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Crowley after the Fall and the reason why he fell.

*snob loudly* *tears everywhere* *the house is on fire god is dead*

THE HADESTOWN LYRICS ARE LITERALLY MAKING ME TEAR UP STOP

come home with me

its you

its me

This is so good!!

I love this animation🤍

THE INEFFABLE BLANKET DANCE

gomens dump hiiii

First Morpheus and Hob now Crowley and Aziraphale…why Neil 😭😭

Everytime I see a picture of these two queers it makes me wanna scream

Here me out:

Aziraphale fell first, Crowley fell harder

If they can’t confirm nor work on season 3 we at least need a good 1hr+ blooper reel

I hate to say this, but the coffee theory is inherently bad and completely undermines the entire season of progression we’ve been seeing with Aziraphale.

The coffee theory completely robs his decision of agency and accountability - it gives him an easy out and thus gives the next season an easy conclusion. And I’m sorry, but Neil just Would Not write that.

He wouldn’t make it so simple and easy and, I know this sounds harsh, POORLY WRITTEN.

Aziraphale has spent thousands of years desperately clinging to the idea that Heaven is inherently good, that serving Heaven as an Angel is inherently good. He’s spent thousands of years being gaslit and undermined and tricking himself into honestly believing that Heaven isn’t broken, it can still be fixed, the system still works if HE just helped it.

That’s all Metatron did. He dug those seeds back up. He put it back in Aziraphale’s head that it’s not Heaven who’s bad, it’s not the system that’s broken, it just needs someone better at the helm! Someone like Aziraphale!

The coffee didn’t brainwash him. The coffee was just a simple act of manipulation from someone who’s been doing the same thing for thousands of years.

‘I know you. I understand you. I’m proud of you. I want you to be the leader of Heaven. Here’s a coffee.’

And Aziraphale went with it. Because it’s all he’s ever known.

If the coffee theory is true, then all of this characterization is GONE. All of the tension and pain in his decision is GONE. Any hope of Aziraphale having a satisfying character arc in season three is GONE. Because if the coffee theory is true, then Aziraphale is Stuck. His character is trapped in a place with no room to grow, to learn, to change.

If the coffee theory is true, then Aziraphale won’t even be able to apologize to Crowley for making the wrong choice.

And that, as a potential culmination of their relationship, is SO fucking sad.

Aziraphale deserves better. Because he’s a complicated, flawed, and deeply traumatized person. And now he needs to make the wrong choice. He needs to make that wrong choice, and hurt the person he loves most, because that is the ONLY way he can grow. It is the ONLY way he can break free of the bonds that Heaven’s broken system have put on him. Like Gabriel did.

Aziraphale needs to have wanted that coffee.

Because without that, then no lessons are learned. No resolution is earned.

And Aziraphale AND Crowley deserve so much better than that.

“Everyday it’s a getting closer” yeah closer to heartbreak apparently?? 😭

Ship so good they went to hell for the other

saw a thing, needed to draw it

they r so angstyy😝😝✌️

This scene was absolutely beautiful BUT it’s also the crux of the issue. You guys this is where the problems start. Because—because Crowley’s already cast out, he finds COMFORT in the idea that they are lonely together. “As far as he can” becoming “as far as they can” is an END to his complete “otherness” and something to appreciate, to covet, and to find solace in. He’s finally not alone.

But—and this is important.

Aziraphale does NOT feel that. He can’t.

This moment is completely and utterly devastating for Zira. He finds out he’s not damned and sure, he’s relieved. But he’s no longer “an Angel” in the way that he’s learned is right. He’s now unchangeably and forever; less holy—a concept that is dearly important to his identity. “[Going] along with heaven as far as he can” is a FAILING on his part. Not heaven’s(at least to him). There is no solace or comfort—he finds existence like that—just the two of them—achingly LONELY. And that’s just how his perspective demands to be taken. It’s the only perspective he is capable of in that moment AND after it, too.

Take into account Crowley has went from having no one AT ALL to having SOMEONE. And he puts EVERYTHING he has into it. This is not good. It’s unfair to Aziraphale. And it’s unfair to himself. On the opposite side, you have Aziraphale. Who has just went from having the ENTIRE HEAVENLY HOST, to having this SINGLE demon— who, one minute ago, Aziraphale thought would be dragging him off to hell.

And the part that aches is that this perspective hasn’t changed. Aziraphale feels like his existence is lacking because he wants so badly to be GOOD. And good is Holy. Good is heavenly. He’s the problem for having morals that are misaligned.

Spoilers for the last episode:

Aziraphale has just been given the validation that he is not only GOOD but the most HEAVENLY Angel there is, the Supreme Archangel, even. And if heavens morals are now HIS morals, then that’s EVERY PROBLEM SOLVED. With a bow even, because Crowley’s basically on heavens side anyway, he’s GOOD, isn’t he? He’s been good this whole time, so why wouldn’t heaven want him back? Reinstating him as Angel would fix everything. They can be together, and they can be good, and they can be HOLY. All Aziraphale’s conflicting emotions about loving Crowley can be packed away because Crowley will be perfect again—and surely Crowley wants to be perfect—wants to be forgiven.(sorry everyone, that hurt me too, oof) Aziraphale is SHOCKED by Crowley’s refusal. He’s devastated that his version of perfect is treated as something naive and distasteful.

