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6 months ago

Watercolor wip of Kar'niss, BG 3's spidey boi

Watercolor Wip Of Kar'niss, BG 3's Spidey Boi

[Also thinking about making this a commission art style because I think it looks really pretty !!]


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3 months ago

That's my peepaw šŸ˜Œ

Finished My Second Bg3 Run And Was Wondering If Withers Just Goes Back To Sleep Again After He Verbally
Finished My Second Bg3 Run And Was Wondering If Withers Just Goes Back To Sleep Again After He Verbally

finished my second bg3 run and was wondering if withers just goes back to sleep again after he verbally smites the dead three


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happy almost pride month, what a wonderful time to remember all the Baldurā€™s Gate 3 companions are pansexual and donā€™t prefer a single gender!


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COLLISION

COLLISION

Astarion x Y/N - Chapter 2 - 2.5K WC

Masterlist

Chapter 1

Chapter 2 (you are here!)

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5 NSFW 18+

Chapter 6 NSFW 18+

Chapter 7 NSFW 18+

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Magic was tougher than it looked. It felt like the most grueling full body workout. ā€œWell, youā€™ve got enough to get you through a very shortā€¦ heavily aided battle.ā€ Shadowheart said, it sounded like the best backhanded compliment.Ā 

ā€œCan we be done for the day?ā€ You asked, cracking your neck and stretching your back. ā€œPlease?ā€

Gale smiled and waved you off, ā€œJust for today, weā€™ll need you in battle soon enough. Best you have a few tricks up your sleeve to surviveā€¦ A word of advice, seek out Laeā€™zel, have her show you combat training. The Githyanke are -ā€

ā€œExcellent warriors, I know.ā€ you stated without thinking.

Galeā€™s face faltered for a moment before relaxing ā€œPrecisely, sheā€™s the best to learn from.ā€ he clapped his hand on your shoulder before walking back to his tent.

Shadowheart was walking back to her tent but gave you a smile and mouthed ā€œgood luckā€ towards you.Ā 

You took a deep breath and walked to Laeā€™zelā€™s tent. Feet practically made of lead the way the anxiety made them drag. You stopped in front of her not looking up.

ā€œSpeakā€ was all she said.

ā€œIā€™d like to spar with youā€¦ have you teach me how to fightā€¦ so Iā€™m not just a useless cleric.ā€ Your lip twitched up at the end of your sentence. Finally raising your gaze, Laeā€™zel looked at you and crossed her arms.Ā 

ā€œFine. I suppose you can use this.ā€ She said handing you what you recognized as ā€œThe Cruel Stingā€ sword from the drider, Karā€™niss.Ā 

You clutched the sword and followed Laeā€™zel to the center of the camp where she unceremoniously body checked you, knocking you onto your back with a groan.

ā€œThe Hell was that for?!ā€ you yelled at her.

ā€œYour enemy will not fight fair, you need to know brutality if you wish to fight.ā€ she said as she unsheathed her sword.

You stood and held your sword. Nothing had ever felt more out of place. This wasn't a Renaissance Festival, this was real and you had to learn this to survive. You took a deep breath, closing your eyes and praying a collective prayer to any deity listening. You opened your eyes, the first strike of many clanged against your sword.

Shit.

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Metal collides well past sundown. Laeā€™zel had run you ragged. You were currently trying to shove her back. She put her foot behind yours and shoved, sending you crashing onto your back.

ā€œHave you learned nothing?!ā€ she yelled so loudly everyone else in the camp was watching now. ā€œYour enemy will not hesitate to kill you. You shall offer them no such mercy either!ā€ she continued to yell.

