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Before I Leave You (Pt.27)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: A trip to a local diner at midnight prompts you and Hoseok to confront your budding friendship
Tags: Hoseok centric, implied anorexia, themes of recovery, slow burn getting warmer, enemies to best friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, nostolgic themes, sexual tension, romantic tension, mutual pining, implied alpha/alpha phobia, discussions of past trauma and domestic violence, discussions of sexuality, flashback scenes to traumatic events, maiming, abuse, blood, gore, breif mentions of cigarettes and smoking,
W/c: 7.6k
A/n: part of me really likes this chapter and parts of me really hate it because it kinda feels like filler especially because we have a smutty chapter next. this will hopefully be the first chapter of three successive weekend updates so keep your eyes pealed for more content! the end of this chapter gets a little intense so be aware! it’s nothing thats dissimilar to what you’ve seen before!
Be sure to tell me what you liked about this chapter either as comments or in my ask box here! the more encouragement i get the easier it is to write chapters for this story!
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The warm summer air tickles your cheeks as you lean your head out of the car window, some of the air taking your hair and spreading it out behind you pulling at your flyaways the way a lover might. Yoongi pulls out of your street and onto the main road and Hobi turns the music up. You sit in the back seat, legs stretched out, nose turned up in the direction of the sweet nighttime air.
There aren’t many people on the street or cars on the road this late at night, though you start to see more the closer you get to the coast. The headlights lights of Jimin’s car are suns to the streetlight’s gentle star twinkle and the neon galaxy of each stoplight. You calm down a little, the jumpiness you felt with Tae easing as you listen to your mate and Hobi talk about music.
It’s kinda funny- the way that they get so into it, you don’t know if either of them plays any sort of instrument but they certainly talk about it like they understand it. The rhythm and base not just a separate language but their separate language.
You watch Hobi wet his lips, like his tongue can taste the music, every tinkle and every sweet fission of timber, “The kick here- fuck Yoon sounds like fucking lightning.”
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Before I Leave You: Asks/Drabble Archive
Notes: this has been a long long long time coming- this is literally everything that i’ve ever written for Bily outside of the canonical chaptered content. Some of these ideas are more developed than the others- and several times in the last year i’ve re-visited certian parts of bily and revised my initial thoughts on it- so i wouldn’t call all of this ‘cannon’
my favorite part of these are often your takes on what i’ve written and as a function of that sometimes- your ask part is longer than my response. some of these are longer and some of these are only a few sentences- the longer ones and more ‘quality’ asks start around January of this year! there is some triggering content and some that’s smutty, very little of it is tagged so proceed at your own risk! I will try to update it monthly with all the asks i answer!
i recommend that you read the entirety of Bily before you start the asks, because some of them contain spoilers for later chapters! if you want me to build on any of these asks further- please refer to them by month and number!
Before I Leave you Series Masterlist
April 2021
Will there be little space in the story?
The pack’s scents
mommy tae spoilers
bily pairs and their love vibes
what do the bily packmates look like?
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Before I Leave You (Masterlist)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Someone always has to leave first; They just didn’t expect Yoongi to come back with a new omega (who’s clearly been through some shit).
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,
Tags: Polyamory, groupsex, sexual and non-sexual Dom/sub undertones, heat sex, praise kink, brief humiliation, Spanking, knotting, breeding kink, emotional abuse, physical abuse, forced mating marks, graphic murder scenes, negative self-talk, self-esteem issues, non-verbal characters, abandonment, PTSD, hurt/comfort, gluttonous fluff, agoraphobia, implied/referenced self-harm, suicidal thoughts and brief desperate suicide attempt, unreliable narrators. Gender dysphoria, transgender characters, internalized transphobia, internalized misogyny, unintended outings, epilepsy, slowish-burn,
W/c: 200k+
A/n: long time no see~ this is what I’ve been working on for the last few months! I hope everyone will like it. Updates will be once a week on fridays or Saturdays at 5pm EST. This will also be cross posted on Archive of our own. The M/c won’t appear until part two!
READ THIS STORY HERE ON AO3
Extra content: Honey cake Recipe
Prologue: The Beta
Summary: The pre-story is as sweet as honey and as simple as every other love story. Namjoon’s pack falls together before it falls apart.
