

and my pink faded to lilac.”

   -EL


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7 years ago

“Fatigue is slowly breaking

me down into knots

of unease, pulling tighter

until my arms are looped

around my neck,

strangling myself.

And my frayed nerves

keep sparking, catching

anything flammable

and leaving my lungs

with nothing but gray smoke.”

   -EL


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7 years ago

“I sank to the bottom

of the shower and down

the drain, put my mouth

around the copper pipes,

and held my breath. I twisted

the volume dial to the point

of bleeding ears and drove

and drove and

dove

into my disassociating mind (again)

while my chest vibrated in time

with the bass and I wished

to be warped around the base

of a tree.

I shuffle pages of textbooks

until my eyes go numb,

until the skin on my hands

are paper thin, until

my veins become fountain pens.”

   -EL


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7 years ago

“The alcohol scalding my throat

makes me believe I can burn

this city to the ground

and make angels

out of the ashes. Maybe

then I could finally fly

away on soot dusted wings.”

   -EL


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8 months ago

Ask: Astrology Placements for Dancers, Gymnasts, and Yogis

I am thinking of doing a creative healing project involving pole dance, aerial silks /aerial yoga, and some sensual dance. To free the body, free the mind, and unite the body-mind connection for people with trauma (so a Somatic healing experience if that makes sense). This would combine music therapy, visuals, recorded performances, affirmations, and grounding work. I may even include some shadow work journals and additional grounding tools on the website. I want to gently guide others through evoking the root and the strength in their trauma (survival state) from where they feel most comfortable. All of these would be presented in an interactive format. I used to dance ballet but I am hesitant to start this project solo. I will be taking about a year to do this with the level of care and professionalism that I want to provide. Can you give me indicators/placements of the dancers/athletes mentioned? If you are a dancer of any kind feel free to drop your personal placements and any thoughts.

If you would like to give me personal tips, some of my placements are Aries SN(3H)/MRC(4H), Virgo MN(9H)/MRS(9H), Sagittarius ASC, Pisces VN(3H), Aquarius JP(2H), Libra MC, Virgo Lilith (8H), and Scorpio Chiron (10h - R) at 0'. My stelliums are as follows: 2H (Capricorn ruled with Jupiter, Uranus, Neptune, Ceres, Eros, and Sappho) and 3H (Pisces ruled with Sun, Venus, Saturn, and Vesta). Special mention to 8H and 9H near stelliums. 8H (Cancer ruled with Virgo Lilith 0', Leo Vertex 8', Virgo Psyche 7', and Leo Chariklo 4"). 9H (Virgo ruled with Virgo Moon 10', Virgo Mars 24', and Virgo North Node 28', Libra Pholus 9', Libra Haumea 3', Virgo Makemake 11').

Love - Dinah / Lior Luna

Ask: Astrology Placements For Dancers, Gymnasts, And Yogis
Ask: Astrology Placements For Dancers, Gymnasts, And Yogis
Ask: Astrology Placements For Dancers, Gymnasts, And Yogis
Ask: Astrology Placements For Dancers, Gymnasts, And Yogis

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3 months ago

I follow back

AITA for choosing to continue in a competition that I am wholly unqualified for just to wreck someone else’s chance at winning?

I (M 17? 36? I never really knew my age; I don't think it matters now) got volunteered by my mother for a competition. Winning involves a lot of politics. I ran a clinic for the Temple before, so I am not wholly unfamiliar with being in charge of something, but this position requires being nice to a bunch of greedy assholes who can't comprehend that we're trying to have a society here.

I was going to withdraw, but then one of those jerks killed some of my guards to cover his own theft, and now I'm just angry.

Would I be the asshole if I continue with the competition just to make sure the other guy loses? I'm not sure what I'd do with the country if I won...

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7 years ago

“ The four most beautiful words in our common language: I told you so.”

- Gore Vidal


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