Is This An Autistic Thing - Tumblr Posts
9 months ago
you ever have disassociation in the sense of life is a really nice pretty dream but you know one day you have to wake up so you float through life in a bittersweet mechanical way because you’re haunted by the knowledge that it’s all gonna be gone soon enough despite logically knowing that’s not how this works but your brain is so convinced it is that you can’t really help it anymore? No? Just me?
Tags :
is this an autistic thing
i bet you it is
Probably a ptsd thing too
Rahh having trauma at a young age really fucks you up lmao
Sadly I cannot remember most of it so I don’t rlly know why I’m like this
RAHHHH
todays been weird if you can’t tell
Kinda wanna die kinda wanna go lay in the grass and let the dirt swallow me
Like a nice warm blanket
ykwim
become one with the mushrooms and all that
blame the depression
tw depressing stuff
sorry for being depressing
tw depressing thoughts
depressing shit
autism
actually autistic
autistic things
disasociation
tw: dissociation
tw sui ideation
tw anxiety
anxiety
PTSD
maybe
idk man