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I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS WRITTEN IN THAT GODDAMN LETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!
# the whores want to fuck each other?
idlygf!
warnings: slight mentions of weed
2nd installment of my elliot drabble series
Rue and Elliot were close, there was no doubt about it. They spent a lot of time together and they shared a lot of the same interests, that's what bothered Jules so much. You were there the day that Elliot and Jules met for the first time, it was super awkward. There was a lot of tension and it was very obvious that Jules was upset about them being friends. You followed her into the bathroom and comforted her about the whole situation. You did feel bad, but you also felt like she was being a little dramatic.
Rue and Jules had gotten into a few arguments about Elliot, you were the first person to hear about it from both sides. Given you had been friends with Rue since you two were infants and friends with Jules since she moved to East Highland.
The three of you were sitting above a bridge, all of your legs dangling off the side. You weren't really paying attention to the conversation they were having, you caught a few things about Rue and Elliot fucking, him and jules not getting along, and weed.
“y/n, dont you think Elliot wants to fuck Rue?” Jules' soft voice suddenly filled your ears, you looked at both of them, their eyes boring into yours. You shrugged and looked down at your feet,
“Depends, he wants to fuck everyone.” Rue chuckled and bumped her shoulder with yours. You leaned over a bit to take a look at Jules, a pout on her face as she looked into the distance.
“Jules, I promise you theres no way he wants to fuck me, no way.” you giggled at your friends and shook your head.
Jules turned on a table lamp and shined it in Elliot's face, he backed away from the sudden light and gave her a confused look.
“Do you wanna fuck Rue?” he looked over at Rue who was sitting on his bed, your head in her lap as you played with the knick knacks Elliot had in his room. “Not no,”
“So youre gay?” Jules quizzed him. “Kinda,” he shrugged with an unimpressed look on his face, “So you're straight?” he shrugged again, “Kinda?” Elliot had never really put much thought into his sexuality, he liked what he liked.
“So you're bi?” He made eye contact with Jules with squinted eyes, “I don't really think of it that way.” Jules rolled her eyes and continued to interrogate the boy. “What do you mean? Like, you've never thought about your sexuality before?” Elliot pondered before answering,“Not in a particularly rigid way, no.”
In all honesty your attention span was that of a goldfish. Your mind could go from one topic to another in seconds, you had found a pair of sunglasses on a shelf near Elliot's bed and wore them as you looked up at Rue. Elliot asked a question about Rue and Jules fucking, or about him fucking them. You didn't know, you were too infatuated with the statue of a naked lady he had on his window sill. You only started paying any mind to the conversation when Rue piped up, she hadn't spoken the entire time and neither have you.
“Yeah, why did you dodge the question?” Rue seemed puzzled, why wouldnt Jules tell Elliot if they’ve had sex before, theyre dating?
Jules inhaled deeply before going to ask Elliot another question, you turned your head towards them, finally deciding to pay attention since you were getting bored. Elliot locked eyes with you and smirked before averting his attention back to Jules.
“How many girls have you fucked?” You wondered why Jules asked him all of these questions, you weren't even really sure why you were here in the first place.
“Like, technically three.” He hesitated a bit, almost as if he wasn't too sure of his own answer. The girls he was talking about were the ones he could remember off the top of his head. He had way more than 3 bodies. He busted a nut in the first girl within seconds, the second girl was a girl he met at a party and gotten some head from, and the third girl was his ‘girlfriend’.
“Technically?” Jules asks, “I mean technically, the first girl, it was, like, two seconds. It was embarrassing. She probably wouldn't count it.” He said looking off to the side, “she would not count it.” Jules looked off to the side to process what he had just said, she shook her head and continued with the interrogation.
“Okay, uh how many guys have you fucked?” Jules urged. “43.”