Part One: Sweet Regret
Summary: Yoongi Disappears- leaving behind a shattered pack. 8 months later Jimin finds Yoongi in an H-mart of all places.
Part Two: The Don
Summary: On the worst days, Yoongi is judge, jury, and executioner. But he judges you and finds you worthy of protecting (and loving too).
Part Three: The Gala
Summary: Yoongi tries to steal you away, Geumjae takes something instead.
Part Four: If I’ve Got You
Summary: Yoongi makes his choice.
Part Five: An Unlikely Enemy
Summary: Namjoon’s pack reunites with Yoongi. With some…unexpected results.
Part Six: Stupid Instincts
Summary: it takes three visits for you to trust Jimin.
Part Seven: Yoongi’s Worst Fear
Summary: it’s easy to forget that your bond is still new, but luckily, the pack is there to fill the gaps.
Part Eight: Seokjin’s Secret
Summary: Everything takes a little getting used to. Namjoon’s a little in love already.
Part Nine: Aura
Summary: Oh Jungkookie
Part Ten: Blame Me For it
summary: you couldn’t expect everyone to love you instantly, but still- yoongi kind of hoped.
Part Eleven: Before I Love You
Summary: what is love other than a particular kind of envy? Hoseok envys you in more ways than one.
Part Twelve: Civil Midnight
Summary: A love story that starts with a train ticket, an old jean jacket, and a cup of shitty coffee.
Part Thirteen: Moving Day
Summary: Namjoon has royally fucked up, luckily the pack has a place to go. “what if this is a bad idea hyung?”
Part Fourteen: Like a Sigh
Summary: Seokjin isn’t ready to forgive namjoon just yet, luckily he has you and yoongi to turn to for some good old omegan comfort (ie: cuddling)
Part Fifteen: The many Shades of Kim Taehyung: Celedon Green
Summary: Tae is at one moment, overcome with fear and longing, “Get out! don’t look! please! i don’t want you to see me!”
Part Sixteen: The many Shades of Kim Taehyung: Babygirl Pink
Summary: A secret for a secret is exchanged. “You’re so pretty Tae.”
Part Seventeen: Just a little Nip
Summary: Things are often clearer the day after, but if anything Taehyung only feels more confused about where she stands with you.
Part Eighteen: Mine, mine, mine
Summary: Tae’s rut hits and hits hard, luckily the pack is there to soften its blow.
Part Nineteen: Honey bunny
Summary: discussions about your past cause some troubling facts to come to light, but amidst the sadness- there is also love.
Part Twenty: No Sinners
Summary: try as you might, you just cant get the idea of those sex-toy boxes out of your head.
Part Twenty-one: No Saints
Summary: The thing about Jimin is that he’s a little bit of a psycho
Part twenty-Two: Playing Dead
Summary: After finding you in such a compromising position, the pack has their questions (and a few confessions)
Part Twenty-Three: Heart shaped Hickey’s
Summary: you don’t know what you expected this discussion to look like, but Jungkook dumping his sex toy collection in the middle of the nest definitly isn’t it.
Part Twenty-Four: Cynosure
Summary: if Yoongi could comment “first” on your pussy’s yelp review, he would. (he’d also rate it 10/5 starts, because whatever he expected- it’s twice as good.)
Part Twenty Five: Just Try
Summary: You hate hospitals.
Part Twenty Six: Mommy issues
Summary: Tae is not only Jimin’s favorite person, but yours too.
Part Twenty seven: Strawberry Soda
Summary: Taehyung thinks that girl dates are better than regular ones, but she could just be biased because it’s a date with you.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.31)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Taehyung thinks that girl dates are better than regular ones, but she could just be biased because it’s a date with you.
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: wlw, lesbian love story, fluff, first kisses, mild sexual content, hurt/comfort, brief nudity, best friends to lovers, gender euphoria, trans! Taehyung, referenced passed eating disorders, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria, transphobia, misgendering, transgender slurs, discussions on femininity, brief violence warning,
W/c: 11.6k
A/n: this is for the lesbians <3 i hope that everyone whose never had a happy shopping experience can dream of themselves in this slice of heaven with tae and the m/c <3 i think in many ways, their love is so innocent and genuine. they really are best friends~
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Tae doesn’t realize that this outing is more for her than for you until you’re deep within the confines of the store.
