Introvert - Tumblr Posts - Page 2

Guys, i almost slept in lab today.

Why am i like this?

Whatever mechanism it is that tells me I'm being awkward in a social situation is so shit. It's ooh, this is AWKward!!!! And if I ask it what they non awkward way to behave, it's like LA LA LA LA, I CAN'T HEAR YOU, YOU AWKWARD BITCH!!!

One time in therapy, i was talking about how i was swamped on work coz the week before i had broken up from a relationship, and i phrased it with a pause for emphasis and monotone to tell well, coz i broke up. My therapist started laughing out so much, she couldn't stop, she apologized and then continued laughing.

I have never felt prouder in my life.

I knew then, if i died that exact moment, I'd have no regrets.

How do I talk to people? Like how do I go to a random stranger and become besties with them??