Landmineblogging - Tumblr Posts
i think the amount of things i want to change about my life and the motivation i have to change them are inversely proportional
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I’m a god’s little silly fool
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Simon cof!! I'm gonna buy the hoodie soon... I'm excited ^_^
ur favourite jirai poster is back !!!! >__<
i’ve been busy w college i fear but everyday the outfits r always good trust
ok WHAT do i classify myself as because i don’t wanna be like a poser or anything…
i use jirai tags bc the jirai community brings me comfort and i relate a lot to jirai blogs here
but i feel like im faking it because im not “mentally ill” enough ??
same thing w like the yandere community, a lot of my posts here r related to my crush and im very much obsessed with him, but i don’t do much action, i just kinda suffer from overthinking and analyzing every single interaction he has with other ppl yk
IDK WHAT TO DO !!! for now im just gonna say im in the jirai community… ill do some more research as well ^_^ if anyone has some advice i’d love to hear!!! <3
sometimes i wish i had someone who could be as infatuated with me as i am with them except i manipulate them into loving me more and i can use them like a toy (i just want to have control. i don’t want to be the one being treated badly.)
ME I CHEERED!!! small steps can help you go a long way <333 :3
Brushed my teeth for the first time in weeks, who cheered?
i wish he would cut me. i want him to hold my wrist tenderly and slide the blade through my veins as he kisses my forehead and praises me for taking it so well. maybe he'd even wash and bandage them afterward and give me aftercare. i want to experience that intimacy of inflicting and receiving pain together. i want i want i want
Do you think it's cute that I'm so fucking stupid? Tell me that it is, 'cos I'm tired of being useless.
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i'm nothing if not an attention seeking bitch
This and also reblogging random shit to my vent blog lmao
THIS, ALL THE FUCKING WAY.
HOW MANY TIMES DO. I GOTTA TELL THIS TO PEOPLE FOR THEM TO FUCKING LISTEN????
AAAAAAAAAAA /NEG
Stop implying mental disorders are easy to treat and if someone online has a mental disorder they just need to "touch grass" or go to a therapist and boom everything's easily fixed
Stop implying it's their fault for not "trying hard enough to fix themselves"
Stop shaming people who don't want to recover
Stop shaming people who won't go to therapy because they can't access it or they have trauma with therapists
it feels like everyone has their own friend groups and im just a dog that trails behind