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chat would u love me if i came out as a puppyboy like if i could make ts my gender i would RANT TIME something that a lot of people really dont understand is that ND people can experience gender and sexuality differently. like me ive never felt entirely human or entrely a boy and the same goes for so many people. when ur ND u can experience being outcasted and sometimes that leads to not even feeling human or capable i express myself through ME including my gender, my sexuality, my hobbies, i even express myself through food for crying out loud and its always ircked me when some people are so hostile towards people like me, people who dont really feel all that human, people who have been outcasted, people who are nuerodivergent. so what if i want to bark once in a while and i wanna lay in a big dog bed and cuddle my owner and eat kibble?? why does that bother u? why does my authenticity bother u? why does me wanting to pretend to be a dog bother u? im not asking u to hold me on a leash or watch me eat food from a bowl on the floor??? like sure that person over there is a therian or is a furry or is js different from the status quo that doesnt mean u should go up to them saying slurs and being rude ive always been so insecure about my identity and what it means for me and now that ive gotten older and i started surrounding myself around people who dont gaf about what i do unless its illegal its like a big weight is off of me like my boyfie for example! ive talked to him about my pet regression and my gender identity issues and he doesnt judge me :3 he knows that the only thing i need at that moment is an ear to listen and thats what he does! he understands that im nuerodivergent and that im a bit odd and weird and he loves me all the same. my experience with gender and sexuality isnt a new one nor am i alone in this struggle but sometimes it gets tiring. it gets tiring having to conform to some agenda and try and understand myself!! why cant i js frolick in my room playing t4t hyperpop about being a dog and eat dried foods for enternity?? thats literally all i want to do i sometimes wish i was a dog because of how carefree it all seems to be one. anyway dont be surprised when i randomly post pupmaxx brainrot

chat im thinkin of going full puppy mode and make my profile all cutesy and pink

i have a feeling that something incredibly fucked is gonna happen after school i have a feeling that his mom looked at his phone and saw the site so now my aunt knows or hes either at PT or started bootcamp im so fucking anxious rn and idk if these thoughts are rational both things can literally happen at any moment and both are very scary (not PT ik thats now scary) my mind is tearing itself apart and my anxiety feels incredibly debilitating i dont remember feeling this anxious before taking meds (either that or memory loss from anxiety) anyway woof! :3

tryna beat the canine allegations but i start going woof! raf raf!! bark bark! ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა ./づ~ 🦴

tryna beat the feline allegations but i start going nyaaaaaajhhhh.... nyaannnann =^•w•^= nyaauuhhhh /ᐠ_ ꞈ _ᐟ\ mmrreooowos ^___^

1.) fav movie - girl interrupted 2.) fav food - eggs, sweet potatos, pancakes, cake, takis 3.) fav animal - black lab/golden retriever mix 4.) fav music - kpop, metal, indie, grunge, white girl pop, rap, rnb, breakcore, crunkcore, (pretty much anything except country) 5.) fav colour - black, pink, electric blue 6.) mbti type - infp/intp 7.) height - 157cm/5'2 8.) zodiac - sagittauras 9.) tattoos - none but i want a full back, arm sleeve, and leg sleeve 10.) piercings - lobes only but i used to have a smiley and my eyebrow piercing rejected rpts to fav mooti im not really jirai (idk the qualifications) but i love picrew

jiraiblr tag game! ୭🧷✧˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀

post your jiraisona that you can make through this picrew here and answer the questions to get to know your moots & other jirais! here’s mine:

1.) favorite movie?

monster high boo york

2.) favorite food?

mac n cheese :3

3.) favorite animal?

sharks!!

4.) favorite music?

alternative, current fave band is pierce the veil

5.) favorite color?

black which if we’re getting technical is my fave shade but color-wise i’d say pink !

6.) mbti type?

ENFP

7.) height?

5’2”

8.) zodiac?

taurus sun, aries moon, pisces rising

9.) tattoos?

i have one on my left forearm of the angel number 777

10.) piercings?

had lobe piercings and snake bites but had to remove all of them ;n;

🏷️ (no pressure) tags: @adoredhappygirl, @mizukiez, @kurohaneko, @pastel-violent, @frisky-bits, @meowchacafe, @kiraikawai, @miraitenshi

nothing happened i was being delusional!!!

one more class before my anxiety takes over and either sumn happens or doesnt!!

tw vent

i feel like ive been binging a lot lately :( i need to lock in for tomorrow bc my diet starts i gotta make sure i burn cals and be constant and reists than regret i cant wait to look better than ever

i wish i kept up drawing as a hobby :/ i dont draw anymore and my skills have seriously depleted i failed at the one thing i was good at ive always been known as the art kid, always picked on for projects, always boasted about to family all because i knew how to put shapes together to create a person now i really have nothing that im good at im not good at dancing, i dont read anymore, i can barely sing, and now i dont draw which makes me feel so shitty bc now what do i tell interviewers about myself? what do i tell people who want to get to know me? how do i tell my family that my hobbies arent mine anymore why do i have to fail at the things im good at??? why do i fail at loosing w^!ght, why do i fail at art, why do i fail at dancing, why are my skills nothing compared to what people my age are doing there are people younger than me who do the same things i used to love doing but better everyone else is better than me and now i feel like theres no point in continuing it all i hate feeling competitive

I FORGOT PADS CHAT I KNEW I FORGOT SOMETHING THIS MORNING PLEEEEASE GOD NO IM RAGING AND SEETHING

jesse, jesse, im busy making out with minecraft youtuber dream youll have to cook without me

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everytime i post “im going to end my life” and then i post something after that i imagine everyone sighs and slams their fists in frustration