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Depression Battle...

Depression falling.

After so many weeks of pain…

I feel at peace now.

TW: Mentions of self-harm and suicide

The Parking Garage 2 Blocks Away

It's pleasant to finally relax. To let my bones free and my muscles loose. All of me painting the concrete where I've laid myself to rest a vivid red. My blood will soon mingle with the rain that makes its brief trip through this watershed.

The impact was brief, the initial step off being the most terrifying part of the whole ordeal.

I'd just like to apologize.

I'm sorry to the city workers who will have to clean me off the sidewalk.

I’m sorry to the police who will spend time on this rather boring case.

I'm sorry to the journalists who will inevitably write of this and all its horror.

I'm sorry to my teachers who have spent money and time and knowledge on me.

I'm sorry to my family because so much was wasted on me just for it to amount to this.

I'm sorry to my friends because society told me I have to be even when nobody listens.

I'm sorry to my pets because they will have to count on the unreliable and unpracticed.

I'm sorry to my brother for leaving him alone in that house.

I'm sorry to my boyfriend who knew everything and still loved everything but i didn’t tell him about this. The promise was never empty, I’ll find you again after this like I promised. I swear.

I'm sorry to everyone I ever have and ever would love.

hold on i need to engineer an image that will cast 20 psychic damage on a niche group of people