Jules raised an eyebrow at him, her eyes wide. “Are you serious?” you giggled a little too loud, the three of them looked at you, you haven't made a sound the entire time that you were there. Rue looks down at you with a small smile on her face, “What’re laughing at?” you giggled again. “Elly’s a whore.” You knew he was joking, but you also knew he was very sexually active. Rue snickered while Elliot had his mouth open and a scoff fell out.
“Oh yeah?” He challenged, “How many guys have you fucked? Hm?” you rolled your eyes at him and held up the number five, “Bitch.” He let out a dry laugh and looked back at you, “Oh wow! That’s like a mentally ill amount of people to fuck, who’s really the whore.” You flipped him off and closed your eyes, you snuggled into Rues lap and pulled a throw blanket Elliot had on his bed over your shoulders. You were already tired when you three had gotten to his house, a little nap wouldn't hurt.
The rest of their conversation played out, you felt yourself falling asleep until you heard your name again.
“I didnt say that I didnt wanna fuck you or them,” them meaning you and Rue. Elliot seemed to be getting frustrated with the ongoing questions about him and sex with the four of you.
“So you wanna fuck Jules and y/n?” Rue quipped, you head butt her stomach and she smacked the side of your head with the back of her hand.
Elliot had a look of disbelief on his face,
“You guys are disgusting, Im not out here swinging my muff around waiting to see who fucks it.” you giggled again, “You should, because I would totally-” You were cut off by a cough coming from Rue. Oh fuck, did you say that out loud? Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Rue had cut you off because she knew about your feelings for Elliot, the romantic ones and the sexual ones, very, very sexual feelings. She also knew that you were the kind of person who does before they think, the words exited your mouth before you even processed what you were saying. Jules looked at you with a dropped jaw and wide eyes, Elliot looked at you with a smirk on his face and his eyes on yours, Rue pretended not to be paying attention, but a few snickers that she passed off as coughs came out of her mouth.
You felt yourself get warm, you were a fucking idiot. You turned so your face was facing away from Elliot and in Rue’s stomach. She did you the favor of covering your entire body with the throw blanket. You closed your eyes and tried your best to forget about what had just happened.
You wanted to fucking die.
“The whores want to fuck each other? no surpise there.”
You buried your face even deeper into her stomach and whined out of embarrassment. You loved Rue with your entire heart, but God, you wish she’d shut the hell up sometimes.
i’m an asshole, baby
song ♫ bad idea! - girl in red
asshole elliot <\3 word vomit bc i rlly wanted to write this but i had no idea how to go about it so i kinda went a diff way than the ask 😵😵 + elliot and the reader r fwb
ask: elliot accidentally saying something hurtful to yn and she tries to play it off like, “yeah no i’m fine. it’s whatever!” or “oh, i forgot you even said that. my attention span is short.” knowing damn well she ends up spending her time after school balling her eyes out.
“At least Jules can give a decent fuckin’ blow job, I have to fuck your face to get even a little bit of pleasure.”
You froze, your breath hitched in your throat and you stared right into Elliot’s eyes. What the fuck?
You and Elliot have always had a very playful dynamic, making fun of each other was the love language that you guys shared. You and Elliot were extremely close, he gave you your first everything. Your first kiss, your first time, your first time smoking weed, he was always the first person you did it with.
One time, when the two of you were high, you expressed to him how insecure Jules made you. She was different, unique, outgoing, beautiful, she had everything you could want for yourself. Her and Elliot were getting very close and you noticed how much more sexual the jokes between the two of them had gotten. You werent Elliot’s girlfriend, so you had no right to be mad, but the way he made you feel during sex made you feel like the most beautiful girl in the world and you selfishly wanted that side of him all to yourself. He was so gentle with you, he checked in on you, he did what you wanted, feeling so cherished made your heart soar.
He let out a dry chuckle, he was waiting for your response to his insult, but he heard you fall silent, “Yo, are you good?” You tilted your head at him a little and slowly began to stand up from the bench that you were sitting on.
