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psh yeah of course ive got that dawg in me!
(that dawg in question):
crippling attatchment issues
a need for constant reassurance
feeling unwanted even when your the center of attention
pleading for people to love you when they don't want anything to do with you
my game refuses to open? or like, it opens, and stays stuck on the first menu loading screen. all i did was update ea app and thats it? i hate this.
Reddit’s nursing forum makes for some pretty grim reading.
Me core the person in the middle , that's meee :P
Crimes u have committed:
1nCest
Shoplifting
Blackmail
Identity theft
Speeding
Theft
Vandalism
And maybe more stuff :P
Im an awful person tbh
Most of these were unintentional or I did when I was little so don't come for me!
Let's talk
Cw: Rap3, mention of SA
I'm just here to pop a little question..
Why are Rap3 and SA treated as kinks?
I follow this particular community on Reddit that only posts nsfw content and audios. I like it, there are always new audios and I've found some that I enjoy a lot but lately many audios with the tag "Rap3/Noncon/Forceful sex" in them have been reposted to the account, therefore ending in my main page.
One of the many rules in this community is that if one of your audios contain anything that can be considered "shocking", has to be labeled and put in the tags in big letters.
And that's perfect, that's okay.
But the amount of audios that use this "tag" and just overall the way this very sensitive topic is being used is too.. Disgusting, to say the least.
If you want to use it as a "Angst to comfort" kinda thing or just the mention of it, I believe that's ideal but the act of using SA as the thing we're supposed to "get off to" upsets me. I've never thought of jerking off to somebody getting their body autonomy taken from them and them pleading to not be touched as something arousing.
I'm definitely "kinkshaming" people that like noncon/coercion into sex
Normani at the premiere of Disney’s The Lion King (July 9, 2019)
I am so upset rn
Never liked battle box but the remix just made me hate it even more
And duuuude aaaagh it was supposed to be buildmart
GG for cyan tho. I'll probably watch callum vods so
Please kik me: depression.sucks86
I'mma rant for a second.
Someone please validate me.
I think I'm beyond justified when I say that no one listens to me.
This show (Come From Away) is running for three days. I've had the five shifts (4 on the weekend, 1 Friday) for three weeks. Counting my conversation with my parents a few minutes ago, I have explained what this show is, where I am, what it's about, and the history behind it 23 times.
6 times to my mom
4 times to my twin
2 times my older sister
3 times to my dad
8 times to my grandparents
What the actual duck does a girl have to do to get someone to listen to her?
All I'm asking is that people make an actual effort to remember what I tell them, especially when I talk about something I love.
My coworkers (4 of them) have asked what I know about it, and they all remember the basics of what I told them. They even listened to the soundtrack like I recommended!!
My sister won't even take ten minutes to listen to two songs with me. My mom doesn't even remember what the first song is called (I've told her 5 times now). I know for a fact that none of my family will listen to the music on their own.
I just want to share what I'm passionate about. I want others I know to share in the joy I find in this show and others.
And, y'know? I keep finding that this is a reoccurring problem. I can't bring it up to anyone, though, because they all tell me that I'm overthinking it or looking too much into it or seeing things that aren't actually there.
Humans are designed to pick out patterns in everything. We pick them out and we create them.
I see a pattern, I point it out, and I get told there's nothing there.
Either I'm gaslighting myself or everyone else is gaslighting me.
Someone please validate me. Please tell me I'm not crazy. Please put a name to these feelings because I'm going to shatter if someone tells me one more goddamn fucking time that I'm seeing a pattern where there isn't one.
I would cry like I want to, but that would ruin my make up. I have another shift in about 2.5 hours, and I don't have my makeup back with me, so that's a no go.
I'm gonna go read. Thanks for listening
Here's a real quick reminder, in case ya forgot: If you pick and choose you support, or you think that one is less than the others, then you aren't an ally.
CW: Mentioned transphobia
Hey, so...mom's transphobic.
...that's not a fun thing to find out...
She's perfectly supportive of LGB, but T, Q, I, A and anything else is too far for her apparently.
I knew dad was, but I thought mom (being at least a little supportive, if a little confused, of my gay and bi friends) wouldn't be any of the phobics....
Sigh.
Y'know, I think I already knew this about both my parents. They have everyone I know separated into "she/her" and "he/him". No matter how many times I tell them that some of these people use "they/them" or "she/they" and "xe/xer", they always default to the binary they were raised on.
...
hdsiofndsajkfnke how the f u ck did i not catch on to this i'm gonna cry fuck this
y’know what
I bought oreos to make an oreo cheesecake but my brother (the heathen) keeps eating them!!! 🙃🙃🙃