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sometimes i get upset that none of my friends really reach out to me or like they dont immediately try and find me inbetween classes or during lunch but then i realize that i also make no way to keep in contact with my friends im always pretty much just a back up imo when i stop talking nobody notices and nobody really asks me of anything and they dont notice when i leave for class unless i say bye to them i always get so upset but then i remember that im a hypocrite for feeling this way because i dont make any initiative to talk to said friends im repeating myself and yapping lololololol
tw 3d vent
holy shit i havent had hunger pains like this in so so long i missed it so much i ate today tho hmm ,':/ i had cereal with milk for breakfast and a tangerine for lunch i should be pretty satiated this is why i dont eat breakfast bc this always happens
RANT TIME this makes me think of those girls who say 'oh i want an almond mom' and i wanna say that those people make me pretty sick. i understand that its an ed thought but c'mon. u dont want an almond mom. look how miserable gigi is? i get wanting to get skinny but when u have an almond mom for ur entire life ts gets debilitating. thats like wishing u had a bipolar mom so that u can also get bipolar fuckin insane
I was just thinking about how Gigi Hadid's mom told her to chew a couple of almonds when she told her she was feeling dizzy. This is the type of motivation I need🥲
chat would u love me if i came out as a puppyboy like if i could make ts my gender i would RANT TIME something that a lot of people really dont understand is that ND people can experience gender and sexuality differently. like me ive never felt entirely human or entrely a boy and the same goes for so many people. when ur ND u can experience being outcasted and sometimes that leads to not even feeling human or capable i express myself through ME including my gender, my sexuality, my hobbies, i even express myself through food for crying out loud and its always ircked me when some people are so hostile towards people like me, people who dont really feel all that human, people who have been outcasted, people who are nuerodivergent. so what if i want to bark once in a while and i wanna lay in a big dog bed and cuddle my owner and eat kibble?? why does that bother u? why does my authenticity bother u? why does me wanting to pretend to be a dog bother u? im not asking u to hold me on a leash or watch me eat food from a bowl on the floor??? like sure that person over there is a therian or is a furry or is js different from the status quo that doesnt mean u should go up to them saying slurs and being rude ive always been so insecure about my identity and what it means for me and now that ive gotten older and i started surrounding myself around people who dont gaf about what i do unless its illegal its like a big weight is off of me like my boyfie for example! ive talked to him about my pet regression and my gender identity issues and he doesnt judge me :3 he knows that the only thing i need at that moment is an ear to listen and thats what he does! he understands that im nuerodivergent and that im a bit odd and weird and he loves me all the same. my experience with gender and sexuality isnt a new one nor am i alone in this struggle but sometimes it gets tiring. it gets tiring having to conform to some agenda and try and understand myself!! why cant i js frolick in my room playing t4t hyperpop about being a dog and eat dried foods for enternity?? thats literally all i want to do i sometimes wish i was a dog because of how carefree it all seems to be one. anyway dont be surprised when i randomly post pupmaxx brainrot
chat im thinkin of going full puppy mode and make my profile all cutesy and pink
i have a feeling that something incredibly fucked is gonna happen after school i have a feeling that his mom looked at his phone and saw the site so now my aunt knows or hes either at PT or started bootcamp im so fucking anxious rn and idk if these thoughts are rational both things can literally happen at any moment and both are very scary (not PT ik thats now scary) my mind is tearing itself apart and my anxiety feels incredibly debilitating i dont remember feeling this anxious before taking meds (either that or memory loss from anxiety) anyway woof! :3
guess who has a new workout plan!! and rules!! i really wanna focus on building muscle rn so here goes nothing!!
september planning
rules 2 meals a day + 1200 c4l max no liquid cals (only alc is an exception) 150-200 c4ls burned daily from walking no eating past 9:30pm workouts!! cardio - sunday 300 jumping jacks core - monday 30 crunches 2x 1min plank 2x 1min stomach vaccum upper body - wednesday 2x 10-12 bicep curls 2x 10-15 shoulder raises lower body - friday 2x 15 calf raises 2x 10-15 squats (any form) 2x 10 glute bridges starting - sep 15 ending - november 1
me bc when i broke up with him i lost literally 20lbs nd i never looked better
me bc I lost 20 lbs in 2 weeks 🎀
me telling myself its better to resist than regret
You know you have a problem when you motivate yourself with quotes you saw on edblr in gym class
im still doing the lazy workouts and omg its actually doing so well ive been getting compliments about my legs xP
they steal our tips too LMAO
if a gymbro does a "big cut" he is disciplined, if I do it I have an eating disorder, huh
js finished working out feelin good :D i did 300 jumping jacks and then tmrw i gotta do core yippee time to grind and lock in so i reach my gw before winter
i know u have an almond (i like ur profile aes) its js crazy to me when people who dont have an almond mom with an ed say this its not healthy nor is it safe thats borderline abuse on the parents side i know this ive studied it its not js something i see on this side of the blr i see in on every platform where fandoms and communities are created. i get trying to cope and i get that i wanna get worst mentality im not judging its called an obstute observation im only saying that its something i see a lot and isnt something that should be glorified and/or encouraged. i admit ive had thoughts of wanting an almond mom everyone with an ed does lol sure its what people think or feel but its still being glorified and thats a problem this isnt something that can be made aesthetic glorifying gigis abuse is not cute or any almond victims abuse in fact i also never asked for a cw and im not being sensitive its called having observations and forming opinons surrounding them!!
I was just thinking about how Gigi Hadid's mom told her to chew a couple of almonds when she told her she was feeling dizzy. This is the type of motivation I need🥲