You couldn't believe that you had told Elliot such a sensitive piece of information about your self image and he threw it back in your face like it was nothing.
Something else Elliot knew was that you weren’t the most experienced person when it came to sex, you had only been with one other guy besides Elliot. He was an ass who only cared about his pleasure so you didn't really have enough time to learn anything from him. You always worried about your performance in bed with Elliot, he always told you how good you were doing and how much he enjoyed guiding you through the process.
“I’m fine. I just remembered I have to go home, my dad said I have to be home by 6.” You saw him frown, he nodded and brought the joint back up to his lips.
“See ya, Y/N. Be safe.” You walked away from him and the tears started to form in your eyes. Were you really that bad? Why did he bring up Jules?
Elliot always knew how to hit you where it hurt, but it never hurt this bad. You were self conscious in a lot of aspects and being made fun of for how you were in bed diminished your self esteem even more. You had given yourself to him and he uses one of your insecurities against you? Part of you felt like you were being dramatic, but the other part felt like you had a right to be mad at him.
You walked into your house and immediately went upstairs. Being told you dont give good head isnt a big deal, but being told that by the only person you’ve ever been with in that way can destroy how you see yourself in future sexual relationships, especially if its in comparison to another person who is far more experienced than you are.
You flopped down on your bed and stared at the ceiling. Your own thoughts were eating you alive, it was only a joke, why are you such a fuckin crybaby?
Your thoughts were interrupted by the buzz of your phone. It was Elliot.
Elly >_<: hey, did you make it home okay?
You: yeah
Elly >_<: good good good
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Elly >_<: u wanna hang tomorrow? got sum more weed when u left :p
You: not tomorrow, sorry el.
You were normally always free to hang out with him and smoke. But now that you knew how he felt about your sexual performance, you were too embarrassed to face him.
Elly >_<: :(((((((( y not?
You: busy
Elly >_<: dudeeeeeee ur literally NEVER busy wdf
You: i am tomorrow..
His text bubble kept disappearing and reappearing, your heart rate started to speed up, he was obviously hesitant on what he was gonna say.
Elly >_<: is this about what i said at the park?
Elly >_<: if so sorry lmao
Elly >_<: didn’t think it was dat srs….crybaby
You: ok el.
Elly >_< : bruh lol, take a joke. gonna ask again, wanna hang out tomorrow?
You: no
Elly >_<: when you stop bein such a fuckin baby i’ll text you again, bye
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You put your phone down. Not only did he hurt your feelings, but he’s now making you feel stupid for feeling the way you do. You honestly didn’t want to see him again until you got over it or until he apologized once he saw how much it hurt you, but knowing Elliot, those chances were very slim.
You threw yourself into your pillow. Why did you like guys who were such fucking assholes?
EUPHORIA POST SEASON 2 FAN COMIC!
After one of my Euphoria Tik toks blew up, someone suggested a comic in the same style. So…I figured- Why the hell not. I was kind of bummed with how the season 2 finale left off, so I wanted to make my own version. This was really fun. Took a bit longer than expected- but it was worth it. I am legit tempted to continue the story. Besides, we have to wait until 2023-24 to see what happens next.
CLICK HERE FOR PART 2
EUPHORIA POST SEASON 2 FANCOMIC- PART 2
PART 1- CLICK HERE TO READ
Happy to report I managed to finish this. This was a significantly more challenging task, than the first part. Not just because of the page number difference, but adding some new characters, finding the colour palette I wanted, and other details. Anyway, I do hope that you enjoy this “issue”. I already have a huge part of the storyline figured out, and will happily try to show it more frequently. Expect to see some old characters make a “re-appearance”, and some “forgotten” characters get more time in the spotlight.
I really do want to hear what you think will happen next.
I am also gonna upload these pages on my Instagram Highlight. I suggest you follow my instagram account (@artrme) for more WIP of future issues.
