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Thinking about struggling to ride Mammon so he just grabs your hips and fucks you on himself
You start off whining and trying as hard as you can to bounce on his cock, but your thighs are burning and you collapse on his chest crying about how it’s too much and you can’t do it.
He kisses the top of your head as he puts his hands on either sides of your hips, “it’s ok treasure I gotcha.” He says softly as he lifts you up and slams you down on himself causing you to cry out.
You grip his shoulders tightly, digging your nails in as he continues to fuck you on himself, using you as his own personal cock sleeve until he cums inside you with a loud moan.
This is true because I ran away from school at some point, and my gf was gonna come with me, but she changed her mind last second, and I remember feeling so crushed, but I did it anyways without her.
I got all the way to a Walmart and was caught like two hours later
#Queer Agony
🦑 parallels all around 🦑
i amused myself thinking about character parallels to some of the other asoiaf characters. [obligatory disclaimer that parallels doesn’t mean same fate, same purpose in the story, same morality, or any ‘equating’ anything]. and since it is day 26 : …ASoIaF Character Parallels of theon month…
arya - gender performance criticised by authority figure - violently separated from family at age ~9/10 - childhood experience of war - servant of bolton / interactions with roose - the ghost of winterfell / the ghost of harrenhall - highborn character made to live as mistreated servant - enjoys riding - spoken to by weirwood tree - names lost and recovered - traumatised into near identity loss but actually not - helping ‘unimportant’ girl while in mortal danger themselves - association with death / material world transcending kind of trauma narrative
dany - survival against all odds / extreme kind of resilience - grew up in fear - the stories spread about them vs. their actual story - the exile’s elusive/unattainable idea of ‘home’ - ambition to power… - …taken as entitlement and reaching beyond their proper place because they are forever the foreigner - a beloved horse (an angry black stallion named smiler // a spirited silver filly called the silver) - sexual enslavement - inconveniencing those that prefer them dead by still not dying - said to come from ‘particularly evil’ people even though they are not especially more evil than the rest - we flew
sansa - child hostage - “traitors” - the obedient daughter / the obedient hostage who know their courtesies - mean commentary onto others - cut off from your wolf / far away from the sea (& does it invalidate?) - vague idealised dreams of glory and goodness - a story of entrapment (both literal captivities as well as conceptually) - likes to dress well - controlled by ambitiously evil and sexually predatory man they are made to help in his evil schemes - who gives them a new name - and publicly claim an intimate bond towards them - i could kill him… i could kill him right now, but i don’t (sansa not shoving littlefinger out of the moondoor, theon not stabbing ramsay with the knife) - vague idealised dreams of glory and goodness no longer / “there are no heroes….” - “his lips were like two worms fucking” - that scene where they both walk into the snow, and snowflakes brush their cheeks like kisses
tyrion - their father’s unfavourites - their father would rather see them dead - wants to prove themselves worthy of appreciation and survival; thinks that’s something they need to earn - joyful sexuality, liveliness and ambition in the face of a hostile world - likes to dress well - tried to rule and hold a city that hated them (fssssfff tyrion did a better job we know) - scapegoated to take the fall for actually systemic / complex problems - very public mistreatment that gets condoned / accepted - background of incestuous & abusive family dysfunction - both experienced and committed sexual violence - captivity ; brutality and humiliation experienced in captivity ; runs away and takes others with him - haunted by the memory of girlfriend murdered/lost in extremely traumatic circumstances
he's the reason why I'm crazy
NAH CAUSE WTF IS THIS????? WHAT HAPPENED TO THE STICKERS COVERING THEM BROOOOOOO
this is exactly it! this whole thing!!!! whatever is up between Loki and Sylvie seems so shitty and toxic because they made it (or tried to make it) romantic. im sorry but Loki and Mobius respect and understand each other and would go out of their way to help each other. Loki searched for Mobius immediately after being kicked out of the time door; Mobius risked his skin (literally) in hopes that Loki would make it; Loki suggests getting pie after Brad gets under Mobius's skin, and effectively calms him down; Mobius suggests a mischievous plan because Loki is the trickster god. Loki and Sylvie on screen together give me such a huge disgusting ick.
genuinely how is lokius queerbaiting?
Basically, season one was already queerbaiting but not because of Lokius. They teased the whole Loki coming out thing as something so grand when it was just a quick "a bit of both" that you could've easily missed if you looked away for a second and then never mentioned it again. Also, don't get me started on the way they "dealt with" Loki's genderfluidity because that was just horrendous.
But getting to the Lokius bit: In season one, they establish that Loki is, in fact, queer in the MCU as well and can fall for a male character. Now, the ship between him and Mobius becomes incredibly popular in the fandom since their storyline and chemistry are just beautiful. Lots of fanart and fanfictions come out of it that the creators are aware of. Even a song on the soundtrack is called "Lokius".
