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The thought 'I Can't.'

Have you ever had the bitter, ice cold, shaky feeling that you can't do something?

I had it today. And I wonder what made me believe this in the first place? What had me thinking 'I can?' And really it was simply that I wanted it so bad in the moment, I threw fear away and just decided to go for it.

But I feel so lost today. So unsure. As what I've done has led me to other dead ends. It's more reminders of 'it's not working,' 'it wasn't enough.'

I just feel like...I can't...I just can't do it.

- Sequoia Red (via Sequoia Red)

I made a mistake... I hate making mistakes. They're usually impossible to fix. You have to spend months or years trying to shove it to the back of your mind just so you can move into the next parts of your life.

Quote about who you are becoming from "You Are a Badass"

I feel like I've failed at the very thing I worked so hard, and was so proud, to accomplish.

so did you do the rakugo thing for ijichi or...

Well, I tried my best. Glad he enjoyed it, but I was very embarassed for fumbling my words in the middle of it.

𝕊𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕘𝕘𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕁𝕒𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪.

Also glad that this wasn't the only thing we did for this day. It was overall a wonderful weekend together.

Every time I think I look ugly I immediately start to cry because I have my mothers face. And I feel like a horrible daughter for calling my mother ugly.

Trapped by the darkness

Failure

Here's what happened. When a rocket is launched, all the ignited fuel needs to go somewhere. It is usually diverted in tunnels. Elon decided it shall go nowhere. He exploded the rocket and it's launchpad so badly that it left a crater. This occurred on 20th April 2023.

The rocket exploding was normal. It happens to NASA too.

The crater in the launchpad was not normal and a completely preventable failure.

Make fun of him. He didn't make any arrangements for all the ignited fuels energy to go somewhere. But make fun of him the right way. Or else no one will join in on it.

Also please discuss the plight of all the exemplary people who had to follow this doddering fool's command. He funds everything so they have no choice. Let us remember the hard work they put into every other aspect.

“It’s not that big of a deal”

Can we like …STOP rushing to be the first to kiss that man’s ass ? Please ? It’s ok to laugh at his failures , I assure you

His rocket exploded like the piece of crap it was.

So, I just wanted to get this off my chest. I tried out for winterguard last year, and there were only 15 spots. The problem was, there were 17 people trying out. One girl backed out, so it was down to 16. Guess who was the lucky person to get cut? Yours truly! I understand she didn't want to cut anyone, but it was inevitable I guess. I'm thinking about trying again this year, does anyone have tips on how I can improve? My flag kept rolling up, so it might be somewhat with my wrists. I March clarinet, but I've been captivated by the guard and their flags, and winterguard gave me that opportunity because I don't wanna switch (BD prob wouldn't let me anyways).

there is an unspoken art in failure, a quiet mastery in rising when hope has slipped into darkness. yet, even then, you seek the light—like a lone sailor searching for the distant glow of a lighthouse on the deep, dark sea.

She told me that i was different special that i was the most productive of us the most insightful the most self-critical the most guilty different special

i am losing my mind for it shall never be quieted.

i am sick of these dreams of sexual assault and rape.

the worst part is that it is always someone that i know.

Yet I will go on with my futile efforts. I want to be a poet, so I will try my best <3

To Be Wrong

It takes courage to be wrong, to be corrected by someone. It takes strength to accept that you went astray and committed a mistake. But the greatest feats of humanity still come from those who can build themselves after they break. Those who understand that failure isn’t the end, that it’s a beginning of sorts; they are the ones who create history, they are the ones who get stuff done. But it’s…

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Worthless

you should really get help if you are reading this

Refection in the Ink

oh baby is it good to be back! it's been a while since i've posted, hope i didn't miss anything important!

After He Left It took me 5 years to finally put half of myself back together. It took me 5 years to smile again and start painting, a passion I had left behind when the grief drove me away from the light. It wasn’t his leaving that left me so broken. It was that when he left, he threw me to the ground and broke something that was already broken. He chipped away pieces of me while he was still in control of my life and he made sure to leave me with scars when he walked away. But I wasn’t broken because of him. I was broken because I was me and I stood up despite the brokenness and smiled. I think that’s quite an achievement. I think I’m starting to love myself.