That's it. Thatā€™s what broke the camel's back. Rage consumes you after being beaten down for hours. Your hand reached slowly for the small blade tucked into your breast pocket. Laeā€™zel put her sword to your neck to demand your surrender. You raised your hands. Laeā€™zel began putting her sword away and that's when you struck. You kicked her closest ankle and sent her falling. Dagger in your hand, you rolled on top of Laeā€™zel, straddling her hips and pressing the blade to her throat. She gawked at you, she was speechless.Ā 

ā€œNever assume the war is over because the battle was lost.ā€ you said with hate in your voice but a proud smile on your face.Ā 

Laeā€™zel gave the faintest smirk before taping the handle of the blade, signifying she surrendered. Both of you got up slowly. Laeā€™zel extended her arm. You stared at it in disbelief but your arm went to hers. Holding each other's forearms she shook it once firmly before saying, ā€œCleric, you may survive us yet.ā€ she let go of your arm, walking to the bonfire as the meat roasting smelled as if it was almost done.Ā 

Karlach walked over to you, ā€œThatā€™s as close as youā€™ll ever get to her saying youā€™re friends now.ā€ she laughed. ā€œYouā€™ve improved a lot in one day. Itā€™s going to be nice having you around soldier.ā€ she patted your back before she herself walked to the campfire.Ā 

You smiled watching her walk away. Glancing at Gale and Wyll they both gave you smiles, Gale giving a soft clap and Wyll a thumbs up. You walked back to your new tent that Karlach had set up for you while you were in the weave. It wrapped around the tree you slept on last night. A bedroll, some candles, and a small table with a lamp softly flickering. The flamed danced shadows across your tent, you laid on your bedroll momentarily, watching the shadows. Quickly, before you got too comfortable, you stood and began your walk to the stream. Your body ached but in a satisfactory way. Maybe you could be an adventurer. At least until you got back home. You shed your camp clothes at the shore, looking back and making sure everyone was at camp. You could hear them eating and telling storiesĀ  around the fire. You waded into the stream until it reached your ribs. You sat against a boulder in the stream. The water rushing around you felt calming, as if the water was trying to massage the ache out of you. You brushed water over your face and hair before leaning your head back and closing your eyes. Trying to connect to the earth around you, searching for a blissful escape in the elements even if only for a moment.Ā 

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Astarion watched you from behind a tree near the shore and his tent. He didnā€™t mean to spy on you. He honestly thought he saw a fae or siren wade into the water, your body enchanting him. He watched you wade to the boulder finding some sort of solace in it. You leaned there unmoving for what felt like hours.Ā 

Sad

That's what rang out in Astarionā€™s mind. The tadpole saying what your mind must have been screaming. He felt that unfamiliar pang in his chest again. He wanted toā€¦ comfort you? He didnā€™t even know what that would look like. Was it like seduction justā€¦ less? He both wanted to know and despised the thought of knowing.

Without realizing it, he had drifted off and he refocused on your form trudging back to the shore. He knew what he had to do to get rid of the pang in his chest. Crush it. Crush you. The very thought hurt him somehow but he knew it had to be done. He walked out from behind the tree heading towards the shore. Your back was facing him, your shirt and underwear on but nothing else. He adored the way the moonlight made your shirt cast a shadow of your body. He noticed every curve, dimple, freckleā€¦ he noticed them all.Ā 

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ā€œOh! Astarionā€¦ā€ you jumped when you heard the rocks behind you shift. Your hands flew all over your body trying to cover up but not sure what exactly to cover. He grabbed your hip when you started to move backwards. You glanced at his hand before looking at his face, your eyebrows scrunched together. Astarion hadnā€™t exactly been the most welcoming in the camp so what was this? Hand still on your hip he possessively pulled you to his chest, his opposite hand tilting your chin up so your lips were a breath away from each other. Your whole body felt like cement and lava at the same time. Your eyes watched his every move.Ā 

ā€œA bath with no invite? Darling, you wound me.ā€ he whispered onto your lips. You sucked in an unintentionally sharp breath when he leaned forwards and smashed his lips to yours. He was rough despite his gentle grasp on your chin. He continued to kiss you, nipping at your lower lip.

ā€œOuch!ā€ you yipped, pushing his chest away.Ā 

ā€œCome now darling you cannot be so delicateā€¦ā€ he said seductively.

