Im Just A Silly Little Guy - Tumblr Posts

insane how I'm supposed to navigate the horrors of the world

COMMISSIONS OPEN WOWOWOW

ik i dont use tumblr a lot but people here is cool so... I have openned commissions!!! :D you'll be able to see everything in my carrd linked in my bio or right here.

Also here you have some examples of what i can make

(the icons are actually bigger but i can make character icons too)

I feel Nimona put it best.

“Couldnt you just be a girl?”

“Not everyone is as accepting as me”

“Freak!”

“Wouldn’t it just be easier?”

“For who?”

It’s when they’re a good person who just don’t understand.

When they’re a soldier, sheltering a thousand year old teenager, who jus wont accept. Until they see.

Acceptance without understanding

can be much, much worse;

But so much better.

What is acceptance without understanding?

Acceptance without understanding

is fueling a death machine;

without knowing you’re killing.



Question: what is acceptance without understanding?

I’ll try to explain my view in my crooked-past-my-bedtime brain.

I feel like acceptance will barely mean anything of not understood. I don’t know a whole lot, but I been in situations. I feel like I should be grateful that I’m wanted and accepted regardless. They say I’m loved either way. They pretend coming out won’t change a thing and won’t make and impact.

But really, it feels like I’m stuck in a void. I can’t be sad or angry or smad because at least they don’t care. At least they still want me. At least they won’t change. Right?

I feel stuck in a place between rejected and understood called Accepted. It sounds great and all i could ever ask for but it isn’t. How can they want me without wanting to know what— WHO I am? How could they say such inconsiderate things without knowing it hurts? Why would they shame all I stand for and cover it with ‘tradition’? And how, after all their love and embrace, can I still feel so scared? Like instead of in it, I’ve been trapped in the closet? Like despite being seen, feeling so watched? Observed? But never discovered?

I can’t talk about my favourite shows without “it shouldn’t be regularized, in my opinion” “how will humanity repopulate?” “Why is this being encouraged in kids shows”.

I can’t freely listen to music about LGBT without wearing headphones out of shear fear. My uncle is gay. Surely that would’ve made it easier. “You’re too young” “I also thought I liked girls” “Most bisexuals I know grew up to be Lesbian or Gay or Pan or nanana… I don’t remember.

Rejection is neglection. “No son of mine” “No daughter of mine” “Not under my roof”

Understanding is embracing. Pride parades. References. Shows. Community. Flags. Open conversations.

Acceptence feels like the in-between. “You’re still my daughter” “We still love you” We’re still on talking terms. Day in day out like it never happened.

BUT

“It’s not how the human biology works” “Souldnt be exposed or regularized for children.” “The bible.” “God.” “Not fit for society.” “Too young to know.” I have to hide my pride. Out of fear. I have to avoid LGBTQIA+ merch. Out of fear. I have to smile and nod when they reach a homophobic level. Out. Of. Fear.

Because you know what? I thought it would be chill.

I thought they would be chill.

I thought I could bring home a girl some day and not have to call her my friend.

I thought I could hang out with Non-binary folks without having to explain to transphobes rather than curious ally’s who didn’t have learning resources to this kinda thing. Because. I. Did.

I thought gay uncle being loved and his ex husband being invited over for a family greeting would mean “Hey! My family is full of ally’s!”

But no.

My family just chose to ignore that side of them. That side of me.

I am grateful toward the ones that understood. That loves not because I’m their friend, or sister, or daughter. But me cause I’m me.

I’m grateful to the “You’re gay!? Oh my god! Please tell me about you! I wanna hear all your coming out stories” with stars in their eyes

I’m grateful to the “Oh my god! You like ____!? So you’re bi!? KABDISBSIDB”

I’m grateful to the “So… you’re gay?” With no judgement

And to the

“You’re Not straight? Cool” 🤜🏽🤛🏼

Not to forget the adults who stepped in when my parents wouldn’t. Who explained to me how it’s gonna be an adventure. How it might change, it might not.

I feel grateful from my love.

I feel obligation to be grateful to the

“How does that make sense”

“Ahahahaha! Wait.. you’re not kidding?”

“Imagine two guys sucking each others dicks, does that makes sense to you” (I almost vomited hearing this one)

“Why?”

This love comes from guilt. Not actual happiness.

But hey, at least I still got food on the table, right?

Dude you’re awesome

Thank you so much!!!

<33

300 followers is crazy,,, who are you people and where am i

BWUUAHHHH 400 FOLLOWERS???? crazy...

gen question, should i somehow get a paypal/venmo and like open commissions up (yk i gotta get to wwwy fest..)

every time i see john cena, i do the same bit of i don’t see him. i made many enemies from the barbie movie alone

this is what I want to look like. this is the ultimate goal.

