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tw 3d rant/vent

i wish i had a phone right now so that i can track fasts better when i was fasting i lost so much weight and i did it all the right way i fasted 16hrs everyday, 700c omads, 100-500 jumping jacks a day, 3-5k steps daily, like cmon man now that i have none of my tracking stuff i cant tell if anything im doing is working i feel a bit out of control in that sense bc istg i want to lost the weight but idk if its working bc my scale broke, my eating gets monitored from time to time, and i have no damn phone >:( if i had a phone istg i wouldve been at my gw by now it took me a damn month to get 6lbs away from my gw BUT THEN I BINGED AND GOT MY PHONE TAKEN AND BAKERACTED RAAAGGGHHHH GET ME OUT I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF THIS FOR FUCKING ONCE IN MY LIFE i js want my cute tracker that reminds me to drink water, my scale that shows both lbs nd kg, and my safe foods ;-; if i had all of that then id be set id have the perfect skinny fall anyway im getting a phone soon so hopefully i can literally lock in more than i am now and start making some damn progress and then after that i can go raving and wear cute small fits that show off my hips nd collarbones

i know u have an almond (i like ur profile aes) its js crazy to me when people who dont have an almond mom with an ed say this its not healthy nor is it safe thats borderline abuse on the parents side i know this ive studied it its not js something i see on this side of the blr i see in on every platform where fandoms and communities are created. i get trying to cope and i get that i wanna get worst mentality im not judging its called an obstute observation im only saying that its something i see a lot and isnt something that should be glorified and/or encouraged. i admit ive had thoughts of wanting an almond mom everyone with an ed does lol sure its what people think or feel but its still being glorified and thats a problem this isnt something that can be made aesthetic glorifying gigis abuse is not cute or any almond victims abuse in fact i also never asked for a cw and im not being sensitive its called having observations and forming opinons surrounding them!!

I was just thinking about how Gigi Hadid's mom told her to chew a couple of almonds when she told her she was feeling dizzy. This is the type of motivation I need🥲

eggs are so orgasmic especially when its all jammy

Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and it’s master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.

my boyfie deserves some bites rn BUT HES NOT HERE XRYTDCFVGYBJHN

OMG! SOMEONE I LOVE! bites you bites you bites you bites you bites you bites you bites you bites y

woof!!

shout out to boys who are also dogs

i wish i kept up drawing as a hobby :/ i dont draw anymore and my skills have seriously depleted i failed at the one thing i was good at ive always been known as the art kid, always picked on for projects, always boasted about to family all because i knew how to put shapes together to create a person now i really have nothing that im good at im not good at dancing, i dont read anymore, i can barely sing, and now i dont draw which makes me feel so shitty bc now what do i tell interviewers about myself? what do i tell people who want to get to know me? how do i tell my family that my hobbies arent mine anymore why do i have to fail at the things im good at??? why do i fail at loosing w^!ght, why do i fail at art, why do i fail at dancing, why are my skills nothing compared to what people my age are doing there are people younger than me who do the same things i used to love doing but better everyone else is better than me and now i feel like theres no point in continuing it all i hate feeling competitive

HELLO?? this feels like a callout post

the “maybe im trans” to “my gender is [animal]” pipeline is real

boyfie rant

I MISS MY BOYFIE bro ts is worth then med withdrawls if i took a nap on his chest rn i think serotonin and oxytocin would course thru my veins the entire time im wearing his shirt today and its js makes me miss him so much more ;-; looking at all the photos of him smiling makes my heart so warm his smile reminds me of that small bit of warmth u feel from the sun on a really cold day or when u try a new dessert and u get all jittery bc of how yummy it is

I FORGOT PADS CHAT I KNEW I FORGOT SOMETHING THIS MORNING PLEEEEASE GOD NO IM RAGING AND SEETHING

off my meds

jesse, jesse, im busy making out with minecraft youtuber dream youll have to cook without me

ik love like mines exists bc my boyfie exists

you bitches are weird and ill ash my blunt in your mouth

giggled

everytime i post “im going to end my life” and then i post something after that i imagine everyone sighs and slams their fists in frustration

YES and poached egg in soup goes CRAZY wait omad idea bone broth + poached eggs = lowc4l omad did the math and its insane

scrambled eggs just aren’t that good I’m sorry. soft boiled eggs and fried eggs both mog the fuck out of them

jfc this chargers so damn slow

js worked out im feelin good!!

weny wayyy over my cal limit :/

breakfast pbj sandwich - 350 orange - 50 peach tea - 0