It’s extensive; endless isle of pretty pastels and cotton fabrics that promise sweetness with every stitch. It’s a good thing that Tae is well used to ignoring the constant wound of her gender and ignoring what she wants even when it’s right in front of her face. Otherwise she might let her overactive heart and imaginative mind get the better of her.
Tae feels hot, and vaguely itchy, the unpleasant smell of too many people and industrial strength detergent hovers heavy on the air.
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 32)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Courting you takes some trial and error, but Jimin is more than willing to try as many times as it takes to get it right.
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Kissing, Fluff, hurt/comfort, sexual subtexts, smutty conversations, mommy kink, mommy! Tae, Trans! Taehyung, dysphoria, cute stimmy jiminie, lingerie, m/c has super small tiny baby disease and the pack is more than willing to baby her, slight yandere behavior
W/c: 8.0k
A/n: Here is the start of our weekend of wonderfulness! Next update is sunday! im not sure that you’ll like this chapter /quite/ as much as the last so please be sure to give it some love!
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The white fabric swishes around your hips, not quite at your knees and not quite too short that you’d be worried that you’d flash the (new) lingerie you wear underneath. But that isn’t what has you nervous.
What will or won’t happen on the date tonight isn’t what you’re the most anxious about or why you’re hesitating outside the library room door, listening to the soft scratch of a pen inside.
Tae.
Tae who has come home from work. Tae who has kissed you exactly 8 times since your date two days ago and who has told you she loved you after each one, Tae who makes your heart jump just by catching her cinnamon scent on the air. Your Tae.
Tae who has looked at you so sweetly in the last 48 hours that you think you might never need another spoonful of sugar in your coffee again.
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 33)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Tae’s first love will always be poetry, you and Jiminie are a close second. Jimin’s instincts are a force to be reckoned with.
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Consumption of alcohol, drunk kisses, Jimin but gets handsy with the m/c, sexual touching, flirting, drunk sexual content, posessive behavior, yandere! Jimin, Don’t like don’t read, Jimin also has like- one sip of alchohol while he is the designated driver, but they are at the bar for 3+ hours
W/c: 9.4k
A/n: Although i don’t think that what happens in the chapter is in any way un consensual- it definitely toes a line in what is considered modern consent theory. I don’t subscribe to the notion that one sip of alcohol takes away a persons agency- and the m/c is still very much verbally consenting to Jimin even though she has had a drink-and he hasn’t and Jimin is scent high so! She’s tipsy at best through the entirety of the chapter.
The Poem that is spoken before Tae’s poem is a snippet from Jasmine man’s poem ‘black girl, call home’ you should all follow her on twitter here! thank you to whatever anon recommended me her work!
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The sun sets on your drive over, turning the rearview mirror every shade of yellow and red. The lights of the city twinkle in the distance and turn the sky a burning orange on the horizon. Jimin uses his horn liberally as he struggles to park but in the meantime, you transfer your few cards to the new wallet and put the wallet inside the bunny bag. Giving it a happy squeeze when everything is finally all in it’s place.
A group of people smokes outside the bar and If the smell draws Jimin at all he doesn’t show it, holding the door open for you and Tae. the interior of the bar is already crowded by the time you get in. You think you’re doomed to the standing room by the bar but then you see it: right by the door, a booth with one side to the windows
Reserved for PARK; party of three.
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 34)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Jimin’s a posessive little fucker, after such a direct threat he’s got a messy way of staking a claim on you…
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Gun mention, Possessive behavior, yandere behavior, cumplay, cum marking, scent marking, hand jobs (F. Receiving), mutual masturbation, Tae is a little drunk, m/c and Jimin are mostly sober, Semi-Public sex, exhibitionism, voyeurism, implied size kink, lingerie kink, implied mommy kink, Dom! Jimin, Dom! Tae, Sub! m/c, dead body mention, Murder, gore, mafia, Secret Agent stuff,
W/c: 13.1k
A/n: i hope that this can be a little medicine for recent events <3 the world has been very stressfull and i want to be your exhale after a long day <3 If you are confused about the end, please go re-read the end of chapter 18 and chapter 12!