Silly hatzgang (/polyhatz) headcanons (the images are mostly just headcanons about how I think they’d look like irl and what their sexualities/genders would be)

(TW: for bruises and scars, I put Robert first because he doesn’t have any in this redesign)

Ok here’s all of them

THE EDITS ARE INSPIRED BY THIS PERSON PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT THEIR EDITS R SO COOL!! /nf

Idk why Roy looks so differently edited then all of the others, he just does

Didn’t edit the doll because this isn’t about him

(More headcanons time + explaining some stuff about the images)

I feel like Robert has an afro but that’s just how I interpreted the way his hair is

Robert has a lot of siblings, the rest of the hatzgang are only children

The reason why I put Robert as polysexual and Roy as just gay even though gay is also usually non-women loving non-women is because I genuinely feel like Robert would like the label polysexual better and I can’t explain it

This may or may not be projecting but Ross has trouble showing emotions physically and usually has a blank expression or a small-medium smile even if he feels rlly happy inside

Ross definitely listens to emo + scene kid songs no doubt (he also plays his songs on repeat a lot until he doesn’t like them)

The reason why Roy looks kinda beat up is because in my mind if he’s a bully (and y’know also acts the way he does) then I feel like he’d get into fights at least sometimes

I gave Ross cuts near his ears because I wanted to give him earrings but I felt like he was too young, now that I think about it I feel like both of his parents would be cool with him getting his ears pierced but I feel like he’d wait until he’s at least a little older

When it says that Roy is in denial about being gay I mean it more in a way where he wouldn’t put a label on his sexuality because he feels like he shouldn’t be gay if that makes sense. His parents would probably just live with his sexuality and move on while not specifically being supportive or homophobic at least towards him, however knowing that they don’t like his ‘friends’ and the fact that they expect a lot of him and assume he’s straight (sense he never really said he’s not) Roy has just assumed that his parents would be h0m0phobic

I couldn’t (and still can’t) decide if I headcanon Roy as trans or not so I just left it out

They’re all dating 🫶 (Roy isn’t open about it basically at all but the other two who don’t rlly know he’s avoiding telling people only rlly tell people if they ask)

such a beautiful profile and username omgs

wahhh!! thank u sm!!!!!! ur username is really cool me thinks…☝️

yeag…

I made something woahhhhh!

hope you like the au it’s been bouncing in my scull cage for a tad too long

SMUT AHEAD

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧MINORS DONT INTERACT✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

So like imagine any of the cod men putting whipped cream on Ur neck and just GOING AT IT

LIKE DOING THEIR THING

Yk

Or am I judt insane

A/n(It is time everyone for me to do headcanons cause I feel silly

Also, this will be abt alejandro vargas (he's my baby)

TW: smut , p in v, (pussy eating?) Missionary, breeding , spanking , bondage, swearing, biting, praise, squirting

Let me know if I missed something cause I feel tired asg

This is with chubby reader btw cause I think we need more of these

I do apologise if it is horrible I'm still new

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖- THIS MAN. AND WHEN I TELL YOU HE WILL GO IN BETWEEN UR LEGS IF U ASK NICELY HE WILL LIKE SJDNDND

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖- he will honestly grab Ur thick , voluptuous thighs only for them to be littered in bite marks and hand prints

☆- That's it

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-now why do I have the feeling this man loves bondage and/or spanking. Like my brain cannot handle this brain rot anymore

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-enjoys calling you a beautiful ángel or a gorgeous princesa along with him spanking Ur sweet, sweet round ass with him saying that Ur doing so good and he's going to take care of you

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-this man wants to breed u.

☆ - That's it.

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖-Him having the thought of you waddling around along with leaking breasts and thinking he managed to make you like this , GETS HIM GOING

˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖- WHEN HE DOES GET LIKE THIS , HE DOESNT WANNA HURT THE BABY SO HE EATS U OUT AND TRIES TO MAKE YOU SQUIRT AS MANY TIMES AS HE CAN

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Hello everyone

Seems like werewolf!soap won!

So I'm gonna do another but with different characters, and if you'd like to suggest fandoms (such as tokyo Ghoul, tokyo revengers, cod, haikyyu)

And etc

Just let me know in the comment's:)

(Side note I only do aged up characters such as 18+)

Hey everyone

This is just an apology and I'm gonna keep it quick and simple

I've injured my right shoulder and won't be able to write

I'm so sorry everyone, and pls take care of yourself

My requests are open, but here are the things I won't be writing and things I will be doing

NOT DOING

Cnc

Minors

Anything feces or golden showers (aka pee)

And anything in the future

Extreme bdsm

Zoophilia

WILL BE DOING

BDSM

Breeding

Maybe hybrids

Bondage

pegging

And more (I'm so tired I'm sorry)

IM BACK EVERYONE

A/N:I didn't know what to write, tbh and I had so much going on in my life and stuff. ANYWAYS I still don't know so plsosksklsksplspls give suggestions and stuff, BUT YH

AND A BIG THAN K YOU TONMY FRIEND @sourcatnip for these

I will be using these for the future when I get requests

Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm back

BYE BYE

Hrrmmm, shure would be a shame if I didnt get a hate fuck fic for Arthur Morgan 😇😇😇

(I need him to use me.)

Me rn