You backed up and held your arm out in front of you to put a physical barrier between you. ā€œAstarion, stop.ā€ You said as your finger smoothed over the nip on your lip that had drawn the smallest bit of blood.Ā 

Now it was his turn to freeze, ā€œWhat? Why? Is something wrong?ā€ He asked. He almost soundedā€¦ annoyed? Instead of concern which you would expect from a lover.Ā 

You knew enough about Astarion from your progress in Baldur's Gate III that he was trying to manipulate you by sleeping with you. It saddened you. He might not like you much in reality but you would still protect him like everyone else in your party. Your face gave a painful squeeze before you swallowed it all down. You put your arm down, picking up your pants, boots, and vest. ā€œAstarionā€¦ you donā€™t truly want this. Iā€™ll ummā€¦ Iā€™ll see you at camp.ā€ You whispered out.Ā 

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The world seemed to be so still and quiet down by the stream. Astarion heard every syllable. He watched you leave quickly and did he detectā€¦ a quiver in your voice? Why would you be upset about him trying to fuck you? Why did you say ā€œyou donā€™t truly want thisā€? He didnā€™t want it, but how did you know that? He walked back to his tent glumly. After seeing you take down Laeā€™zel he thought you might not be so bad to have under his thumb. Why would you reject him? He saw himself for the first time in 200 years that morning so he knew for a fact he was still beautiful, fangs and all. He wracked his brain but couldnā€™t come up with an answer to why his plan didnā€™t work on you. It works on everyone else.Ā 

A bitter seed was planted inside him. He watched your form move around camp for the rest of the night. Eyes never meeting his. He watched you talk with the others. Sing with Wyll. attempt to dance with Karlach. Everyone wore soft smiles, even Laeā€™zel which was rare. A warmth was spread around the camp. As if the air was made of warm honey. Suffocating you in the best way possible. Rested and comfortable is what it was.

He wanted so desperately to be a part of it. And yet, that bitter seed took root and every thought of you suddenly felt like rot and decay. Finding the bad and none of the good. Making you the cause of such ire. He wanted to be rid of you. He thought of the item you had, the ā€œmirrorā€ he used. Had you told the others about that? What would they think of it? He could twist it to make you look like the villain, he was sure of it.Ā 

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ā€œā€Y/N darlingā€¦ā€Ā 

Your head snapped to Astarion who had silently managed to sit across from you at the bonfire. Your head swirled a bit, whatever Karlach was drinking had some twang to it that's for sure. You were drunk and the warm glow of the fire made you feel like a cat in a sunbeam.

ā€œAstarion darlingā€¦ā€ you giggled back.

ā€œHave you told our dear friends about your powerful little tool?ā€ he batted his eyelashes at you but a devious smirk laid across his lips.Ā 

Everyone's eyes slowly drifted to you and lord did you feel them on you.

ā€œIā€¦ I showed Gale.ā€ you rushed out. You werenā€™t hiding it. Not truly. You just didnā€™t know how to tell them what a phone was without having to tell them about yourā€¦ wellā€¦ life? And how to you, they were a mere video game. That they didnā€™t actually exist. That's a little tough to deliver. Especially while drunk.Ā 

ā€œYes! She had me repower it.ā€ Gale chimed in.Ā 

ā€œOh it needs magic to power itself? Sounds dangerous if you ask meā€¦ā€Ā 

Now everyone's eyes were not only looking at you but focused on you, scanning you over for any potential danger. You slowly reached into your bedroll. Your phone lit up and everyone kept a strong hold on their weapons.Ā 

ā€œIā€¦ it is a power sourceā€¦ but it only powers itself. Itā€™s not dangerous I swearā€¦. Itā€™s used to communicate where Iā€™m from.ā€ you quickly defended yourself.

ā€œAnd where is that exactly?ā€ Astarion hummed.

Your skin was crawling, you felt how unsteady your stomach was, a cold sweat coating your back, your hands shaking, and dear god you were fighting the urge to spill tears. All out of sheer anxiety. You didnā€™t want to lie, but you didnā€™t know how to tell the truth either.Ā 

ā€œIā€¦ Iā€™mā€¦ not from here. Or Baldurā€™s Gate. Or FaerĆ»n. Iā€™mā€¦ Iā€™m from somewhere far away. Iā€™m not sure how to explain it.ā€ you choked out. The tears slipped out but you quickly wiped them away and looked at your new friends, hoping theyā€™d believe you but not push for more answers either.Ā 

ā€œHow mysterious.ā€ Astarion jested. ā€œCare to show up what it does so we know it isnā€™t dangerous?ā€Ā 

You looked down at the phone before looking at everyone around you. You had no idea if this would have some sort of butterfly effect or alter reality but you didnā€™t really care. These people were your best hope, you needed them and were in no position to test their patience. You looked down, defeated. You agreed, turning the phone on you opened the camera app.Ā 

