I Feel Bad For Him - Tumblr Posts
thinking about xavier and the years of solitude and loneliness and detachment he had to plunge himself into. imagine seeing the world change and move and transform around you and feel like you can’t be part of it—to watch life without living.
remember when he had to kill his own self? watch the very few people that cared about him grieve for him? did he ever grieve his own self? how many times? how many names? what do you do when the lines begin to blur and you forget who’s the real you?
time passes you over and all you do is remember. does he ever get stuck in it? to feel like a ghost in your own skin… a shell of yourself, just sort of… waiting… and waiting… for something, for what? is a long life really a gift if you can’t live it, if everything and everyone leaves you behind? does he grieve his home, his family, who he used to be? what couldn’t be and who he couldn’t save? does he ever just feel tired of it all? to carry around this ache, this constant feeling of /missing/, of homesickness for a home, or more than just a home that you no longer know.
and imagine you remember all of this, over 200 years of this. how do you not begin to lose your mind? lose your sense of self? separated from everything that is dear to you, and now you’re forced to start all over and you’re haunted by your failures and the sins of your father and you’re just watching life pass you by, but it’s okay, you are used to it. you are used to watching the sun rise and fall a million times, except this time you see it from a place you are not supposed to exist in—the puzzle piece that never belonged. what is the shape of infinite loneliness?
Why is he sad?!?
cozy. book time.
I want to die and be reincarnated as someone who's actually loveable.
AEGON TARGARYEN House of the Dragon | 1.07 “Driftmark”
requested by anonymous
okay look-
I’ll never forget how I addressed my name “Kim Jiwoon” on a letter and my friend’s dad thought BTS wrote to her
This race is the definition of this season for Charles
1. Miraculous pole position
2. Ferrari’s strategy fucks him up
3. Zero support from his teammate
4. Bad car and bad strategy = low position
My baby. 🥺
Aegon alone
AJ: Still probably getting drunk at night and crying over Hoseok
Also AJ: Sinking all of her free time into Lucifer and basically being glued to him more than ever
Jimin, probably, at some point:
Ok so I did a dive into why Oliver left twitter because no one wants to say the real reasons.
This tweet was 4 years ago. Which I believe would fall around the Eddie gets shot arc. You know, the time when bestie are convinced Buddie was going canon.
Then, a year later, he decided to deactivate his Twitter.
And reddit explains why
This behavior has gone on for way too long. Of course they're tired of buddie. Jfc.
Young Watanabe's haircut😭
Yes this is in the movie😭 he was most likely a teenager due to the japanese schoolboy outfit
I feel so bad for him
Donald malarkey
So my dad has this metal box of peanuts that he leaves outside so that when he goes on walks he can grab some to feed the crows, and every once in awhile we get this one squirrel who keeps trying to BITE THROUGH THE METAL to get to the peanuts, we keep leaving some out for it but they keep getting eaten by other squirrels.
I just saw the poor thing sitting on top of the box and kind of forlornly trying to chew the corners of the box