So now, if they didn't plan on making Loki and Mobius a real thing, why was episode one of season two the way it is? The way those two acted around each other was far from platonic. They could've easily had them act like good ol' buddies, but instead we get Mobius holding Loki every second he can, Mobius being ready to sacrifice himself for Loki, Loki then almost confessing, plus even the trope where they accidentally fall on top of each other and linger there for a second longer than necessary and that wasn't even everything. And during every single one of those scenes, they played the "Lokius" theme from the soundtrack. A ton of people who weren't convinced of this ship after season one now went "okay wait, you were right all along". Those are blatant romantic tropes. There's nothing platonic about it, and no one can convince me otherwise.
The creators know that people want to see Lokius, so why give us these scenes and ultimately give us hope? There's two options: they're actually going for it or they know that this is what we watch it for and will ultimately go "lmao obviously they're just best buddies you're delusional if you thought otherwise".
So yeah, that's my stand on this whole thing. I've been through the queerbaiting trenches and I'm worried that this show will be added to the list.
its gon be one memorable mazurka jitterbug whatever the hell you dance to rockabilly
HAJAEGEIWGEISVDUDGEWISBSWIEBEDU IT'S HERE!!!! TAPIS ROGUE VIL SSR GROOVY IS HERE
MOM. MOTHER. I AM SOBBING. VIL WHAT THE HELL YOU CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS I AM CLUTCHING THE WALL SVSSGVTJBGSAWKJ
HHHHHHH THIS THIS THIS
Gonna throw up If I can't talk about them-
Bunch of Aiden analysis under the cut because he's just SO OBSESSED CODED AND NOBODY TALKS ABOUT IT 😭 (I will be very weird about it)
The way it's so doomed from the start. He's already so fascinated by her. It's in the little jump he does when she sits in front of him, like a secret they're both in on, like her sitting in front of him is some obscure way of her inviting him into a conversation.
Why is he like this (not positive but not negative either)
He has such a cocktail of personality traits and, most certainly, mental disorders, and his own history that makes it so, when he's in love, that it WILL blow up in his face.
The fact that he's been homeschooled for his entire life- he has no idea. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW. He doesnt realize that its not normal. of course he doesn't :( His parents obviously leave him alone for long stretches of time and he doesn't seem to mind this. He hasn't had the chance to develop his social skills at all-
It's why he's so, let's be real, creepy. Ash makes it very clear she's not interested and he just keeps worming his way into her life. He plots so that she'll go on the field trip, he follows her around, he goes to her fucking house on the first day. LIKE, HELLO? RED FLAG?
He's having evil thoughts here I swear 💀
And already so quickly after meeting her he makes Ash his priority. He asks to sit next to her, he engages and makes an effort to talk to her. Tries to joke around with her. Gives her a nickname. Touches her. He's so touchy.
And defends her!!! When Tyler gets pissed at Ash, he honestly goes off on him even tho he KNOWS Ash can defend herself- and he's so...dark about it. There's a threat hidden behind his words. He's MAD here, right? Tell me I'm not crazy, please-
He also very clearly has violence on the forefront of his mind 💀 He's the first one to actively attack the phantoms; not to defend himself, not to defend somebody else (well, he pulls Ash out of the way), but for fun. And he's disappointed when they don't scream. He's sadistic, he likes causing pain, it's something he relishes in.
I mean look at how he smiles!!! None of the other kids have such an...active ENJOYMENT in fighting the phantoms, but for Aiden, it's almost like he finds relief in it, some way to vent out his frustrations. He's eager for a fight, for a thrill.
That's how Aiden sustains himself, he pretty much operates under "I'm here for a good time, not a long time." Everything he does gives him a boost of adrenaline, no matter the consequences. He got into a fight? Eh, who cares about all the bruises, at least it got his blood rushing. Broke a bone while doing parkour or smth? Whatever, the way his stomach dropped when he was falling as totally worth it.
It's a very dangerous mentality to live with, obviously. He's an adrenaline junkie. He's an addict. More than anything else, Aiden wants something that makes him feel alive.
And what makes you feel more alive than love?
Like not to minimise or anything but he's known her for like. 2-3 months- and he's already SO scared of losing her. Like I just don't think he would have had this type of reaction with anybody else besides Ben. He would have absolutely lost his shit if Ash 'died'.
He's a straight up love junkie. He's obsessive. Nothing beats the high love can give you. It overrules everything else. If Ash (or whoever he's interested in) feels bad because of smth, he's done with it.
He LIKED dying. He LIKED the adrenaline rush. But he won't do it again. Not because he had some realization that he didn't want to die, that he still wanted to live and do things, but because Ash was upset. Because this, this rush of care from her part, the way she was so scared of him dying that she was shaking, nothing could fill the hole in his heart better than that. And now that he has a taste for it, he won't let go easy. He will keep on living- if it means Ash will be by his side.