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To his credit, Jimin does try not to feel hurt by the way that you shoot out of the booth and out of his arms immediately when you see them. Leaving his lap cold and his arms reaching to snatch you a second too late. His instincts flare higher and higher like an out-of-control flame- they say no and stay put but wail when they see you in the arms of another person (an omega- but still).
Oftentimes- it’s hard for Jimin to try and explain what his instincts actually feel like.
An itch down his spine, something with claws and teeth sinking into his shoulder or nudging gently at his lower back in the direction of certain choices. Sometimes hooking on the back of his tongue and speaking for him. Something that hints at pleasure and promises ruin for his pack if they’re not obeyed.
At the best of times Jimin hardly notices them, but other times he feels like little more than a monster made man.
This is not the best of times.
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 35)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Your first scene as Namjoon and Jin’s submissive doesn’t exactly go to plan… but oh, poor Yoongi.
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Dom! Jin, Dom! Namjoon, Switch! Yoongi, Sub! m/c, implied pet play, overuse of the word ‘pup’, fingering, impact play, floggers, pussy spanking, subspace, domspace, Fluff, soft sex, soft bdsm scene, voyeurism, exhibitionistm, Safeword usage, Subdrop, Triggers, References to Past abuse, Traumatic flashbacks, Anorexia mention, References to past eating disorders and relapses.
W/c: 13.4k
A/n: this chapter has it’s fair amount of flashbacks! i do realize that this series is REALLY FUCKING LONG so i’ve done my best both to reference the chapter where these things happened in addition to using italics and copying and pasting the sections i reference to incorporate them into the narration.
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“I don’t think that we have anything to worry about,” Yoongi says, tapping his fingers on the bedspread the morning after your date with Tae and Jimin. Both of you perched on the edge of the nest rife with disarray, but your nest looks so homey after four people slept in it last night. It almost makes Yoongi feel better.
Almost.
Ccidic dread still curdles in his stomach at what you’ve said. Somehow Yoongi didn’t expect this plot twist. Maybe it was a futile hope- that once he’d walked away he’d be done with his family. But maybe family, like blood never changes its nature. Maybe it was foolish to think that only your trauma would hover like a black cloud and not- not this.
Yoongi knows the only greater liability than a liar is someone who doesn’t want to work for you. Yoongi and Moonbyul had that tacit agreement back then at least, that the events of last winter had firmly severed him from any responsibility that he had to the pack.
He wonders what changed.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.36)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: “okay, not to make this all about me and my meltdown still but- i’m going to feel really guilty for like a week if you don’t actually fuck each other.”
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Dom! Jin, Dom! Namjoon, Switch! Yoongi, Sub! m/c, aftercare, safe-wording, hurt/comfort, omegaspace, angst, cuddling, excessive kissing, soft-sex as aftercare, referenced addictive slick, oral (f. receiving), squirting, overstimulation, fingering, group sex, knots, penetration, pain during sex/penetration, monster cock namjoon, size kink, breeding kink, crying during sex (not dacryphilia), overal very soft, cum marking,
W/c: 14.8k
A/n: this chapter is as messy as it is long and unedited but i didn’t want to wait another week to give you guys a new chapter! My brother is visiting from cambodia so i’m a little busy but i’ll try to respond to every comment this time! promise <3
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Now, one thing that you should know is that Min Yoongi generally considers himself a rational man, and that rationality isn’t limited to his own ego; none of your scene had been new or strange to him- none of it was something that was shocking on principle.
Some people like getting spanked during sex, so what?
But knowing it and seeing it are two very different things.
Yoongi’s biology does not like to see his mate in pain; it goes against every shred of his being and contradicts everything he’s grown to need over the last few months. He’s grown to depend on the daily security of waking up with you in his arms, to know your touch is only a hairsbreadth away at a moments notice.
