I Can't Quit You - Tumblr Posts

I want to quit so bad but my loyalty to Nicola Coughlan and wanting to see more body diversity on screen and my ABSURD levels of thirst for Luke Newton won’t let me. I am not the strongest soldier. Like I know they’re going to kill it this season even with material that makes me want to fight.

I swear, I'm so furious with this Debling shit, I'm coming out of my silence in this fandom and I hope Colin will tell Pen "Well done, mate" and go live a beautiful story with a woman who deserves it. Where's my Pen from the books, she'd make a great option if we made her a new character. Thank you, not thank you to all the immature people who demanded this debility we're about to suffer. At least not me, I'm not going to watch season 3. I'm done with Bridgerton and Shonda. Still, better my revenge fantasy is that Colin not only finds a new option but that Debling is a manipulator who just has an interest in Pen for all the wrong reasons.

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I can see me rising upon you breathless encouragement all hands and sweat and slapping flesh we know one another like our own skin, I know the catch in your breath that tells me how to move and when

and then I disassociate and see you my best friend so gentle and flawed and the things we do in private seem utterly unreal, I am split between realities.