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Imaginary friend ~© #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvr9b0WDV9YUgJh_3LOAHJXLqbinK5266qpekE0/?igshid=17abxjlwaxk20

"Nightmares no longer wait for sleep" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #ptv #piercetheveil #onehundredsleeplessnights https://www.instagram.com/p/BwWYV9xF-AxNSYNfMMDCSDbbUBDeM1unirIhKE0/?igshid=19diovr4uiijh

"Nightmares no longer wait for sleep" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #ptv #piercetheveil #onehundredsleeplessnights https://www.instagram.com/p/BwWYV9xF-AxNSYNfMMDCSDbbUBDeM1unirIhKE0/?igshid=19diovr4uiijh

"I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights We used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone So darling don't don't wake me up 'Cause my thrill is gone" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #piercetheveil #ptv #songlyrics https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwo3Psqls6Zn3q6bfc5lOWBH3lupjpR_Y2vFj40/?igshid=17m6ueizrc5ii

"I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights We used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone So darling don't don't wake me up 'Cause my thrill is gone" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #piercetheveil #ptv #songlyrics https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwo3Psqls6Zn3q6bfc5lOWBH3lupjpR_Y2vFj40/?igshid=17m6ueizrc5ii

Some late-night thoughts I never posted. #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkcS8_lqDcXuhcB0CAeg2KrwTEy_a8cds84h40/?igshid=1020xpsx5lxtd

Some late-night thoughts I never posted. #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkcS8_lqDcXuhcB0CAeg2KrwTEy_a8cds84h40/?igshid=1020xpsx5lxtd

This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i

This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i

The fighting never ceases You are left ALONE #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkdExIFfYE7ib1PBybjNxkXIBQMZmCG8E5Ik40/?igshid=gvtpmp37qej3

The fighting never ceases You are left ALONE #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkdExIFfYE7ib1PBybjNxkXIBQMZmCG8E5Ik40/?igshid=gvtpmp37qej3

HURT #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #hurt https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkdfVoFwBJMTXsJvJfVVF5ZeAeqIoacy1530w0/?igshid=a95adrzbx4fp

HURT #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #hurt https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkdfVoFwBJMTXsJvJfVVF5ZeAeqIoacy1530w0/?igshid=a95adrzbx4fp

LOVE #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkd2VtFEhYeSJ94wcIBSQwvTy0t3OOdMnTLNA0/?igshid=6fmccl2ob9s3

LOVE #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkd2VtFEhYeSJ94wcIBSQwvTy0t3OOdMnTLNA0/?igshid=6fmccl2ob9s3

FEAR #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #fear https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkd8DplI-Qqqjm-DQns5Y8H-r2CKiK5BRNrt80/?igshid=10oxhmgnq9zn0

FEAR #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #fear https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkd8DplI-Qqqjm-DQns5Y8H-r2CKiK5BRNrt80/?igshid=10oxhmgnq9zn0

"Your tears don't fall They crash around me" "The moments died I hear no screaming The visions left inside me Are slowly fading" ~BFMV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love #words #poetry #songlyrics #bfmv #bulletformyvalentine #tearsdontfall https://www.instagram.com/p/BzH-8hLFhmEKZ_4qfKD_IjnvR8vmwXLmwIYLmE0/?igshid=yfokl38b2cdz

"Your tears don't fall They crash around me" "The moments died I hear no screaming The visions left inside me Are slowly fading" ~BFMV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love #words #poetry #songlyrics #bfmv #bulletformyvalentine #tearsdontfall https://www.instagram.com/p/BzH-8hLFhmEKZ_4qfKD_IjnvR8vmwXLmwIYLmE0/?igshid=yfokl38b2cdz

"When you look at my life Tell me what do you see? I'm only human So don't expect too much from me I lost my faith, what have I become? I don't think I can be safe from what I'm running from Will you remember me if I Were to fall into the sky? And what will they think of me If I leave it all behind? When I leave it all behind Would you be so surprised If I gave up tonight? I'm barely breathing I wanna kill the pain I feel inside" ~Sleeping With Sirens This song means so much to me #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #imgivingup #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love #words #poetry #songlyrics #sleepingwithsirens #sws #leaveitallbehind https://www.instagram.com/p/BzH_18IlrytqsLpIlSqis02TvyQEq4MxYZeSNk0/?igshid=12p2gsyred7yw