Yoongi has only ever wanted to help you heal- but he never stopped to consider what that might look like for you. Honestly, it never even occurred to him that it could look like this.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.37)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: A collection of moments, snippets in sequence, each that brings you closer. (Or alternatively: you and Jungkook figure out the pack hierarchy, Namjoon finds an alternative means of you submitting other than sex, and Hobi starts to fall in love with you, just a little.)
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Dom! Namjoon, sub! m/c, scruffing, negotiations, contracts, biting, handfeeding, talks of anorexia, themes of recovery, recovery through Bdsm rules, hurt/comfort, talks of trans characters + dysphoria, flashbacks, Talks of drugs, consensual drugging, Violence, Blood, implied dollification, a little bit of nonconsensual touching,
W/c: 12.0k
A/n: this part was greatly inspired by Hobipaloza and how adorable and scruffy hobi looked during it. this is probably one of 10 favorite chapters i’ve written- i think it touches on some very important themes of the series. that being said HYEJIN’S PART has the potential to be VERY TRIGGERING so be warned. The line “life is short but also unbearably long” is a paraphrased Jenna marbles quote.
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(Title Track: Jungkook)
By the time that you wake from the scene, the pack has come back from the ocean all salt sweet and freckly regardless of Jin’s protests for his poor pups’ cheeks. But the teasing and hassling is all in good fun, their bodies are sun-kissed and relaxed by the cool water, almost languid from sticky sea salt as they drag each other by the pair into a shower. Jin hates the feeling of ocean salt in the nest.
You woke from the scene feeling all clean and washed down too. Grooming- they tell you. Jin fell into a little bit of a frenzy after you fell asleep. The idea that the pack omega rubbed you down so thoroughly and in such an intimate place, but did it gentle enough that you didn’t wake makes you hot all over. It makes Jin’s hand burn where is presses against the small of your back, herding you towards the kitchen for some snacks when you’re still half asleep.
The other pups are likewise sleepy, and clingy when it comes to your reappearance. “Ah I wish you would have come with us today we had so much fun” they prattle on about what they did, the funniest moment of the day when Jimin got almost knocked over by a wave how Hobi practically walked for so long that they thought he might have gotten lost. each of them dragging you in for a sniff and a surprised happy noise. You know you smell good without them having to say it- that you smell claimed by the pack alpha and omega.
Theirs’s truly- for the first time maybe.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.38)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Everything sort of falls apart, but you and Namjoon help it all fall back together.
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Angst, hurt/comfort, implied sexual content, m/m, yoonjin, secrets, Verbal arguments, Shame, Dysphoria, Trans characters, passive Suicidal thoughts, Tae never acts on them or thinks about acting on them- she just thinks them,
W/c: 13.0k
A/n: my intent with depicting Tae’s unaliveing thoughts after the haircut is to show a realistic emotional depiction of what it is to be trans. The overwhelming majority (97%) of trans people have suicidal thoughts at one point in their lives. I don’t think I’ve written it to be very triggering- it’s more passive in that sense. Tae immediately goes into all the reasons why she could never and would never hurt herself.
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Things always go to shit on the simplest of days, but then again- heat did only take the simplest spark to make fire. Destruction is only ever a singular match away and hearts are terribly flammable these days.
More than one packmate will be sitting heartbroken and lonely by the end of this one.
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Before I Leave you (Pt. 39)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Tae comes out, you confront jin about the mating marks, and jimin gets a forest sized stick shoved up his ass (not literally)
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Angst, hurt/comfort, Verbal arguments, Shame, Dysphoria, coming out, overly involved metaphors, talk of god/religion, Trans characters, Trauma, implied PTSD, talks of the m/c’s past suicide attempt in chapter 5, talk of sexuality, Pansexual! Jimin, implied autistic! Jimin, meltdowns,
W/c: 7.7k
A/n: Sorry in advance for being a meanie~ (author continues to be not sorry at all~) i will try my best to update next weekend as well so this cliffhanger doesn’t leave you wanting too much
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(20 years prior, Jimin)
The sun is burning much too hot for the end of September- although the children in the schoolyard would never think to comment on it. Too busy chasing after kickballs like small brightly color planets and shouting ‘tag you’re it!” as loud as they can. Every inch of happiness accompanied by little feet pattering across the parking lot like the first fallen leaves of autumn. The cold hasn’t hit them yet.