ā€œI can use it to see peopleā€¦ and take portraits of them instantly.ā€ you softly explained before taking a picture of yourself and then showing them all the picture. They looked impressed, borderline shocked.Ā 

ā€œAnything else?ā€ Astarion asked, sounding unamused.Ā 

You opened your music app and clicked on classical music, thinking that would be somewhat close to the music they know. Playing strauss II - voices of spring you turned the volume up and watched them become entranced. Karlach started swaying and humming with the melody. Everyoneā€™s tense appearance faded and they all seemed pleased with the music.Ā 

ā€œPortrait machine and a music box, how delightful!ā€ Gale spoke before drinking more wine.Ā 

ā€œIf you all donā€™t mind I will retire early this evening.ā€ you spoke softly as you got up and walked away leaving your phone as it began the classical music playlist you had saved for when you would study. Some of the group gave you nods, some were too deep in drink or conversation to notice. But Astarion did.

He saw how tightly you clasped your hands as you walked away. How your eyes were so big and full of fright. How your heartbeat sounded. Terrified.

Shit.

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He watched you from his tent as you threw rocks from the river bank into the riverbed. He could still hear your heartbeat. How strained it sounded. Like it was fighting itself. He felt wretched. He was doing what he needed to. Right? Then why did it hurt so damn bad? Why did the way the tears skimmed down your face feel like a wound to his heart? Why did he want nothing more than to go to you and whisper sweet apologies. He hates you. He has to because it is the only control he can feel at this moment. So why does the final sob he hears escaping you on the shore bring him right back to where he doesnā€™t want to be. He digs in his supply pack before pulling out the vile of angelic slumber. If he couldnā€™t meditate this away he was not above drugging himself to sleep for the night. Anything to not feel what he felt when it came to you.

Hello angels! You all were so sweet leaving me comments, likes, and reblogs. Thank you soooooo much! All that support went into overdrive so here is chapter 2! I'll be working on other chapters this week. Thank you again for all the love, I love interacting with ya'll! <3


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Past, Present, Future

Past, Present, Future

Astarion x Y/N - drabble - 1.2K WC

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Warnings: prostitution, implications of SA, Loviatar worship, Astarion being such a saint of a boyfriend, depression, anxiety, self judgement, insecurities, angst, hurt/comfort, I'm in my sad girl hours and this is the product of that

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Anyone with eyes could see that Astarion was beautiful. You loved him with every fiber of your being and you knew he loved you. However, that didnā€™t stop your intrusive thoughts. You were insecure, always have been. Life is not always kind to everyone, it's just an unfortunate fact. Your past did not make you feel any better. You were abandoned by your family at birth. They kindly left you at a convent, for the Goddess Loviatar. You were of course taken in, the goddess could not allow such a corruptible soul to leave. You grew up rough. Beatings, torture all in the worship of Bane. You could never commit to the religion, but it did break you and your spirit. Your soul was broken and unfixable, it was something youā€™d come to accept. You left the convent when you were young but with nothing to your name you fell into anā€¦ unsavory line of work. Sharessess Caress was a place you found refuge and a new kind of torment. People using your body day in and day out. This was worse than the beatings you had suffered in the past, a little piece of you died every time it happened, you felt as if nothing was left of you. Until the nautiloid. Until him. Your whole life had changed. You felt happy. You felt loved. You didnā€™t doubt Astarionā€™s dedication to you, of that you were certain. You were incessantly critical of yourself about everything. It made you depressed and you felt like such a burden to him sometimes. He was forced into his torment, yet you felt like yours was somehow your own fault. Watching him be himself so freely almost made you jealous.Ā 

He walked into your tent, you were laying on your bedroll watching the light from the lantern flicker on the ceiling. He knew that far off look, you were in a low. ā€œLittle loveā€¦ā€ he said, laying down next to you, one arm wrapping around your waist.Ā 

You let out a soft sniffle, ā€œNot feeling good right now Starā€¦ā€ you closed your eyes, a few tears silently slipping down.Ā 

Astarion sat up on one elbow, his other hand cradling your face. He knew of your past and how it made you feel. He promised you that you would never return to that life. He told you day in and day out of his love for you and the depth of that love. And yet, he knew your mind consumed itself in a vicious cycle.Ā 

ā€œI donā€™t think we should be together, Star.ā€ you whispered out.Ā 

Astarionā€™s whole body tensed and his breathing all but stopped. ā€œNo.ā€ was his response.