Which is a very dangerous position to put her in. Ash already feels responsible for her friends, and she doesn't even know that Aiden has "put" his life in her hands, not that it's her responsibility, because it isn't, but she will certainly feel responsible if Aiden does something FOR her.
Like He's so fucking obsessed and he doesn't even realize it- like look at how he sees her 😭 THE HEAVENLY GLOOOOOOW, LIKE SHES AN ANGEL AND HE THINKS SHE CAN SAVE HIM. BABY SHE CANT, YOU HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF.
He could spiral so fucking bad. He could do some absolutely heinous things. Because he just doesn't know. He doesn't know how to love truly, yet. For him love really is that rush of adrenaline, the knife carving out his heart, he could be putty in her hands, or her executioner. This love that can be so obsessive, that he NEEDS it to function, like its water, like its the air he breathes. Its a compulsion, a fixation, a longing that burrows into your very soul. Ash doesn't even know what she's getting herself into-
Godddddd, it makes me so sick/ pos, it's SO FUCKING INTERESTINGGGGGG. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
I literally cannot function around this drawing 🫠
The. The hand. That way he's grabbing her. He's pulling her back. Towards HIM. like "this is mine. And I'm not sharing." And that little fucking look in his eyes, he just looks SO fucking pleased with himself. And Ash looks so...resigned. they're so doomed-coded, i love them so bad.
I don't know how I was supposed to NOT make a killer au, when he's just...like that around her.
Love is a wonderful thing. But love is also cruel, it is vicious, it is possessive and obsessive, and it will leave carnage in its wake.
Romantic love is an obsession. It possesses you. You lose your sense of self. You cannot stop thinking about another human being. -Helen Fisher
Gonna throw up If I can't talk about them-
Bunch of Aiden analysis under the cut because he's just SO OBSESSED CODED AND NOBODY TALKS ABOUT IT 😭 (I will be very weird about it)
The way it's so doomed from the start. He's already so fascinated by her. It's in the little jump he does when she sits in front of him, like a secret they're both in on, like her sitting in front of him is some obscure way of her inviting him into a conversation.
Why is he like this (not positive but not negative either)
He has such a cocktail of personality traits and, most certainly, mental disorders, and his own history that makes it so, when he's in love, that it WILL blow up in his face.
The fact that he's been homeschooled for his entire life- he has no idea. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW. He doesnt realize that its not normal. of course he doesn't :( His parents obviously leave him alone for long stretches of time and he doesn't seem to mind this. He hasn't had the chance to develop his social skills at all-
It's why he's so, let's be real, creepy. Ash makes it very clear she's not interested and he just keeps worming his way into her life. He plots so that she'll go on the field trip, he follows her around, he goes to her fucking house on the first day. LIKE, HELLO? RED FLAG?
He's having evil thoughts here I swear 💀
And already so quickly after meeting her he makes Ash his priority. He asks to sit next to her, he engages and makes an effort to talk to her. Tries to joke around with her. Gives her a nickname. Touches her. He's so touchy.
And defends her!!! When Tyler gets pissed at Ash, he honestly goes off on him even tho he KNOWS Ash can defend herself- and he's so...dark about it. There's a threat hidden behind his words. He's MAD here, right? Tell me I'm not crazy, please-
He also very clearly has violence on the forefront of his mind 💀 He's the first one to actively attack the phantoms; not to defend himself, not to defend somebody else (well, he pulls Ash out of the way), but for fun. And he's disappointed when they don't scream. He's sadistic, he likes causing pain, it's something he relishes in.
I mean look at how he smiles!!! None of the other kids have such an...active ENJOYMENT in fighting the phantoms, but for Aiden, it's almost like he finds relief in it, some way to vent out his frustrations. He's eager for a fight, for a thrill.
That's how Aiden sustains himself, he pretty much operates under "I'm here for a good time, not a long time." Everything he does gives him a boost of adrenaline, no matter the consequences. He got into a fight? Eh, who cares about all the bruises, at least it got his blood rushing. Broke a bone while doing parkour or smth? Whatever, the way his stomach dropped when he was falling as totally worth it.
It's a very dangerous mentality to live with, obviously. He's an adrenaline junkie. He's an addict. More than anything else, Aiden wants something that makes him feel alive.
And what makes you feel more alive than love?
Like not to minimise or anything but he's known her for like. 2-3 months- and he's already SO scared of losing her. Like I just don't think he would have had this type of reaction with anybody else besides Ben. He would have absolutely lost his shit if Ash 'died'.
He's a straight up love junkie. He's obsessive. Nothing beats the high love can give you. It overrules everything else. If Ash (or whoever he's interested in) feels bad because of smth, he's done with it.