The woods wait at the edge of the playground, an impenetrable fortress of green. Full of spiky bushes and icky things. Here, where civilization is butted right up against the edge of the wilderness, safety is carefully cultivated within chain link fences. Anything to keep the fun in and the fear out.
Two children sit on the swings apart from all the rest. The chains are rusty and squeaky but no less loved. Jimin loves to watch the forest move. He loves to watch the trees blur like faraway monsters dancing, lifting their silvery leaves to the wind and showing their undersides.
Tae knows Jimin likes it so that’s where they always sit, side by side like this at recess.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.40)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Coping with the fall out looks like a lot of things; bitten comments, yarning looks, rough kisses, and the prettiest pink nest that the omegas can make.
Pairings: Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin, Beta! Yoongi,
Tags: Angst, Smut, hurt/ lots of comfort, fluff, nesting, slow burn, themes of religious trauma and past homophobia, overstimulated! jimin, autistic meltdowns, painful stimming, self-hate, Brief suicidal thoughts on jimin’s part (avoid the scene where he’s in the car if you don’t want to read it) Trans! taehyung, omega x omega sex, rough sex, dirty talk, fingering, orgasm denial, choking (just a tiny bit), implied humiliation kink, Posessive behavior, implied Yandere! Jin, slick kink, m/c is a little shit at times, Vulgar language,
W/c: 17.5k
A/n: Here we go! this is the fix it bandaid to the last chapter <3 it’s also chunky and hunky like fuckin’ Namjoon, got fluff smut and angst all in one~ ALSO due to the length of this chapter i will be taking a break, it will be at least 3 weeks until the next update (1 week break + my usual 2 week editing schedule) im BURNT please never try to edit 17k in a single day i beg of you my hands are numb.
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Tae stands there, waiting for Jimin to come back in, frozen like a statue, medusas touch wretched and rancid as her life falls apart. If Tae were as precious as a porcelain doll she’d be cracking her lacquer all dull.
But the next moment you’re crushing her in a hug from behind, forcing her broken pieces back inside and keeping her whole by love alone. Your little arms wrap around her waist, just a quick squeeze that sets her heart back aligned before you’re letting go too and she’s left scrambling for your hands, but they slide out of hers as quickly as they come.
Because you’re going after him. Fuck Jimin- seriously fuck him for being such a fool and taking her for granted. You won’t let him make this mistake more than once.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.41)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Tae’s first day living as a girl looks something like this…
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,
Tags: No plot just fluff, Omega-space, pup-space, Fluff, Comfort no hurt, Trans! Tae, Discussions of Dysphoria, fear of transphobia but no real transphobia, internalized transphobia, internalized misogyny, brief non-sexual nudity, Brief 4th wall break, possessive behavior,
W/c: 15.1k
A/n: This ended up being a lot longer then i originally planned, but maybe that’s just cuz I’m so soft for taetae 🥺 this chapter is coming out on my birthday! i’ve put together a little wishlist over on amazon of some birthday things, but this also functions as a birthday present for you guys too!!!
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Tae’s first day of girlhood looks something like this:
The kitchen is heavy with the scent of pancakes when Jimin and her walk into it hand in hand. The air so thick and sweet that Tae might believe it was just you making it smell that way.
They bundle in at the counter, on the receiving end of love and breakfast in the form of Hobi’s pancakes and omega kisses. Jin pecks Tae on the cheek, and she can tell her presence was missed just but the way that Jungkook’s lips fit against her mouth- how much they both linger.
Having separate nests is always hard, but Tae can’t help but feel it was needed last night. Maybe she’ll need it tonight too, perhaps it’s best for everyone if she just takes her time with this.
Warming them up to the idea of her being a girl gradually might be easier for everyone. She shouldn’t say anything- she shouldn’t be obtrusive with her presence. She immediately decides that if anyone uses ‘he’ accidentally or calls her Taehyung today she won’t say a single thing.
Ideas like that are immediately thrown out the window when Namjoon wraps his arms around Tae’s shoulders and beams down at her, “How’s my favorite girl doing this morning?”
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 42)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Tae has a bad dysphoria day, luckily she has you and Hobi to help take her mind off of it.