You opened your eyes and finally faced him. ā€œNo?ā€ You questioned.

ā€œYou heard me, I said no.ā€ Was all he said back.

ā€œButā€¦ but Iā€¦ā€ you sputtered, not sure how to proceed with the conversation.

ā€œDo you love me?ā€ He asked simply.

You let out a long sigh, ā€œYou know I do, more than anything.ā€Ā 

ā€œAnd I love you. So itā€™s settled, we stay together.ā€ He shrugged as if it was the most simple conclusion he had ever made. And if it were anyone else, it would be.Ā 

ā€œYou shouldnā€™t be with meā€¦ā€ you laid back down, eyes distant and shedding tears.

ā€œThatā€™s for me to decide, not you. That belongs to me, it is my choice. And ya know what? I choose you. Iā€™d choose you over anyone, every time, no matter what.ā€ He said, whispering in your ear while delicately kissing your neck and cheek.Ā 

ā€œI wish I wasnā€™t like this.ā€ You turned your head so your cheek rested on the top of his head. You kissed his head and played with his hair, wanting to take in every bit of him. He was always so patient with you. You were truly amazed by him.

ā€œBut you are and thatā€™s ok. Look at this body,ā€ he said, sitting you up and swiveling you so you faced the mirror in your tent. You wanted to look away but he softly held your face forward.Ā 

ā€œThis is your home, itā€™s where you live. The food you eat, the water you drink, nourishes this body and keeps it happy. Look at those eyes, they help you see the world. The hands that hold me close at night. Your mind, which is so full and smart. This heart,ā€ he said as he held your hand to your chest ā€œthat beats so loud and so strong despite everything that itā€™s been through. This soul, which is forever intertwined with mine. All of this is you. All of it is absolutely lovely.ā€ He said, resting his head in the crook of your shoulder, kissing your neck softly over and over.

You let out a choked sob, holding his face in your hands. You kissed him gently, shakily. As if he were the most delicate glass.Ā 

ā€œI love you. Past, present, and future. I will always be here and will always have you until you donā€™t want me.ā€ he ran his thumbs over your wrists.

You shook your head, youā€™d never want to be rid of him. Even the thought made your heart hurt. ā€œIā€™m sorryā€¦ā€ you whispered.

Astarion shushed you, pulling you into his chest. ā€œNo more of thatā€¦ The evening is still young, dinner is in order for us both then a nice rest. Tomorrow is a new day.ā€ You quickly tilted your head, giving him access to your neck. ā€œYou eat first my love.ā€ he said kissing your neck before leaving the tent to go grab you a much deserved warm meal.Ā 

You sat up and looked at yourself in the mirror. Maybe you could start to see yourself the way he did.Your fingertips ghosted over your faces prominent features. Lips, nose, cheekbones. ā€œYou are worthy.ā€ was all you whispered to your reflection. Astarion whispered the saying to you often at night when he thought you were long asleep. It was a saying that helped him quite a bit to accept his past and newfound freedom, perhaps it would help you to.Ā 

Astarion returned shortly, he watched you from the mouth of the tent as you spoke to your reflection. He knew your struggle better than anyone else. He knew it weighed on you heavily. But he also knew he could pull you out of it, just like you could pull him out of his lows. You two truly loved each other, anything beyond that could be dealt with. Together.Ā 

Astarion set the plate of steaming food down on the small table before sitting behind you. You leaned against his chest as he wrapped his arms around you snuggly. He kissed the top of your head before settling in the crook of your neck, breathing your scent in deeply. Your hand held him in place, savoring the moment.

ā€œI love you.ā€ you said in unison unexpectedly. For the first time that day, not only did you crack a smile but you laughed. A small laugh that made Astarionā€™s heart do flips. You shifted so you could hold his face in your hands. You kissed him over and over again, each kiss full of passion and gratitude. He held you close and kissed you back fervently before slowly laying you down and climbing on top of you.Ā 

Dinner was going to have to wait.

