Jeankasa - Tumblr Posts
Things I hate drawing:
- Men
- Anime Art Style
- Flowers
the Mikasa Uchiha sketches no one asked for
the plot more into friendship so dont expect too much, thanks!
MY TOP 5 FAVORITE SHIPS🧡
+shipsongs
5) Eremin
James Arthur - train wreck
4) Jeankasa
Can't help falling in love - haley reinhart
3) Yumikuri/Yumihisu
Ruth b - dandelions
2) Eremika
Illenium echos - every piece of me
1) Levihan
Vancouver sleep clinic - someone to stay
Mending A Broken Heart
Jean Kirstein x Mikasa Ackerman
Genre: Angst and fluff
Warnings: MAJOR MANGA SPOILERS!! prolly a few curse words
this is for my fellow jeankasa shippers. idc if the ship was not made canon but to me they fell in love got married and lived happily ever after. and i also wanted to see mikasa move on and not just stuck on eren you know? anyways hope you like this!!! :D
Jean checked himself in the mirror for the nth time. He searched for any hair out of place, looked for boogers, checked if he had anything stuck between his teeth and made sure his breath didn't stink. He had to make a good first impression. Well, technically, not a first impression but... whatever.
"Yo Horseface! How long are you gonna take?" Connie yelled.
"Coming!" Jean answered.
He was both excited and nervous. He was going to see Mikasa after 3 long years. He wondered what she looked like, she was in her early twenties after all. She's gonna be beautiful as ever, Jean thought.
He checked himself in the mirror one last time and jogged to where his friends were waiting for him.
Armin smiled and waved at him, sweet as ever. Reiner and Annie nodded at him.
"Took you forever. What, are you getting ready for your marriage?" Connie punched Jean, to which Jean kicked him in the shin.
"Come on, let's go. Don't want to keep Mikasa waiting now, do we?" Jean grinned.
"Yeah, let's go!" Armin agreed.
Mikasa stared at the sky. It was cloudless and a bright blue. Her hand rested atop the small headstone next to her. She can't be mourning forever, she knew that. She had loved Eren since she was nine-she probably still does, she's not sure. Letting the man, who taught her to live, go was no easy task.
Her hand went up to her scarf. Eren's scarf. He'd told her to put it away and forget about him. Find someone else who would love her and move on. He'd said it like it was as easy as getting a new dress after the old one tore. Mikasa couldn't move on. She didn't know how to move on.
"Eren," she called out, hoping against hope he could hear her. "How can I forget you?"
The walk up the hill where Eren was buried was quiet. The air felt thick with emotions and Jean almost considered going back. Eren was your friend, dumbass, he reminded himself and kept walking. He would never admit it but he missed Eren dearly. That suicidal blockhead was one of his closest friends and though they argued all day everyday, Jean would readily give up his life for him and Eren would do the same for Jean.
Jean spotted Mikasa sitting next to a small stone staring at the sky. Jean's heart did a somersault when he took in her features. She had become more beautiful, as if she wasn't already. She had let her hair grow and it reached past her shoulders.
Instantly, he was reminded of the day he had complimented her hair. But, she had cut it short not long after on Eren's word.
"Mikasa!" Armin yelled with joy.
Mikasa looked down to see Armin and smiled. "Armin. Everyone. How are you?"
They sat round the tree and talked about the past three years, filling Mikasa in on everything she had missed. Mikasa smiled and nodded. She seemed to be looking at everyone, mentally noting the changes in their appearance and personality.
Jean realized he was staring at her when their eyes met. He blushed and gave her a wobbly smile. Man up Jean, he told himself. Go talk to her.
He stood up from his place and walked over to where Mikasa was seated. He hesitated for second before sitting beside her. What was he supposed to say to his crush of almost a decade who lost the man she loved?
Before he could think anything he blurted out: "I'm sorry."
The talking came to an abrupt stop and everyone stared at him. Mikasa blinked. "About what?" She asked, clearly confused.
Jean, at that moment, realized that he brought up a topic everyone was avoiding. He mentally cursed at himself. Since he had already messed up, he decided to continue with it and mess up his already messed up life.
"About Eren," he answered.
Mikasa opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out. She tugged at her scarf quietly. After what felt like forever she said, "I'm trying to forget him. I'm trying to move on."
Jean was taken aback. "Mikasa," he started. "You don't have to forget someone to move on."
She stared at him like he had told her the sky was green. But he continued.
"I know it's hard, after all you've known Eren for most of your life. It's okay to feel sad, you know. Take your time. But, don't push yourself away from others. It'll just make the pain worse. And-And I lost Marco and Sasha, too. I've moved on, see? And I didn't forget them."
Mikasa's eyes were wide. She looked down at her hands. "I know, I know. It's just that everyone was telling me to just forget. It's been three years and I-I couldn't-"
She broke off. Jean noticed her hands were shaking. He took her hands in his and gave a reassuring squeeze. He tried his best to ignore the way his heart was beating out of his chest.
"Mikasa," Armin said, his voice was soft and caring. "Jean is right. We'll be with you from now on. So, you won't have be alone anymore." Armin flashed her his brightest smile.
"I'll be with you. We'll be with you," Jean said.
Mikasa looked down again. "Thank you. All of you."
Jean's hands felt wet and he realized that Mikasa was crying. Daringly, he put his arm around her shoulder and brought her close to him. He looked up only to see Armin, Connie and Reiner smirking at him. His face felt hot as he sent them all a glare.
Jean gave Mikasa his whole heart. Mikasa gave him the shattered remains of hers. Jean would damn well help her piece it back together. It wouldn't be the same as before, he knew that. But, who cares. He knew she would love him with all she has.
The first step towards the future Jean imagined was by mending a broken heart.
I won't forget you Eren. Mikasa looked up at the sky. But I think I found someone who will love me.
Work by: @smolbean12
REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED
so…… I’m late to realize this but jeankasa is real cute?? ;n;
sorry this is so sloppy, I spent so much time on getting jean’s face right that I had no more fucks to give at some point orz
I commissioned the amazing @lolakasa to draw Jean and Mikasa for me and she went above and beyond my expectations. Thank you so much for letting me commission you, I love this so much <3
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Chapter Masterlist + summary chapter
(I recommand to just read the summary up to chap 42 and then go on. First chapter are quite old now and do not represent my artsyle and skill anymore aha)
Chapitre 1 Chapitre 2 Chapitre 3 Chapitre 4
Keep reading
When you screw up your plans, but you still succeed. :P
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VampKasa and Jean justifying the murders of his wife, the supposed vampire
Happy Halloween!
Déjame que vuelva a acariciar tu pelo Déjame que funda tu pecho en mi pecho Volveré a pintar de colores el cielo Haré que olvides de una vez el mundo entero
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Hi came back from the dead with a little jeankasa, better than the last.