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin
Tags: Fluff, hurt/comfort, Dysphoria, Vhope x reader focus, Trans character’s, Trans! Taehyung slow burn, Anxiety, melancholy, Brief mentions of Eating disorders, Denial, Unrequited feelings, seizures, hospitals, Doctor! Joonie
W/c: 8.0k
A/n: i hope everyone uses this little chapter as a chance to de-stress and take their mind off of recent events <3 please remember to treat yourself gently in the next few days! Softness is the only way to get out of hard times like this. I’m thinking of doing a little Ama/ Loveletter/ Mini story session on halloween night just to help people take their minds of things if you wanna stop by and talk <3
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The Monday after Tae comes out, Hobi brings home a bouquet of ranunculus for her. A beautiful purple and white pink mess of little perfect ruffled blooms tied the classy way- with lavender ribbon and butcher paper. Hobi makes sure there isn’t a bloom out of place.
He’s careful to open the front door gently, mindful of who might be sleeping inside. Everyone had gotten the picture from Yoongi in the group chat earlier; you and Tae curled up on the living room couch, a small nest around you. Tae’s already blond/leaning roots fluffing over the top of your head. Pink at the ends, orange in the middle, and bleached at the base.
Pink dye always did struggle to stay put, same as happiness.
Seeing a picture of her asleep and relaxed was quite honestly a relief compared to how they found her this morning.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.43)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: “Maybe that’s just what intimacy is- the context of us in another person’s life.”
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin
Tags: Fluff, hurt/comfort, Low-self esteem, ED mention, talks of ptsd, anxiety, panic-attacks, first kisses, smut, frottage, grinding, handjobs, non-penetrative sex, implied dom/sub dynamics, brief allusions to pet play, talks of euthanasia/death, poisoning, Flashbacks, omegaspace,
W/c: 13k
A/n: Ah so here it is! I’ve been gaining a lot of new followers the last few days in part because of the twitter die off. I hope that things don’t change too too much but!!! heres to hoping <3 i’m not having the best of times mentally at the moment and on top of that this chapter isn’t one i’m super proud of (ngl i sorta don’t like this at all) the best thing you can do to help is by leaving some positive feedback on this chapter <3
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(18 months Prior)
The next time that you visit the small yellow house in the middle of the city, you are the picture of perfect omega grace. A change from your last visit where your dripped blood onto the same cobblestone path. Body broken and mind just as fragile.
Now you visit in a modest black dress favored by the other omegas in the family. Your lipstick is patted on just so and a cute red pink color, painted there not by your own hands but by Hyejin.
You’ve been spending a lot more time with her recently.
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Before I Leave You (Pt.44)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: You should have come to jungkook about your predicament with the pack alpha sooner. He’s got solutions and a box full of sex toys. “There you go- oh my god you’re soaking the pillow- guess you really like this one a lot huh?”
Tags: Sub! M/c, Implied switch! Jk, Jk has a small dick, Pillow princess m/c, Dildos, Use of Sex toys, Penetrative sex, Pussy dilation, Size Kink, Pain kink, Rough sex (m/c deals with soreness and discomfort after), Squirting, Cuteness kink, Humiliation kink, voyeurism, Biting, Rule Breaking, dumbification, dacriphilia, Improper aftercare, morally grey bdsm etiquette, Referenced passed eating disorders, a dusting of Mafia shit as per usual.
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin
W/c: 13k
A/n: Happy Jinnie Day! there isn’t too much of him in this chapter- although there is a bit of him in the next one. it probably won’t take me a full three weeks to get the next chapter out as it’s already partially written <3 This chapter was greatly inspired by Jungkook’s world cup performance.
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Yoongi never thought he could Murder a cat, But staring at you and noodle; happily curled up in your lap where Yoongi’s head would be on any other morning, Yoongi starts to reconsider his stance on Cat-ricide.
The offending animal glares back with as much spite as his 12-pound 6 oz frame can muster. You’d told anyone who would listen about noodles vet visit; the cat’s weight, his prognosis on a nasty scar on his tummy, preening at how he’d only bitten the vet tech once.
(Namjoon might have slid the vet a 50 after, as an apology.)