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Naboo's Note:

Hello! I hope this was an ok piece, idk how I feel about it yet. All my pieces lately have been so sad lol I promise some fluff and smut are on their way soon. I hope everyone is well :) As always - thank you for the likes, comments, reblogs, and requests! Talk soon xoxoxoxoxoxo :)


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Update!

Hello my lovely readers. I am currently in the hospital for some pretty serious stuff so fanfics may be slow to pump out for the next week or so. So super sorry! šŸ¤¢šŸ˜·šŸ¤§šŸ¤’


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10 months ago
Hypersexual

Hypersexual

Astarion x Y/N - drabble - 1K WC

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Warnings: reference to SA if you squint?, Astarion being soft, reader being defensive af, persistent Astarion, happy ending because I'm weak

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It was one of the first things Astarion noticed about you. Your bed was rarely empty. The Grove, the Goblin Camp, the Underdark, Moonrise Towers, etc. Everywhere you went you seemed to have a warm body beside you by the end of the night. Himself included. He pined for your attention. Feeding from you daily brought you close, sleeping with you brought you closer, opening up bit by bit brought you even closer. And yet, he could still find the occasional rando leaving your tent at first light. If he listened closely enough, he could almost always hear sniffles coming from your tent every time someone left. He typically ignored it, opting to not care so he didnā€™t get attached. Unfortunately for him, he was attached. He had been for a while and seeing people leave your tent was like a knife to the chest every time. He wanted to confront you eventually, so that's what he did.Ā 

He walked over to your tent, hearing the sniffles intensify the closer he got. When he peered inside he saw your naked form, balled up tight, sobbing quietly. He saw the hickies and claw marks the tiefling from last night had left on you. ā€œY/N?ā€ he whispered.

You swiftly wiped your tears away as you moved to cover yourself up. ā€œAstarion, darling. Itā€™s so early, is everything alright?ā€ You threw on the best smile you could manage while willing yourself to shed no more tears.Ā 

ā€œWhy are you crying?ā€ he asked as he moved into your tent fully.

ā€œTears of pleasure.ā€ you waved him off, doing your best to sound lustful.

ā€œYouā€™re a terrible liar, my sweet.ā€ he said as he sat opposite from you but still giving you space.Ā 

You sighed, rolling your eyes, ā€œWhy do you care anyways?ā€ you cringed internally, that sounded harsher than you intended.Ā 

Astarionā€™s eyes softened a bit, ā€œBecause I care for you.ā€ he said honestly.Ā 

ā€œBecause Iā€™m your blood bag,ā€ you scoffed. ā€œWorry not, Iā€™m well enough for you to feed soā€¦ get on with it I guess.ā€ you said as you tucked your hair behind your ear, leaning in for him to chomp down on your pulse point.Ā 

Yet you felt nothing but the cold night air. Your eyes found his after a moment of hesitation. ā€œWhat?ā€ you said.

ā€œYou are so much more than food.ā€ he said, a guilty look on his face. Is that all you thought of him? Somebody using you? ā€œWhy do you sleep with them?ā€ he asked suddenly, trying to connect the dots in his head.

Your eyes widened, ā€œItā€™s none of your business.ā€ you said, your voice wavering. ā€œI like sex, so why not?ā€ your eyes avoided his, afraid he would see the truth in them.Ā 

ā€œTerrible liar.ā€ he whispered, his foot tapping against your knee trying to get your attention.Ā 

ā€œBecause it makes it all hurt a little less!ā€ you yelled, his consistent questioning pushing you over the edge. ā€œBecause it fills the fucking void somebody put inside me. They used me, they hurt me. So if I can be desired, even for a moment, I will.ā€ you felt tears stream down your cheeks as Astarion watched you, his mouth slightly agape. ā€œThis horrible feeling sits inside me like tar. Black and oozing and there is nothing I can do to fix it. I sleep with them because I want to know I can still be desired if I cannot be loved.ā€

ā€œWho said you cannot be loved?ā€ he said, leaning forward to wipe a tear from your face with his thumb.

ā€œIā€¦ I just canā€™tā€¦ nobody can love me after what they did to me. Taking my body, playing with it while I just laid thereā€¦ frozen. I thought they loved meā€¦ā€ you mumbled, memories from your past flooding you.Ā 

ā€œI love you.ā€ he said simply.