He LIKED dying. He LIKED the adrenaline rush. But he won't do it again. Not because he had some realization that he didn't want to die, that he still wanted to live and do things, but because Ash was upset. Because this, this rush of care from her part, the way she was so scared of him dying that she was shaking, nothing could fill the hole in his heart better than that. And now that he has a taste for it, he won't let go easy. He will keep on living- if it means Ash will be by his side.
Which is a very dangerous position to put her in. Ash already feels responsible for her friends, and she doesn't even know that Aiden has "put" his life in her hands, not that it's her responsibility, because it isn't, but she will certainly feel responsible if Aiden does something FOR her.
Like He's so fucking obsessed and he doesn't even realize it- like look at how he sees her 😭 THE HEAVENLY GLOOOOOOW, LIKE SHES AN ANGEL AND HE THINKS SHE CAN SAVE HIM. BABY SHE CANT, YOU HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF.
He could spiral so fucking bad. He could do some absolutely heinous things. Because he just doesn't know. He doesn't know how to love truly, yet. For him love really is that rush of adrenaline, the knife carving out his heart, he could be putty in her hands, or her executioner. This love that can be so obsessive, that he NEEDS it to function, like its water, like its the air he breathes. Its a compulsion, a fixation, a longing that burrows into your very soul. Ash doesn't even know what she's getting herself into-
Godddddd, it makes me so sick/ pos, it's SO FUCKING INTERESTINGGGGGG. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
I literally cannot function around this drawing 🫠
The. The hand. That way he's grabbing her. He's pulling her back. Towards HIM. like "this is mine. And I'm not sharing." And that little fucking look in his eyes, he just looks SO fucking pleased with himself. And Ash looks so...resigned. they're so doomed-coded, i love them so bad.
I don't know how I was supposed to NOT make a killer au, when he's just...like that around her.
Love is a wonderful thing. But love is also cruel, it is vicious, it is possessive and obsessive, and it will leave carnage in its wake.
Romantic love is an obsession. It possesses you. You lose your sense of self. You cannot stop thinking about another human being. -Helen Fisher
Does anybody else get insanely angry when they hear other people chewing? Specifically when you can hear their teeth clacking while they chew LIKE OH MY FUCKING GOD STOP CLACKING LIKE THAT
Finally after a couple weeks of shaky internet this video pops up in my notifications. Now if you excuse me I’m going to light myself on fire.
pov: you are coming out to fitmc (he is homophobic)
sucking on someone's fingers and they say fuck you're so good and start pushing deeper into your throat? and gripping your jaw so they can fuck your mouth properly? taking their fingers out and rubbing the tips of them on your lips? smearing your spit and drool everywhere? then pushing down your tongue with their thumb so you open your mouth nice and pretty for them to spit into it and then thrusting two fingers in to fuck it deeper? i certainly think so
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![[SKZ Talker] Ep. 64 Bang Chan](https://64.media.tumblr.com/c0a11b3565fc1f3eceee31d2e606b77f/c59797a592f3081e-6c/s400x600/75c7c20fb82abc5a7484418632b426962398eb7b.gif)
![[SKZ Talker] Ep. 64 Bang Chan](https://64.media.tumblr.com/8eb5a988e8421da1a958a727f94309b4/c59797a592f3081e-4d/s400x600/de58ac1248ca300e589452d16ceec6fffbcb73eb.gif)
![[SKZ Talker] Ep. 64 Bang Chan](https://64.media.tumblr.com/5870186f534fca03b225fe396887950c/c59797a592f3081e-aa/s400x600/288948dcd0b21ca55cdb22b6e730cce27e55b3d2.gif)
lucio and the apprentice are fine thanks, valdemar who?
im gna scream i wanna work on my artstyle so bad and then suddenly post my chrs in a completely new style but then would people be like wow :/// this is DEFINITELYYYY traced bud. look at ur other art but I HATE HOW MY ART LOOKS RN I HATE IT
I'm gonna scream.
I had a thing all typed out, and I was getting to the end of the part and was almost ready to post it.
I had to leave the app to look something up, but I'm not making the same mistakes twice, so I made sure to save it before leaving.
Anyway, I save it, leave the app, go back in, and it turns out that it didn't save my progress. Great. I only lost one paragraph, so it's not that bad.
I left the draft to see if it was a glitch or something, but I pressed 'discard' instead of 'save' and now the whole draft is gone.
I don't have time to retype everything, but I'll forget it all if I don't do it now. I have to be somewhere in fifteen minutes. The story part took me 45 minutes to work on.
I'm going to scream.
Edit/Update: I got it all retyped and it's now posted. My dad joked about shutting the laptop on me and I told him I'd breakdown crying if he did that. It also doesn't help that the delete button and the edit button are right next to each other.