Overcoming - Tumblr Posts
Today is the last day I am a boy.
Tomorrow I start my hormone replacement therapy,
And will finally become who I want to be.
It has been hard getting here.
Strange
Confusing
And often terrifying.
Yet still I come to my destination
Anxious only in my fear of making decisions.
I am defining my future days.
Declaring a life for myself.
I am done with living in limbo
Afraid of crystalizing possibilities.
I am done with the shadows of life
Wanting more for myself than eternal waiting.
I will.
This is all there is.
I am Ananna
Fierce and terrible
Radiant dawn.
2 Peter 3:9 9 The Lord does not delay and is not tardy or slow about what He promises, according to some people's conception of slowness, but He is long-suffering (extraordinarily patient) toward you, not desiring that any should perish, but that all should turn to repentance. AMP
I have a strong believe to always do what's right
Even if it is seen as unjustifiably
My belief stems from the failures of my parents
The trauma of my sister
And the betrayals of many friends
But sometimes it's hard
It will be you against the world
And you'll doubt
If you were right at all....
I have a strong believe to always do what's right
Even if it is seen as unjustifiably
My belief stems from the failures of my parents
The trauma of my sister
And the betrayals of many friends
But sometimes it's hard
It will be you against the world
And you'll doubt
If you were right at all....
I have a strong believe to always do what's right
Even if it is seen as unjustifiably
My belief stems from the failures of my parents
The trauma of my sister
And the betrayals of many friends
But sometimes it's hard
It will be you against the world
And you'll doubt
If you were right at all....
Overthinking Fears
I'm really not sure if I'm capable of pulling this off. Well, maybe I am. I mean, I think I am. But what if everything falls apart? What if I struggle to get my point across? On the other hand, what if it turns out amazingly? What if the outcome surpasses all my wildest dreams? No, that's too optimistic. Past experiences have shown that things usually don't work out in my favor. But, what if this time is an exception? What if my message resonates on a level I've never reached before? Ugh, time's ticking away. I guess I have to face it head-on. Deep breath. Let's just roll with whatever happens, I guess.