Hope to upload and make more soon. And looking forward to hear your feedback.
Sincerely ArtRMe
SEE YOU IN PART 3
hot take mckay, fez, and lexi were the best side characters in euphoria and they deserved better
kin list cuz i’m bored lmaoaoaoao
high kins
Rue Bennett - euphoria
Marie - splatoon
Pure Vanilla Cookie - cookie run kingdom
Tavros Nitram - homestuck
Tahani Al-Jamil - the good place
Adora - she-ra and the princesses of power
Qiqi - genshin impact
mid kins
Izzie Taylor - atypical
Jane - girl from nowhere
Sarah Lynn - bojack horseman
Jean Gunnhildr - genshin impact
Dirk Strider - homestuck
Kanaya Maryam - homestuck
Chidi Anagonye - the good place
low kins
Barbara Pegg - genshin impact
Snow Sugar Cookie - cookie run
Nanno - girl from nowhere
Fezco - euphoria
Karkat Vantas - homestuck
DJ Octavio - splatoon
Lilith Clawthorne - the owl house
Marina Ida - splatoon 2
u can tell i’m mentally ill and need immediate therapy /j
should i write about rue’s musical number at the end of euphoria cuz i have a lot to say about it actually
the last episode was pretty crazy but can we take a moment to appreciate how happy maddy was to see rue. like tbh maddy has been a surprisingly good friend to rue in the little screentime they have together. she didn’t judge her for taking drugs, she was genuinely worried when she heard rue might have relapsed, and she really just wanted to help rue get the help she needs. they’re an underrated duo imo
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hear me out- ship/don’t ship: Rue and Maddy
oooh, I am absolutely hearing you out. 👀👀
Ship It or Don't Ship It!
1. What made you ship it?
I am a firm believer that Rue doesn't need to be in a relationship until she's confident in her sober state, but after that, I think they'd be super cute! I definitely think that Maddy's genuine show of concern after Rue revealed that she'd relapsed in the bathroom kinda kicked off my intrigue, and then the hug during the intervention. the way that Maddy threw herself at her and was so excited to see her, and the way that Rue kinda just bent down to reach her. cute! ignoring the context, of course.
2. What are your favorite things about the ship?
the genuine care there. Maddy clearly loves and cares about Rue, and I think she'd be very understanding of Rue's hardships. which is something that is vital if you want to be in a relationship with her. likewise, Rue has shown herself to be a very loving person when she's sober; she's extremely protective of Gia and Jules, she starts mending her relationships with Lexi and Fez, and she's just overall a very caring person when she's sober. I think that Maddy would need that kind of person as a significant other.
3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
it's not really a popular ship, so I don't know if there are any popular or unpopular opinions. I know that platonically, I have opinions. I think that Maddy is genuinely a very good friend, and the fact that people say she's a mean girl doesn't really... compute? for me? in the first season she was definitely not in the best place because of her relationship with Nate, but in this season she's genuinely a very sweet girl. especially to Rue, honestly. as for the negative, if you think that Rue exposed Cassie out of the kindness of her heart because she thought that Maddy deserved to know, you're.. wrong. lmao.
why are maddy perez and strawberry crepe cookie comfort characters. i guess i have a thing for cute assholes who are secretly caring and nice
rue x maddy so valid best ship ends all the other ships i’m right. i could explain why
rue x maddy x lexi kinda valid tbh
i love that my favourite recent pieces of media that make me incredibly emotional and also hyperfixations at one point or another (euphoria and turning red) are incredibly different from each other
stan 4*town btw
“And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow. And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. Everything stops. Your heart, your lungs, and finally your brain. Everything you feel and wish and want to forget it all just sinks. And then suddenly, you give it air again. Give it life again. I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared, I wanted to call 911 and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. But I didn’t want to look like an idiot. I didn’t want to fuck up everyone’s night. And then over time, it’s all I wanted. Those two seconds of nothingness.”