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 45)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: It’s safe to say that Jin and namjoon are not impressed by your and Jungkook’s foray into disobedience.
Tags: Doms! Namjin, Subs! Koo and m/c, Kink exploration, Daddy kink 👀, Spanking, Punishment, Praise kink, Cock Stepping, Size Kink, Inspection kink, Humiliation kink, Dacryphilia, voyeurisim, Exhibitionism, Subspace, Domspace, ownership kink, feelings of inadequacy, self-esteem issues, hurt/comfort, brief description of past non-consensual penetration, the m/c doesn’t understand that coerced sex is rape.
W/c: 12.3k
A/n: Here it is! The long awaited punishment chapter! god, even writing about Jin makes me sad :( heres a little bit of love for him in the meantime! This might be the last Bily update of the year <3 I have one little Christmas present planned for you guys though. Thank you for sticking with this story for so long, we’re on the home stretch <3
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One second you and Jungkook are curled together and the next you’re being lifted into Jin’s lap- his hands gentle but firm. Namjoon’s hands work similarly on jungkook, and both of them work in tandem to lift both of you off the bed and into their laps.
Jin doesn’t let you look at your partner in crime for long, directing your face up to his, forcing you to concentrate on him and only him.
You feel like you want to curl up, hide beneath the blankets somewhere Jin can’t see you. His eyes are discerning and dark, even at your smallest- you wouldn’t be able to truly hide from him.
“I just- we were just playing-” Jungkook tries to say, but he’s unable to evade Namjoon’s hands- fingers like shackles around both of his wrists. Namjoon has more than a little experience restraining a fussy omega. No matter how Jungkook squirms Namjoon will hold him. It’s part of the fun in submission- feeling the edge and bounds of his alpha’s control.
You’re not quite as brave, quaking beneath Jin’s stare.
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Diary Of a Part Time Puppy (JJK)
(Magical Realism, Omegaverse, Hurt/comfort, Eventual Polyamory)
Summary: Both you and Jungkook are outsiders in your respective species. You- a witch without a coven, and Jungkook- a wolf without a pack. But together you make something of a family.
Pairing: alpha Jk x reader, Eventual Ot7 x reader, eventual polyamory,
Tags: Alpha! Jk, Witch! reader, Touch-starved Jk, hurt/comfort, fluff, angst, childhood neglect, implied child abuse, parent loss, orphan! Jk, loneliness, depression, Isolation, Astraphobia, Jungkook needs a hug, magical realism, mention of parallel universes, elements of suspense
W/c: 12.4k
A/n: This is for everyone who’s never been loved in the way that they needed to be loved, never gotten affection as easily as they needed it <3 I firmly believe everyone has a love story waiting for them out there <3 and until you find it you can find a little bit of it here. there will be four parts to this series!
Jeon Jungkook has never been comfortable in his wolf form.
When he was younger, shifting was a one-way ticket to earning a scolding or worse- an open fist or rough pinch to his snout. Being human was by comparison a little bit less likely to incur pain. Sure it took a lot of energy to make sure his feet stayed feet and didn’t become paws and a lot of concentration to make sure his eyes stayed human, and that his ears were just rounded instead of pointed and tall.
But it was worth it. It’s always worth trying to appear human.
Jungkook learned early on, the utility of appearing normal, in being small and quiet and obedient in order to earn a pittance of love.
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Before I Leave You (Pt. 46)
(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)
Summary: Jimin’s third secret is a little bit harder to explain.
Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,
Tags: Guns, murder, assassin! Jimin, Hitman! Jimin, talks of death, brief suicidal ideation, desperate characters, angst, survivors guilt and regular guilt, unreliable narrator, stalking, smoking, speeding, flashback, Breif nudity, brief sexual content, mentions of knots,
W/c: 11.2k
A/n: so….this is a reveal i’ve had written and planned for the better part of 2 years and it’s up to you guys to decide if i pulled it off well enough! i might hold off on answering any spoilery asks for a little bit but i’d love to hear your guys reactions to this big reveal. i know i kinda fucked up the posting times in the Sneek peek but 😅 this chapter is probably one people will need to sit with for a while.
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Hoseok’s going to fucking die.
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