Crowley’s devastated too. He’s just lost “their side”. A concept that for 5000+ years has been THE ONLY THING he puts love into besides his car and perhaps his plants(And humanity, but he’ll never admit to that—I’m looking at the “No more dying” scene). Crowley is constantly being devastated by Aziraphale. He’s “too fast”, he’s too evil, he’s too good sometimes. Crowley has always been TOO MUCH. But this is different because for four years, he’s had “them”(on their own side) without the hiding, and without the denial and without Aziraphale constantly putting former jobs between them. PLUS he has a mountain of trauma centered around the concept of “forgiveness”, so that’s not great considering Aziraphale’s last words to him(THAT HE HASNT SAID ALL SEASON EVEN WHEN HE MADE CROWLEY APOLOGIZE IN THE FIRST EPISODE, AHHHHH). He’s losing everything and he’s desperate: Why isn’t he enough, hasn’t he been enough these last 4 years? Hasn’t HE been enough the last 6000?

Aziraphale has always been enough for Crowley. But being enough for Crowley doesn’t fix how Aziraphale has never been enough for himself, not since Job. He looks at this offer as a chance for HIM to be enough, and for Crowley to be FORGIVEN. Crowley looks at it as a betrayal because it’s Aziraphale saying Crowley ISNT enough, and he NEVER has been.

But that’s not what Aziraphale is saying. He’s saying, “Let me fix it for you”. Crowley is hearing, “Let me fix you for it.” Two completely different and completely horrifying concepts.

And then Crowley needs to say HIS piece(oh my gosh, btw, this was heartbreaking).

“Let’s be together on our terms” is basically what I’ve distilled it down to. But Aziraphale hears, “Let’s run away from our problems”

Aziraphale doesn’t want to run away, and Crowley doesn’t want to change who he is.

They both want to be together so badly but they don’t understand why they each want it so differently. And Aziraphale can’t compromise because he’s brainwashed and LOATHES himself. And Crowley can’t compromise because he’s traumatized and LOVES Aziraphale just as he is. Crowley doesn’t want to be good on heavens terms. He can see Heaven for what it is; “toxic”. He hates heaven not only for what the Host did to him, but for HOW THEY TREATED Aziraphale.

They both don’t understand each other because for all the pleading and presenting and monologuing, they never once in that whole conversation, actually talked.

The battle after Armageddon.

I pray this is not our last good bye, angel

part 2 here https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186860176827/the-battle-after-armageddon-part-2-aziraphale

Part 3 https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186890580192/the-battle-after-armageddon-part-3-i-know-you

Part 4

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The battle after Armageddon - part 4 Have we lost all hopes, is there no chance that the world could be saved?

Part 5

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The battle after Armageddon - part 5 I thought I'd never be able to see you again, my dear Part 4 here

Part 6

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The battle after Armageddon - part 6 (final) Whatever happens, for good or for evil, we are beside you. This has been great fun, making a sh

The Battle after Armageddon - part 2

Aziraphale, the Principality, angel of the Eastern gate, is on the front line

part 1 is here https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186841791347/the-battle-after-armageddon-i-pray-this-is-not

Part 3 https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186890580192/the-battle-after-armageddon-part-3-i-know-you

Part 4

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The battle after Armageddon - part 4 Have we lost all hopes, is there no chance that the world could be saved?

Part 5

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The battle after Armageddon - part 5 I thought I'd never be able to see you again, my dear Part 4 here

Part 6

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The battle after Armageddon - part 6 (final) Whatever happens, for good or for evil, we are beside you. This has been great fun, making a sh

The Battle after Armageddon - part 3

I know you were testing them, God. But is this part of your plan as well, i wonder…

Part 6

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The battle after Armageddon - part 6 (final) Whatever happens, for good or for evil, we are beside you. This has been great fun, making a sh

Part 5

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The battle after Armageddon - part 5 I thought I'd never be able to see you again, my dear Part 4 here

Part 4

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The battle after Armageddon - part 4 Have we lost all hopes, is there no chance that the world could be saved?

Part 2 https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186860176827/the-battle-after-armageddon-part-2-aziraphale

Part 1 https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186841791347/the-battle-after-armageddon-i-pray-this-is-not

The battle after Armageddon - part 4

Have we lost all hopes, is there no chance that the world could be saved?

Part 6

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The battle after Armageddon - part 6 (final) Whatever happens, for good or for evil, we are beside you. This has been great fun, making a sh

Part 3

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The Battle after Armageddon - part 3 I know you were testing them, God. But is this part of your plan as well, i wonder... Part 4 Part...

From here you can find the links to previous parts :)

The battle after Armageddon - part 5

I thought I'd never be able to see you again, my dear

P/s: this was supposed to be two chapters, but i'm too lazy at putting the links in from previous parts and vice versa :v

Anw, enjoy!

Part 6

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The battle after Armageddon - part 6 (final) Whatever happens, for good or for evil, we are beside you. This has been great fun, making a sh

Part 4 here

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The battle after Armageddon - part 4 Have we lost all hopes, is there no chance that the world could be saved? Part 3 From here you can fin

Part 1

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The battle after Armageddon. I pray this is not our last good bye, angel part 2 here https://pinkpiggy93.tumblr.com/post/186860176827/the-ba

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