Your head whipped up to gaze at him, ā€œYou donā€™t even know what love is Astarion.ā€ you turned away from him so he couldnā€™t see you cry.Ā 

ā€œOn the contraryā€¦ I have seen lust. I did it for 200 years. But this ache I have inside me, the longing I have for you and only you. That, I believe, is love. Andā€¦ I like to imagine you feel the same way.ā€ Astarion put a hand on your shoulder, moving slowly when you initially flinched away.Ā 

ā€œHow can you love me? Arenā€™t you disgusted?ā€ you whimpered. You wanted to believe him so badly, but how could you? You were made to be used.Ā 

Astarion shifted so he could see you as he tilted your quivering chin upwards. ā€œFor sleeping with others? Darling I have bedded thousands.ā€ he rubbed your cheek reassuringly.Ā 

ā€œThatā€™s different. You didnā€™t have a choice.ā€ you said, your voice coming out strained.

ā€œI would argue that you didnā€™t either. When someone violates you like thatā€¦ Iā€™ve seen it go two ways. You overindulge, or you isolate. Both are natural reactions. Yours was to try and find solace, penance in others. None of it is shamefulā€¦ itā€™s justā€¦ how things are I suppose.ā€ he said, struggling a bit to find the right words but you felt the connection he was trying to make.Ā 

ā€œEach of them took a little piece of my soulā€¦ Iā€™m not sure how much is left of me to give.ā€ you shuddered in a breath, trying to calm yourself.Ā 

ā€œI donā€™t want your soulā€¦ All I ask is your heart, in exchange for mine.ā€ he smiled at you, moving to hold your hand while he cupped your cheek. You had never seen eyes with so much sincerity and kindness.Ā 

ā€œIā€¦ Iā€™d like that.ā€ you whisper, leaning your forehead against his for a moment before your eyes opened once again with worry. ā€œDo we have toā€¦ā€ you motioned between the two of you and the bedroll.

ā€œNot until you want to. Completely, freely.ā€ he nodded at you.

ā€œAnd if I never want to?ā€ you asked cautiously.

ā€œThen I will love you all the same.ā€ he leaned in slightly. He could feel your breath on his lips but waited for you to close the gap.Ā 

You kissed him softly. He could feel the fear and apprehension in your kiss. While you felt the patience and adoration in his.

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Naboo's Note:

Hello lovelies! Hope ya'll like this one as well. Two in one night? What a deal lol I really like this one. Is it a bit of a trauma dump? Yes but writing is how I get it out and Astarion would 10000% comfort me through any of it. We love a supportive king. What a guy. Anyways! - be safe everyone, see ya'll soon!


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2 years ago
Not Sure When I Gonna Finish This One, But I Enjoy Drawing Pieces With Astarion Soo Much!

Not sure when I gonna finish this one, but I enjoy drawing pieces with Astarion soo much! šŸ–¤


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2 months ago

Beautiful Artwork ā™”

Halsin's my first and only ever choice, I lost my heart to him. So unfortunately, I will never be friends with Minthara, although she seems to be a interesting character. Storywise, it makes totally sense that only one of them can survive, but I really can't kill the grove. Sooo, no Minthara for me, but well done art ā™”

See How They Kneel To Us? We Are Their Protectors, Their Salvation, And We Will Rule Them, Together.

āœØļøSee how they kneel to us? We are their protectors, their salvation, and we will rule them, together.āœØļø

Minthara/Halsin Oracle Card is ready, 8/? ! Which path did you choose? Did you romance any of them?


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2 months ago
Watch Out, Evil. None Nap So Powerfully As Boo!

āœØļøWatch out, evil. None nap so powerfully as Boo!āœØļø

Work in progress! This card was supposed to be named The Legend/The Berserk, which do you think is better? šŸ¤”

Do you have these legends of Baldur's Gate in your party? I personally have already had a run with Jaheira, but not with both of them together yet!


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11 months ago

Hey everyone, I'm about to finish my first playthrough and wanted to ask about the best nsfw mods for my second. Not totally sure who I'll romance so all suggestions welcome. I will be playing a humanoid female.


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